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I used to ALWAYS listen to nothing but Asian music but I seemed to have stopped for a while, my creativeness has left me too. Oh well I hope it returns lol I never used to be this boring XD I guess my mind has so many fandoms swimming around in it that it's hard to work with all of them. I can work with Sherlock and Doctor who but animes are a different thing you know, I used to be able to do it, now it's just hard to do I don't really understand why I'm so...not in touch any...
Read more (23 words more)I used to ALWAYS listen to nothing but Asian music but I seemed to have stopped for a while, my creativeness has left me too. Oh well I hope it returns lol I never used to be this boring XD I guess my mind has so many fandoms swimming around in it that it's hard to work with all of them. I can work with Sherlock and Doctor who but animes are a different thing you know, I used to be able to do it, now it's just hard to do I don't really understand why I'm so...not in touch anymore even when it comes to being social I am lacking. Smh I don't know.
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I finally met other goths, FINALLY. I wasn't looking for goth friends they just came to me and it's so nice to meet a person that likes what I like. I find it easier to open up to a person that I have stuff in common with so this is a nice change. I don't talk very much to people I don't know well or have nothing in common with, I want to start an asian culture club but I have zero to no help, I'm working on it though but it's so frustrating when no one wants to hel...
Read more (17 words more)I finally met other goths, FINALLY. I wasn't looking for goth friends they just came to me and it's so nice to meet a person that likes what I like. I find it easier to open up to a person that I have stuff in common with so this is a nice change. I don't talk very much to people I don't know well or have nothing in common with, I want to start an asian culture club but I have zero to no help, I'm working on it though but it's so frustrating when no one wants to help. I'm trying to stay happy and cheery so i can keep everything in my life together. · close
I love chrous and the people in it, I love performing and watching my peers perform. Chorus is just so wonderful, I am very upset that alot of our crew will be leaving us, but at least some of us will be there right? :D chrous makes me so very happy and giddy! I'll miss the graduating members T_T I hope they do well at their colleges and that they become wonderful teachers of music. They have worked so hard and it's nice to see that their hard work is being rewarded.
I feel very alone most of the times, I feel like no one likes me and I'm too weird to ever make friends, I hate school with a passion, no one even dares to get near so I guess I scare kids at school XD I try to be sociable but I end up failing everytime so I'm a depressed loner that smiles and pretends that I'm happy even though I'm dying inside. I just have to cope with the fact that I'll always be alone.