-eseringo- (似非林檎) Lyrics
BY  Arlequin
ALBUM  Near Equal

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-赤く染まれば良い?
受け入れた未来-
僕は此処に居る意味を知らない
決められた僕は幸せなのだと
何も考えない様、そう思ってた。

虚ろな目に何を映す?
標だらけの道の上

迷う事も上手く出来ず塞ぎ込んだ

ただ続ければ良い?
耐え続ければ良い?そっと
照らし出された小さな疑問が
心の中 行き場を無くして
音を立て 嵩増してく

-赤く染まれば良い。
受け入れた未来-
僕は此処に居てはいけないのか?
嫌われる事にまだ怯えていて
震えているこの手を
伸ばせないままで

「もっと自由に、もっと自由に。
君が思うその半分で良い」

好きなモノを好きと言いたい
嫌いなモノを嫌いと言いたい

そんな事さえも

望まれないと思ってた
皆は上手く浮かんでいるね
積み重ねた嘘に溺れ
コノ「ミ」ハ、シズンデイク

言われるがままに熟す似非林檎
君は其処に居なきゃいけないのか?
求められる事、らしく在れる事
どちらを無くしたって
生きていけない




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- akaku somareba ii?
ukeireta mirai -
boku wa koko ni iru imi o shiranai
kimerareta boku wa shiawase nano da to
nanimo kangaenai you, sou omotteta.

utsuro na me ni nani o utsusu?
shirube darake no michi no ue

mayo'u koto mo umaku dekizu fusagikonda

tada tsudzukereba ii?
tae tsudzukereba ii? sotto
terashidasareta chiisa na gimon ga
kokoro no naka ikiba o nakushite
oto o tate kasa mashiteku

- akaku somareba ii.
ukeireta mirai -
boku wa koko ni ite wa ikenai no ka?
kirawareru koto ni mada obieteite
furueteiru kono te o
nobasenai mama de

"motto jiyuu ni, motto jiyuu ni.
kimi ga omo'u sono hanbun de ii"

suki na MONO o suki to iitai
kirai na MONO o kirai to iitai

sonna koto sae mo

nozomarenai to omotteta
mina wa umaku ukandeiru ne
tsumikasaneta uso ni obore
KONO "MI" WA, SHIZUNDEIKU

iwareru ga mama ni konasu eseringo
kimi wa soko ni inakya ikenai no ka?
motomerareru koto, rashiku areru koto
dochira o nakushitatte
ikite ikenai



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-Is dyeing myself red good for me?
Should I welcome the fake future then?-
I don't know the meaning of being here
As for things like happiness, I decide
Not to think any of them

What is reflected in my empty eyes?
On the road full of traffic signs
I don't feel confused at all, yet I feel gloomy

Should I keep going like this?
Should I keep enduring everything?
The small questions silently lightened by the streetlight
Have nowhere to go in my mind but to wander
I can only make a sound to try to strengthen my force of character

-Dyeing myself red is good
I can welcome the fake future then-
I shouldn't be here?
I'm still afraid of making myself a nuisance
My hands are shaking so horribly
I can't even stretch them

''(I want more freedom)x2
Even half the amount you imagine is good enough''
I wanna say that I like the things I like
I wanna say that I hate the things I hate
But even this
I don't hope for anymore
Everyone is floating on the water,
Except me, for I'm drowned in mountains of lies
And my ''body'' gradually sinks

I become ripe and impersonate an apple as you asked
Must you stay there and play a bystander?
Your request and your faint existence
Whichever I lose
I won't be able to live



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