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God, I'm so pathetic. Everything is just pilling up and now I am just dreading Fall Break. I wish I hadn't wrecked my car on the way here so I could go home for the weekend. I need to get away from here, especially after that awkward conversation with my roommate. I feel lame because everyone except me is going home, and I just hate not having a car. I really hope I can convince my parents to get me another car over Winter Break instead of summer since I'll have over 3 weeks off.
Here, my friend just sent me a message on Facebook and this is what it says:
"Also, my mom told me that your mom should know that I went to a women's college and got a boyfriend and you didn't so womens colleges are still so cool yeah."
Oh
my
fucking
god
She doesn't know how much I cried talking to my mom last weekend because not only do I pretty much not like my roommate/suitemates but I also cried because all of my friends are getting boyfriends and I don't have...
Read more (47 words more)Here, my friend just sent me a message on Facebook and this is what it says:
"Also, my mom told me that your mom should know that I went to a women's college and got a boyfriend and you didn't so womens colleges are still so cool yeah."
Oh
my
fucking
god
She doesn't know how much I cried talking to my mom last weekend because not only do I pretty much not like my roommate/suitemates but I also cried because all of my friends are getting boyfriends and I don't have one.
I am legitimacy pissed off right now, and I can't believe her mom had the audacity to say that. Does she not realize how immature that sounds coming from a grown woman? Also, dear her mom, your daughter didn't meet her boyfriend in college. · close
I hate having to write a paragraph about me. "Hi, I'm Rachel and I like K-pop and speak Japanese. Bye."
I mean really? I never know what to write.
And now my mom thinks I can just somehow access my college application for the college I'm about to go to from February and just open it up and take a paragraph and use it as a guideline for a friend of her's that's writing a letter of recommendation so I can get into a sorority.
The closer college draws, the more ...
Read more (36 words more)I hate having to write a paragraph about me. "Hi, I'm Rachel and I like K-pop and speak Japanese. Bye."
I mean really? I never know what to write.
And now my mom thinks I can just somehow access my college application for the college I'm about to go to from February and just open it up and take a paragraph and use it as a guideline for a friend of her's that's writing a letter of recommendation so I can get into a sorority.
The closer college draws, the more I feel like I'm about to start middle school. This whole thing is pissing me off. I wish I could just get away from my family and be moved in and be done with it. · close
Wow am I the only one that has difficulty coming up with journal titles?
Anyways, last night I went to this anime ball (which, btw was no where as formal as you would expect for a ball). Okay well there was a Facebook page for it and some people were posting what they were going to wear beforehand. And I saw this one guy who posted a picture of himself wearing a steampunk inspired outfit and omg he looked up so good @___@
So I went to the ball and well it turns out the friends I were suppo...
Read more (226 words more)Wow am I the only one that has difficulty coming up with journal titles?
Anyways, last night I went to this anime ball (which, btw was no where as formal as you would expect for a ball). Okay well there was a Facebook page for it and some people were posting what they were going to wear beforehand. And I saw this one guy who posted a picture of himself wearing a steampunk inspired outfit and omg he looked up so good @___@
So I went to the ball and well it turns out the friends I were supposed to meet there didn't come. =/ But I ended up seeing an old friend from middle school and we hung out.
And during that time I had found the steampunk guy and omg wow I couldn't believe it lol. I pointed him out to my friend during a slow song and she pushed me towards him before I eventually just went up to him myself and asked him to dance rjghjtrghtrk.
He was with another guy (a friend, I'm assuming) and he pretended to be steampunk's date
but then steampunk guy told me if I remember correctly that he was trying to make this girl cosplaying as Ed Elric jealous. So yeah, I pretty much got rejected. ![]()
I mean wow I was a bit sad, I don't mean to brag but I think I looked better than most girls there. But then as the ball went on I saw him hanging out with this same girl so I assumed it was his date.
But then I got home and Facebook stalked him and it turns out he didn't have a girlfriend, or at least didn't show having one. And on top of that it turns out I'm a year older than him @___@
Overall, the dance was very fun, but I still wished I could have danced with him.
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Okay well this friend of mine texted me asking what I was doing today and I told her that I'm going fabric shopping with some friends in half an hour even though I'm not because I didn't feel like hanging out with her today. (I know I'm really bad =/)
So then she texted me back and told me she is going to the High Museum today erghtrjghtrj wow karma is a bitch isn't it?
At least she told me to tell her if I want to go. So I think I am going to tell her I should be back...
Okay well this friend of mine texted me asking what I was doing today and I told her that I'm going fabric shopping with some friends in half an hour even though I'm not because I didn't feel like hanging out with her today. (I know I'm really bad =/)
So then she texted me back and told me she is going to the High Museum today erghtrjghtrj wow karma is a bitch isn't it?
