I’m most afraid of a sudden stillness, most afraid of friends’ concern
I’m most afraid of memories suddenly engulfing me in sorrows that won’t subside
I’m most afraid of suddenly hearing news about you
If nostalgia had a sound, I’d rather it not be mournful weeping
These days at last I belong fully to myself
With my tears to remind me how I’ve fooled myself
Suddenly missing you, where could you be, are you doing well or not
Suddenly missing you, a suddenly sharp memory, suddenly indistinct vision
We were like the most beautiful song, turning into two tragic films
Why did you take me on such unforgettable travels
And then leave me with such painful souvenirs
We had so much sweetness, so much beauty, so much faith, so much pain, such a passionate past
Why did we rush off each to grow old in our own happiness and regrets
Suddenly missing you, where could you be, are you doing well or not
Suddenly missing you, a suddenly sharp memory, suddenly indistinct vision
I’m most afraid of a sudden stillness, most afraid of friends’ concern
I’m most afraid of memories suddenly engulfing me in sorrows that won’t subside
I’m most afraid of suddenly hearing news about you
I’m most afraid that in this life which I’ve already determined to live without you
I’ll suddenly hear news about you
