Boku no kirai na kimi ga shindara boku wa warau no darou ka (僕の嫌いな君が死んだら、僕は笑うのだろうか) Lyrics
BY  Nightmare
ALBUM  CARPE DIEM

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昔々のお話で
物語語る者も無い
種の起源の予想と同等

それは空想の産物ではない
指で触れられるほどに現実
訪れを切に願った
終わらない終わりを

耳を塞いだ両手　隙間に侵蝕
君の笑い声
聴きたくないその音(ね)　脳が拾う心理
謎のパラドックス
君は何だ？

君が悪いわけではない
気味が悪いこの感覚
この魂が入れ替わるんだ

昨日と今日の僕は別人で
戸惑いながら今を生きてゆく
君を嫌いなことだって
そう仕事の一環

耳を塞いだ両手　隙間に侵蝕
君の笑い声
聴きたくないその音(ね)　脳が拾う心理
謎のパラドックス
僕は異常か？

足下に咲いた無数の解答の花
どの花を摘んでこの胸に植えよう？

そしてまた繰り返す　終わり無き問答
楽しむみたいに
僕の嫌いな君が死んだとき僕は
笑えるだろうか？
僕にその自信は？



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Mukashi mukashi no ohanashi de
Monogatari kataru mono mo nai
Shuno kigen no yosou to doutou

Sore wa kuusou no sanbutsude wanai
Yubi de fure rareru hodo ni genjitsu
Otozure wo setsuni negatta
Owaranai owari wo

Mimi wo fusaida ryoute sukima ni shinshoku
Kimi no warai goe
Kikitaku nai sono ne nou ga hirou shinri
Nazo no paradokkusu
Kimi wa nanida?

Kimi ga warui wakede wanai
Kimi ga warui kono kankaku
Kono tamashii ga irekawaru nda

Kinou to kyou no boku wa betsujin de
Tomadoi nagara ima wo ikite yuku
Kimi wo kiraina koto datte
Sou shigoto no ikkan

Mimi wo fusaida ryoute sukima ni shinshoku
Kimi no warai goe
Kikitaku nai sono ne nou ga hirou shinri
Nazo no paradokkusu
Boku wa ijou ka?

Ashimoto ni saita musuu no kaitou no hana
Do no hana wo tsunde kono mune ni ueyou?

Soshite mata kurikaesu owari naki mondou
Tanoshimu mitai ni
Boku no kiraina kimi ga shinda toki boku wa
Waraeru darou ka?
Boku ni sono jishin wa?



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This is a story of long ago
And there's no one to tell this story
It's the same as the origins of species

It's not a product of imagination
It's a reality you can touch with your fingers
I eagerly prayed for a visit
For an endless end

Covering my ears with both hands, your laughter
Invade the gaps
I don't want to here its sound - it's a mentality my mind is gathering
This is an enigmatic paradox
What are you?

You're not to blame
These senses of mine are uneasy
This soul of mine takes over

The me of yesterday and today are different people
And I live on for the moment while losing my way
Yes, it's part of my job
To hate you

Covering my ears with both hands, your laughter
Invade the gaps
I don't want to here its sound - it's a mentality my mind is gathering
This is an enigmatic paradox
What are you?

Flowers of innumerable answers are blooming at my feet
Which flower shall I pick and plant in my heart?

And then we'll do it again - this is an endless dialogue
You seem to enjoy it
When the you I hate have died
Will I be able to laugh?
Do I have that confidence?



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