At least she told me to tell her if I want to go. So I think I am going to tell her I should be back by 3 so we can go.
CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT? Omg I can dress up and GO DOWNTOWN and erjghtrjgtrhjgrth wow I really hope I can go. · close
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Ughhh well like a week or two ago I saw this manga confession on a tumblr blog I follow and it was about a manga in which a girl falls in love with her teacher. So I read it yesterday and fjhgejrgreh it was so cute.
So I looked at recommendations for manga similar to Chocolate Cosmos (the manga I read, which by the why I re-read today) and I found this other one called "Sensei ni, Ageru" which is another teacher x student manga.
The thing that reallllyyyyy annoye...
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Ughhh well like a week or two ago I saw this manga confession on a tumblr blog I follow and it was about a manga in which a girl falls in love with her teacher. So I read it yesterday and fjhgejrgreh it was so cute.
So I looked at recommendations for manga similar to Chocolate Cosmos (the manga I read, which by the why I re-read today) and I found this other one called "Sensei ni, Ageru" which is another teacher x student manga.
The thing that reallllyyyyy annoyed me though was that I couldn't find the last 3 chapters on any website (whether it was in English or Japanese) but I found the Chinese scanlations so I kind of finished it and then I read a summary and it all made sense.
And now I can't stop listening to "Shampoo" by After School, which I might point out has a music video about a girl that falls in love with her dance teacher except he has a illness that causes his to slowly become blind so they can't be together anymore.
UGHHHHHH I JUST CAN'T EFGEJGHTR
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Okay so wow, that guy that I keep talking about. Well I'm not going to that college. Which doesn't bother me much, but I still have to tell him, and it's going to be the most difficult thing.
Though I will be going to the college that his sister is going to, so maybe if he comes visit her we could all go to my family's beach condo, but still. I don't know how he will feel, but I just don't want to make him feel sad...
Okay well I am an atheist but still!!! This is crazy!!
Well I haven't texted Tate since like the beginning of May so my feelings for him have cooled down. In fact, these past two weeks I have been having doubts about going to this college. I have been seriously considering the other college.
But then today we found out our rooming, and well Tate and I are in the same complex!!
I remember him saying he applied for this other door because of private restrooms, but I didn't apply there ...
Read more (23 words more)Okay well I am an atheist but still!!! This is crazy!!
Well I haven't texted Tate since like the beginning of May so my feelings for him have cooled down. In fact, these past two weeks I have been having doubts about going to this college. I have been seriously considering the other college.
But then today we found out our rooming, and well Tate and I are in the same complex!!
I remember him saying he applied for this other door because of private restrooms, but I didn't apply there because it was so far away from the other dorms. But now we're in the same dorm.
Ughhh I am confused now... · close
Okay, well all is better right now. :D That girl that was going to be on America's Next Top Model, well it turns out someone hacked her open FB account and it was a lie and she apologized (since she literally got 100 likes on that status).
And that one teacher? Well, I emailed him last night and so we've exchanged a few. In fact, I just sent him one 5 minutes ago. And then I heard my phone make the little ding it makes for emails, and I was just like "...." and then I chec...
Read more (58 words more)Okay, well all is better right now.
That girl that was going to be on America's Next Top Model, well it turns out someone hacked her open FB account and it was a lie and she apologized (since she literally got 100 likes on that status).
And that one teacher? Well, I emailed him last night and so we've exchanged a few. In fact, I just sent him one 5 minutes ago. And then I heard my phone make the little ding it makes for emails, and I was just like "...." and then I checked my email and he already replied lolwat so now I have to reply quickly which I suck at because I put way too much thought into emails.
And I just looked at the email and he made it really difficult to reply to. Why do guys always do that?? P:
Oh well, everything is much better now.
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Well, there goes my self confidence.
First, I see on Facebook that this girl that was in my class that just graduated just made it onto America's Next Top Model. And she was in the in-crowd, and she did the IB program.
And when I added Tate, I saw he was "married" to this girl who lived in a different state from him. I assume they're in a long-distance relationship, so I thought maybe (I know I sound like a bitch) I would have a chance in August when we're in schoo...
Read more (24 words more)Well, there goes my self confidence.
First, I see on Facebook that this girl that was in my class that just graduated just made it onto America's Next Top Model. And she was in the in-crowd, and she did the IB program.
And when I added Tate, I saw he was "married" to this girl who lived in a different state from him. I assume they're in a long-distance relationship, so I thought maybe (I know I sound like a bitch) I would have a chance in August when we're in school together. But I just saw a status of his stating how much he loves her.
I feel like complete and utter crap right now.
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