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nozonde mo jibun wa tada muryoku de
aokusunda aki no sora toosugite
omoitsumete shimau jibun ga kanashikute
kanawanai koto mo aru yotte, waratta.
moshi boku ni negai koto ga tootsu dake kanautoshitara~
demo futo kizuku to boku ni wa, kokoro no soko kara nozomu koto nante
nani hitotsu nakatta.
tada moshi boku ni mo utagautaeru nara
mada ikiteru koto ga yurusareru nara
boku wa boko no tame ni jibun o kezuttemoyasu yo
dareka no kokoro ni isshun demo hibiitanara
boku wa kono sekai ni umaretekite yokattanda ne... ?
itsuka minna shinundatte wakattereba
konna nikumi au koto mo nai no kana?
boku wa tada kirei ni naritakute
narenai jibun ga yoku iya ni naru yo
boku no kokoro wa "nanika" ga kakete iru kara
muishiki ni hito o kitsukete shimaunda
demo, konna boku ni mo mada dareka no kokoro ni tsuyoku
usameru "nanika" ga ataerareteru toshitara
boku wa kono "karada" de jibun o buchi kowasu yo
moshi mada boku ni toki ga nokosareteru nara
kono hi no kaze no nioi, tori o iku hitobito
nani demo nai you na koto o sou, tashikameru dake de
boku wa nazeka sukoshi, sukuwareta ki ga surunda...
kami-sama wa boku ni kono "koe" o kureta
kirei na hana mirareru "me" o kureta
"kirei." to kanjirareru "kokoro" o kureta
sorede boku wa ano hito ni, nani o kaeseta?
kami-sama no kureta kono karada tsukatte
ikiteru kono yorokobi o utaunda
ano sora no aosa ya, tayou no atatakasa
kirameku kigi no ha koboreru hikari
itsuka kieru no nara
"ikiteru" aishisa ya, kanashimi ya tsurasa made, uketomerunda
boku wa koko ni, iru yo
chanto kanjite, iru yo?
dareka ga kono chippokena boku o motomete kuretara...
boku wa mou, sorede ii yo.
kimi ni ai ni ikou.
no matter how I wish, I'm powerless
the clear blue autumn sky so far away
I get sad brooding over things,
and laugh that "some things don't come true"
-if I could have just one wish come true-
But then I noticed, deep in my heart there just wasn't anything I
wanted.
If at least I can sing, and I'm still allowed to live,
I'll shave away then burn myself for my own sake,
If for at least "a moment" I'll resound in someone's heart.
"Was it OK for me to be born to this world...?"
If we can understand that we'll all die one day, I wonder if
we wouldn't hate each other so much?
I just want to be pure, and I can't so I hate myself sometimes.
There is "something" missing from my heart, so unconsciously
I hurt people.
But if I'm given this "something" that I can mark deeply
on other people's hearts.
I'm going to smash myself to bits with this body,
supposing that I've enough time left,
The smell of the wind on this day, people going along the street
I felt that I had somehow been saved a little just by
assuring myself of these ordinary things.
God gave me this "voice"
and these eyes to see the pretty flowers
and this heart that feels what "pretty" is
and what did I give god in return?
I sing the joy of living using this body given to me by god,
that skies blueness, the suns warmth
the light cast down through the shaking leaves of the trees
If I'm going to someday disappear,
I'll hold the dearness of "having lived",
the sadness and even the pain.
I am here now.
I feel it... I guess ?
If only someone wanted me, as tiny as I am
I'd be fine with just that.
I'm going to meet you.
