Boku no Jisatsu Riron (僕ノ自殺理論) Lyrics
BY  Grieva
ALBUM  Sei to Shi (生ト死)

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いつからか　笑えない…
ほら…もう…
心を突き刺すアナタの声が
頭の中でねグルグルグルグル
あーあ…死のうかなぁ

死ニタイ奴ハ此ノ指止マレ
I want to die.

アンバランスな心
揺ら揺ら…
ドクドク流れるヘモグロビンで
精神状態グラグラガクガク
嗚呼嗚呼嗚呼嗚呼…
この苦しみが解る?
ねぇ…ねぇ…
綺麗事並べるお前らなんかに
何一つさえ判りはしないさ
だって、そうだろ?

幸せに生きている奴に
この痛みが解る訳がない
誰だって死にたくはないさ
ただ最後の治療法だっただけ…

「生きたいのに生きられない人もいる。だから生きなさい。」なんて
そんなの僕には関係ないこと。
だってその人達とは別の理由で生きる意味を失って、
別の苦しみを感じているのだから。

殺サレタイ奴此ノ指止マレ
I want to die.

いつからか　笑えない…
ほら…もう…
心を突き刺すアナタの声が
頭の中でねグルグルグルグル
嗚呼嗚呼嗚呼嗚呼…
手首は見るも無惨
ズタズタ…
神が定めた自決の時は
心に組まれたアポトーシスさ
さぁ、死にましょう。

幸せに生きている奴に
この痛みが解る訳がない
誰だって死にたくはないさ
ただ最後の治療法だっただけ…

生キタクナイ奴此ノ指止マレ
I want to die.



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itsu kara ka waraenai...
hora... mou...
kokoro o tsukisasu ANATA no koe ga
atama no naka de ne GURUGURU GURUGURU
a-a... shinou kanaa

SHINITAI YATSU WA KONO YUBI TOMARE
I want to die.

ANBARANSU na kokoro
yurayura...
DOKUDOKU nagareru HEMOGUROBIN de
seishin joutai GURAGURA GAKUGAKU
aa aa aa aa...
kono kurushimi ga wakaru?
nee... nee...
kireigoto naraberu omaera nanka ni
nani hitotsu sae wakari wa shinai sa
datte, sou daro?

shiawase ni ikiteiru yatsu ni
kono itami ga wakaru wake ga nai
dare datte shinitaku wa nai sa
tada saigo no chiryouhou datta dake...

"ikitai noni ikirarenai hito mo iru. dakara iki nasai." nante
sonna no boku ni wa kankei nai koto.
datte sono hitotachi to wa betsu no riyuu de ikiru imi o ushinatte,
betsu no kurushimi o kanjiteiru no dakara.

KOROSARETAI YATSU KONO YUBI TOMARE
I want to die.

itsu kara ka waraenai...
hora... mou...
kokoro o tsukisasu ANATA no koe ga
atama no naka de ne GURUGURU GURUGURU
aa aa aa aa...
tekubi wa miru mo muzan
ZUTAZUTA...
kami ga sadameta jiketsu no toki wa
kokoro ni kumareta APOTO-SHISU sa
saa, shinimashou.

shiawase ni ikiteiru yatsu ni
kono itami ga wakaru hazu ga nai
dare datte shinitaku wa nai sa
tada saigo no chiryouhou datta dake...

IKITAKUNAI YATSU KONO YUBI TOMARE
I want to die.


NOTES:
訳/wake -> 筈/hazu (could be typo in kanji?)



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I anymore will be never able to laugh...
Hey... Still...
Your voice pricks heart
And it turns, turns my head
Aaakh… I accept death...

Stop this suicide
I want to die.

Heart in the disorder
Trembles, trembles...
In murmurous haemoglobin
Consciousness in the ringing state
Aaa, Aaakh…
Will these torments disappear?
Hey... Hey...
Is there in you generally something beautiful?
None of you is understood
It so, right?

Bastards who live happily
To you not to understand this pain
To any who wants to die
There is only the last method of treatment...

Similar things "There are people who though to live, but can't.
Therefore live."
Have no relation To me.
We have different meaning of life, and I lost the.
We feel quite different torments.

Stop this murderer
I want to die.

Heart in the disorder
Trembles, trembles...
In murmurous haemoglobin
Consciousness in the ringing state
Aaa, Aaakh…
I without pity look at a wrist
It is shredded…
God foreordained to me this decision
Let dies off heart
Well, death, is faster

Bastards who live happily
To you not to understand this pain
To any who wants to die
There is only the last method of treatment...

Stop the one who refused life
I want to die.



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