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messenger17 is a boy who signed up 4 years ago. He is member of the Rich Jpops Club with 217,339 Jpops
So ever since I was little iv had some sort of Separation anxiety.....This could be from many things but it has always been there ~
I often find it hard to become close as in very close to people to tell them things about me because of it. Often i count most people as someone who will not stay with me or will live me for long...
Because I was raised by woman I often become "attached" to girls seeing them as Sister or mother life figures ~
Recently many of them have lost contact wit...
So ever since I was little iv had some sort of Separation anxiety.....This could be from many things but it has always been there ~
I often find it hard to become close as in very close to people to tell them things about me because of it. Often i count most people as someone who will not stay with me or will live me for long...
Because I was raised by woman I often become "attached" to girls seeing them as Sister or mother life figures ~
Recently many of them have lost contact with me which triggered a very deep depression for almost 4 months the few that i kept in contact helped me out a lot. I am not seeing a therapist for such problems and trying to help with the Separation anxiety....
This was one of the steps in process to understand that I do have a problem and share it with a community ~
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So recently my life has been changing very rapidly.....My mom had a knee replacement so I now cook all meals in the house @_@ as well as we have new teen age girls in the house ~ This making a total of 5 woman in one house three of them being teens @_@ I find myself waking up going 2 school 2 start cooking then trying 2 go for a run only 2 be called for a ride or to get picked up @_@ at the same time caring for my garden @_@ and the animals @_@ so bz all the time ~ so fun tho ~ Its kinda nice ev...
Read more (148 words more)So recently my life has been changing very rapidly.....My mom had a knee replacement so I now cook all meals in the house @_@ as well as we have new teen age girls in the house ~ This making a total of 5 woman in one house three of them being teens @_@ I find myself waking up going 2 school 2 start cooking then trying 2 go for a run only 2 be called for a ride or to get picked up @_@ at the same time caring for my garden @_@ and the animals @_@ so bz all the time ~ so fun tho ~ Its kinda nice even though Im bz all the time keeps u from thinking 
I have been thinking of teaching the girls how to cook but im a person who hates people in the kitchen while I cook since often they just get in the way ~ I would never let them cook siince im so picky on food I just wanna teach them so they know how to cook ONE BAD THING HOW EVER iv developed a drinking habit findmyself drinking once a day with friends when i get the time
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+2 woman in the house all under the age of 18
+ cooking three meals a day for 3-5 people
+drinking 
so funs ~
+caring for my mom who can barely walk right now
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A tired me 80% of the time I even had 2 stop doing my 2nd run since i passed out while cooking one day @_@ · close
So recently iv been with out any kinda of nunas!! So what did i Do ???? Drinks :3 Drink till i cant drinks no more ;o even now im drinks :3 why? cuz if nunas were around id be yelled out ;3 but for now i can drinks till my tummy is filled :3 mwahaha Drinking er day :o er day :o
Iwent to my first party with a Nuna in a while and it was night she is a good nuna so i got 2 drink :3 it was just annoying while i drove her perfume was waaaay 2 strong gave me a head ache @_@ so other then that not 2...
So recently iv been with out any kinda of nunas!! So what did i Do ???? Drinks :3 Drink till i cant drinks no more ;o even now im drinks :3 why? cuz if nunas were around id be yelled out ;3 but for now i can drinks till my tummy is filled :3 mwahaha Drinking er day er day
Iwent to my first party with a Nuna in a while and it was night she is a good nuna so i got 2 drink :3 it was just annoying while i drove her perfume was waaaay 2 strong gave me a head ache @_@ so other then that not 2 bad! other then she had 2 drive me home ~ cuz i had a lil 2 drink :3 · close
So instead of going crazy and running around like a crazy man drinking all day getting mad at ppl iv decided to work out again :3 I love working out so much it feels so good ;3 now to figure out how 2 put working out some time inbetween my morning and night run @_@ with out it being 69049814 Degrees outside @_@ tho i think i will still have myself a drink tonight ;3 Why? BEcause >=o I fancy me a drink is all :3
Iv been sad.....For many reasons really.....Maybe because this Month I call Death Month..... This month above all others i hate the most....in elementary my best friend was killed by his own sister on the 3rd of this month.... Freshmen year of high school my Grandmother who lived with us died the 10th of this month...a year later my Aunt would die of suffocation because she went into a comma from over drinking.....a year after My Uncle died from Cancer after fighting for 4 years....a Year after ...
