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Eternal Delusion Lyrics
BY  Aldious
ALBUM  Determination


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「愛されていないことくらい承知しているの
それでも私は求める
例えソレが真実の愛でなくても
欲しいんだから、しょーがないじゃない!

私が知らない貴方の過去など忘れさせるんだから
別の人を思い出すなんてイヤ!
考えるだけで気が狂いそう

こんなに近くにいて幸せなはずなのに
心が遠く感じてしまう
そしてまた私はその苦痛から逃げる為
シナリオを練るの


貴方はいつだってそう
なりふり構わず好みの女に優しい
ベタベタくっ付いたり、時にはキスしたり
私を差し置いて許さない

無理矢理に眠り薬を多量に飲むフリをしてみた
すべては貴方の気を引くため
倒れた私を放っておける?ねぇ?!

明日も貴方の愛を確認するために
どんなことだってやるつもり
確実に私から離れられないようにしてやるんだから…」


ここまで書いた物語が今日の理想郷
こんな心の独り言が
もし誰かに聞かれたらその瞬間に本当の終わりが来る


脳内で溢れ出る妄想が終わらない

「存在の意味さえ失くなるなら
最後に消えて逝きたい…

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Added by: MimiHoshikawa

aisareteinai koto kurai shouchi shiteiru no
sore demo watashi wa motomeru
tatoe SORE ga shinjitsu no ai de nakutemo
hoshii n'dakara, sho- ga nai janai!

watashi ga shiranai anata no kako nado wasure saseru n'dakara
betsu no hito o omoidasu nante IYA!
kangaeru dake de ki ga kuruisou

konna ni chikaku ni ite shiwase na hazu nanoni
kokoro ga tooku kanjite shimau
soshite mata watashi wa sono kutsuu kara nigeru tame
SHINARIO o neru no

anata wa itsu datte sou
narifuri kamawazu konomi no onna ni yasashii
BETABETA kuttsuitari, toki ni wa KISU shitari
watashi o sashioite yurusanai

muriyari ni nemuri kusuri o taryou ni nomu FURI o shite mita
subete wa anata no ki o hiku tame
taoreta watashi o hotteokeru? nee?!

ashita mo anata no ai o kakunin suru tame ni
donna koto datte yaru tsumori
kakujitsu ni watashi kara hanarerarenai you ni shite yaru n'dakara..."

koko made kaita monogatari ga kyou no risoukyou
konna kokoro no hitorigoto ga
moshi dareka ni kikareta sono shunkan ni hontou no owari ga kuru

nounai de afurederu mousou ga owaranai

"sonzai no imi sae naku naru nara
saigo ni kiete yukitai..."


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Added by: Nightgaze

''You don't love me, I know
However I still pursue your love
Even a fake one is fine
That I desire for as well; I can't help myself!

You don't know me; but if I were to forget your past and so on
And to recall someone else, I wouldn't do so!
Thinking of this drives me crazy!

Being near you, it should be easy for me to see our happiness
Yet our hearts are so distant from one another
To run away from the pain of loving you secretly
I can only peruse our scenarios

You're always like this
You tend to treat slovenly girls with tenderness
Sometimes you're clingy; sometimes you give them a kiss
Yet you ignore me…that's unforgivable!

I try to force myself, pretending to swallow lots of sleeping pills
So that I can catch your attention
Yet seeing me collapse, you don't even try to save me, why?!


Tomorrow as well, to make sure that you love me
I plan to do everything I can
So that you won't want to leave me anymore…''


The story written up to now is the utopia of our love
Yet each word is only my soliloquy
If you listened carefully, our real happy ending would come

The delusions overflowing from my brain are everlasting
''Yet if the meaning of the existence of love fades away
I will eventually disappear from your life…''

Credits: http://blog.xuite.net/emily022emily022/wretch/320478921


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