~until~ Lyrics
BY  Acid Black Cherry
ALBUM  2012

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Lyrics & Music by Yasunori Hayashi


静かな夜は大嫌い 不安が騒いで眠れなくなる
泣いてしまえば楽だけど 泣いてもどうせまたノドが乾く

ホントはね 今でも震えが止まらないんだ
何かが壊れてしまいそう
「大丈夫だよ」とか 簡単に言わないでくれ
僕はそんなに強くはない

閉じ込めた言葉と想いが 胸の中で
理性を振りほどいて また暴れだしたんだ
だからわかってるって！ そんな怖い目で睨みつけるなよ
お願い 少しだけ一人にしてて

大好きな事がしたくない 明日が怖くて死にたくなる
逃げてしまえば楽だけど 逃げても悔しさでまた死にたくなる

楽しくもないのに 楽しいﾌﾘをしていたんだ
何のため？ 誰のために？
次はどうすればいい？ また笑えばいいのかな？
わからない 答えが見つからない

ヒビﾞ割れたまま高い場所へ 後もう少しなんだ
なのにアイツがいつも邪魔ばかりしてきて
こんなにも伝えたい事があるのに うまく伝えきれないよ
こんなに近くで叫んでいるのに

もう楽になりたくて でも諦めたくなくて
自分にまた問いかけてみた
「もう無理・・・歩けない」 何度も挫けながら
それでも歩いて来たんだろう？

閉じ込めた言葉と想いが 胸の中で
理性を振りほどいて また暴れだしたんだ
だからわかってるって！ そんな怖い目で睨みつけるなよ
お願い 少しだけ一人にしてて
こんなにも伝えたい事があるのに うまく伝えきれないよ
こんなに近くで叫んでいるのに

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Shizuka na yoru wa daikirai fuan ga sawagi de nemurenaku naru
Naiteshimaeba raku dakedo naitemo douse mata [NODO] ga kawaku

[HONTO] wa ne ima demo furue ga tomaranain da
Nani ka ga kowarete shimai sou
"Daijyoubu da yo" to ka kantan ni iwanai de kure
Boku wa sonna ni tsuyoku wa nai

Tojikometa kotoba to omoi ga mune no naka de
Risei wo furihodoite mata abaredashitan da
Dakara wakatterutte! Sonna kowai me de niramitsukeru na yo
Onegai sukoshi dake hitori ni shitete

Daisuki na koto ga shitakunai ashita ga kowakute shinitaku naru
Nigete shimaeba raku dakedo nigetemo kuyashisa de mata shinitaku naru

Tanoshiku mo nai no ni tanoshii [FURI] wo shite itan da
Nan no tame? Dare no tame ni?
Tsugi wa dou sureba ii? Mata waraeba ii no ka na?
Wakaranai kotae ga mitsukarenai

[HIBI] wareta mama takai basho e ato mou sukoshi nanda
Na no ni [AITSU] ga itsumo jyama bakari shite kite
Konna ni tsutaitai koto ga aru no ni umaku tsutaekirenai yo
Konna ni chikaku sakende iru no ni

Mou raku ni naritakute demo akirametakunakute
Jibun ni mata tooikakete mita
"Mou muri...arukenai" nando mo kujikenagara
Sore demo aruite kitan darou?

Tojikometa kotoba to omoi ga mune no naka de
Risei wo furihodoite mata abaredashitan da
Dakara wakatterutte! Sonna kowai me de niramitsukeru na yo
Onegai sukoshi dake hitori ni shitete
Konna ni tsutaitai koto ga aru no ni umaku tsutaekirenai yo
Konna ni chikaku sakende iru no ni

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I hate quiet nights, unable to sleep through the panic of my anxiety
If I were to break down and cry, things would be easy on me, but even if I cry, my throat is dry at best

Honestly, even now, I can't stop shaking
It feels like something is going to shatter completely
Don't go and tell me "It's okay" so easily
I'm just not that strong

The words and feelings I've locked away inside of me
Broke free of all reason, and raged inside my chest
I said I know, damn it! So don't glare at me with those frightening eyes
Please, just leave me alone for a while

I don't want to do the things I love anymore; I'm so scared of tomorrow I want to die
If I just ran away, everything would be so easy, but even if I ran, I'd want to die all over again in regret

Even though there's nothing fun about this, I still pretended there was
For what? For whom?
What should I do next time? Maybe it'll be okay if I just laugh again?
I don't know, I can't find the answer I'm looking for

It's just a little farther to that high place, standing marred by cracks
Even so, that thing just keeps coming back to get in the way
Even though I still have things I want to say like this, I can't make them reach you very well
Even though I'm screaming from so close

I want to make this easy on myself, but I don't want to give up
I tried asking myself again
"It's impossible...I can't go on" while being crushed over and over again
Even so, I made it this far, didn't I?

The words and feelings I've locked away inside of me
Broke free of all reason, and raged inside my chest
I said I know, damn it! So don't glare at me with those frightening eyes
Please, just leave me alone for a while
Even though I still have things I want to say like this, I can't make them reach you very well
Even though I'm screaming from so close

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