Yo... sorry for not replying for a while... as you guessed I have not been feeling to well as of late. Have had so many things going on in my life at once and... just can´t really handle all of them that well.
I don´t think that you´re an idiot. So I have no reason to judge you for anything you have done :P
Well... that´s a relief then *sighs in relief and high fives you*
Well... you´ll figure something out >.> Try to find something that interests you and go for it. That would be my advice to it. Thou... I´m not the smartest guy so you probably shouldn´t trust my advice.
But why yes I do watch PewDiePie :P