Read more (266 words more)Iv been sad.....For many reasons really.....Maybe because this Month I call Death Month..... This month above all others i hate the most....in elementary my best friend was killed by his own sister on the 3rd of this month.... Freshmen year of high school my Grandmother who lived with us died the 10th of this month...a year later my Aunt would die of suffocation because she went into a comma from over drinking.....a year after My Uncle died from Cancer after fighting for 4 years....a Year after my Cuzin killed himself.....and this year since god saw it fit not to take anyone from me this year in instead makes everyone cold to me and ignore me...He takes my cuzin whos like a brother to me to a far off land....and those who i once sought comfort in now won't even answer my messages.....The girl i like.....Really really like.....has made it clear she doesn't feel the same way......So iv made my mind after i finish school and get some work experience im moving away from my home town and even the Country....This place i call home is to cruel...I understand when i was younger I was mean at times and i made alot of people sad.....and I have come 2 see now that Love for me is Only punishment....and one day the people who are now ignoring me will come back....they always do...and thats why i never get to attached, because everyone eventually leaves..but from now on I won't be so forgiving when they want me who with open heart showed them love and gave them my everything......Won't be here
To the ones that don't have the time... there are 1,440 minutes in a day.....and there are 44,640 minutes in a month....and in the time it took you to read this you could have text,called, or msged that person who is waiting for you...So im glad for you that your so bz...and have no time for someone like me...
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Heeey I was just reading on another site that SISTAR :o has a Facebook fanpage you can follow them ^_^ I thought i should share this other people so sistar can get alot of love from everyone <3
Please show them alot of love and support <3
I think i need 2 find the pages for everyone else now @-@ this is 2 cool ahahah
Wooo im 21 and what did i get from my bday?!??!?! Something iv wanted 4 ever :moved:
http://i285.photobucket.com/albums/ll74/Messenger17/2012-05-23_11-23-25_804.jpg
A PUG!!!! Shes so cute huh??? T_T I loves her so much ahahah Her name is
Tiffany Min-Ah *my last name* :3 just thought i would share her pics im sure ill take pics of he non stop :3!
So im writing a paper about same sex marriage I won't say my point so when people reply they won't be obligated to agree or disagree :3 anyways I wanted to know what the people of JPA think about same sex marriage do you think its a good thing such as interracial marriage is (1940s interracial marriage was just like same sex Marriage is today)
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Do you believe that marriage is a sacred bond between a man and a woman?
Im looking for points that you may be saying that i might late...
Read more (56 words more)So im writing a paper about same sex marriage I won't say my point so when people reply they won't be obligated to agree or disagree :3 anyways I wanted to know what the people of JPA think about same sex marriage do you think its a good thing such as interracial marriage is (1940s interracial marriage was just like same sex Marriage is today)
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Do you believe that marriage is a sacred bond between a man and a woman?
Im looking for points that you may be saying that i might later use in my paper as filler
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This post is not for hate and i will not tolerate it! I will consider any hate towards gay supporters or antiGays a form of harassment and trolling and will be reported (I do not mean constructive criticism) i mean straight out hateful things. · close
CHECK IT OUT AFTER 2years HES HAVING A COME BACK!!
I really like it personally im a really big fan of Ga In and JYP! Love these 2 and they sing so well together!!! WHat do u think??? and for those who like ADAMs couple!! WAAAAH shes cheating on Jo Kwon :o :p
Can't wait to watch the live performance! If i find a video of it ill post it if enough people post on this :3
According to Pledis, 17-year-old Gaeun went through intense training with Pledis and has the most powerful performances along with charismatic vocals among all the Pledis trainees.
Acknowledged for her musical skills, Gaeun has been ‘admitted’ as the fifth newest ‘freshman’ of After School.
Gaeun spent her junior high school days in Japan, and her fluent Japanese skills will be a huge benefit to the group as they promote in Japan.
“I’m both nervous and excited now that I hav...
Read more (33 words more)According to Pledis, 17-year-old Gaeun went through intense training with Pledis and has the most powerful performances along with charismatic vocals among all the Pledis trainees.
Acknowledged for her musical skills, Gaeun has been ‘admitted’ as the fifth newest ‘freshman’ of After School.
Gaeun spent her junior high school days in Japan, and her fluent Japanese skills will be a huge benefit to the group as they promote in Japan.
“I’m both nervous and excited now that I have been confirmed as the newest member,” Gaeun remarked. “I want to become a helpful and necessary member for my After School seniors.”
