Recently here in the Philippines... one of the most controversial news is all about the milk from China containing melamine...

Well...


Just want to share what are my insights about this issue...

Lets start with Melamine first... what is melamine?

According to Wikipedia Melamine is >>> Melamine is also a metabolite of cyromazine, a pesticide. It is formed in the body of mammals who have ingested cyromazine<<<

Its uses (Wikipedia) >Melamine is combined with formaldehyde to produce melamine resin, a very durable thermosetting plastic, and melamine foam, a polymeric cleaning product.<

Toxicity (Wikipedia)
>Melamine by itself is nontoxic in low doses, but when combined with cyanuric acid it can cause fatal kidney stones due to the formation of an insoluble melamine cyanurate.[12] Melamine is described as being "Harmful if swallowed, inhaled or absorbed through the skin. Chronic exposure may cause cancer or reproductive damage. Eye, skin and respiratory irritant.” However, the toxic dose is on a par with common table salt with an LD50 of more than 3 grams per kilogram of bodyweight.[13] FDA scientists explained that when melamine and cyanuric acid are absorbed into the bloodstream, they concentrate and interact in the urine-filled renal microtubules, then crystallize and form large numbers of round, yellow crystals, which in turn block and damage the renal cells that line the tubes, causing the kidneys to malfunction.[14]<

(to read more about Melamine you can research it on wikipedia or other sites )

So how did Melamine got on the Milk? A question that was on my mind all the way long... Maybe because of some accidents? (maybe) or maybe ... maybe... maybe because of some other reasons...

Why am i posting this?
As ive said just want to say some of my insights...

The thing that I'm most irritated with is that, the government should always put in mind the safety of the people... they should always check the products going in and even out in the country. Actually they only do inspection correctly when there is an issue or there is already harm done... But when the issue slowly faded, back to zero again...

Another is that discrimination, Others say that we shouldn't import Chinese products because of the issue and other past issues from the products of China... what I want to say is that... every country and especially every person commits mistakes no matter how big or small it is... an forgiveness and chances are always on hand.

Some would say that their mistake is too big to be forgiven but my another point is that to give them a chance, look, they are already facing the consequences of their actions and they are sorry for what they've done... so what is the point in discriminating...

I believe here in Asia (and even the whole world), every country should help each other when one is facing hardships or calamities not bringing them that down... right?

Others would say, they've committed too many mistakes that they should not be forgiven... All of us commit many mistakes too right? no matter how big or small is that...

In this issue there is a bright side we should always look into...

One is to always be careful and make sure that products or whatever it is should be safe to us all so that no more further harm can be done.

I cannot blame the people who can't forgive them easily and continue discriminating them, because they are the ones who suffered too much and for them to forgive that easily is way too impossible...

Maybe I can say these things because I'm not the one who is affected, maybe a bit, but not that much...

I hope everyone will be open-minded and understand everyone's own point of view..


I understand everyones point of view...

. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

Wipeeee!!!


The hell week is already finish@!!!!

That's great because I'll have more time in visiting Jpopasia....

Really happy!!!

This time... there is not just having a peak...but really jpoping...


But I hope my exam results will be good... I mean great!!! (i hope )

I'll be able to update my blog everynow and then...

I'm so happy really!!!

I feel so relieved and very free!!! Its just like getting free from a cage!!!

Well I'm going to post other journal entries in the next few days...



happy!!!

. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

Ohhh yeah....

Hell week is here!!!

and My gosh!!! I really need to study...

Although I'm not used doing it so, I'll do it.... for the sake of grades and of course my future...

So....

Uhmmm

I've got nothing to say...

Just having a peak here...

THis makes me happy enough and serves as my inspiration...

Hope to see you again soon!!!





. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

Hell Week is coming up...

and the more its getting near...

the more I definitely hate it...

So here I am... studying... Ohmy gosh can't believe I've said STUDYING!!!

well it is not my habit to study.,,, but... still don't know how come I've end up doing it... maybe because its college... its really different... argh... high school life really rockz...


Kinda dizzy with all those school works... I'm getting tired of doing it too... it seems like I'm studying like about a year well in fact its just the first semester

OH GOD please help me!!!

I need help 101!!!

Well lesson learned... TIME MANAGEMENT>>>

You still need to manage your time wisely... its sounds old... but definitely its true...

I love Cramming!!! really... but its better to study earlier so that you can have time to relax....

Oh come to think of it... 2 subjects at first day.. and still its defnitely hard... how can I survive!!!

so maybe I can't log in in Jpopasia for some time...


but




I know I can't live without Jpopasia... so maybe...




its not a mortal sin if I take a peek...



right? ;)


TIme to go!!!

Wish me luck GUYZ!!!

and include me in your prayers...


may god bless me!!!

and us all!!!!

. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

I'm irritated!!!

definitely!!!

WHY?

simple...

none of my *collegues* wants to speak out!!!

the hell!!!


well its like this... I am,mctually We are in a situation where we think (and definitely if you were in my or our shoes will think the same) that we were given something that we don't deserve!!!

ohhh what the hell!!!

that something is not fair!!! there is no hard evidence or definite basis for him (or she if he is bisexual i don't know) to give us that something!!!

Its like you were accused of something that you didn't really do!!!

oh what the hell!!! AGAIN!!!

if you were given something by someone who has no basis... would you be haapy or what?!

and the worst when I talk to someone of my collegues

she is thinking twice if she'll stand up or talk or so whatever!!!

she's not in my shoes so she can't understand fully but!!!

to think that its not fair its not just... isn't it enough for you to stand up and talk... I mean its already the true meaning of justice and its your rights that's in the line so i think you should talk...

i'm disappointed actually... we have the same thoughts the same reasons the same everything!!! but when I ask her if she's going to talk if the time has come for us to talk she said she'll think oh my GOD!!!!

what an stupid person!!! sorry for the words but...

i know that, that someone is higher than us but the thing is... we live in the same country in the same institution in the same law, so we all have the same rights... we all have the right to demand!!! to fight!!! to question!!!

that's the problem!!!

no one likes to talk but when there is something they'll just talk for themselves or someone like them afraid to stand up and once and for all TALK!!!

ohy my GOD!!! she is afraid that, that someone will do something against her the hell he (?) can't and definitely will not do it because if he (?) will do it it means that he (?) is definitely guilty!!!

argh!!!

the hell...

I understand her but!!!

okay i'm being too uhmmm over reacting but!!!!

its up for you to judge!!!

(need advice and someone to talk to!!!)

. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

Wow!!!

what a day...

college life is really different,,, kinda use to it actually because of high school... but its really different!!!

culture shock as they say...

but I can't still recover from it completely...

wish I have my friends beside me..

I miss them alot!!!

want to hug them...

It's great to have friends right?

they are always there beside you saying good things... comforting you no matter how hard the situation is... its good to have that kind of friends who will treat you more than just friends but as part of their family... and a sister...

if you have your friend beside you, you're very lucky!!!

hug them and say thank you


really!!!

miss them so much..

haaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

so what's with the hectic day... (I'm kinda get carried away)

hmmm... lots of things to accomplish...

assignments and quizzes or tests are just normal things... why? I have quiz everyday!!!!

so this just means you need to study every single moment of your life... I mean time (whatever)

wish there is no classes tomorrow!!!

oh my gosh!!!

I've gotta do my report!!!

argh!!!

see yah!!!


. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

WOW!!!!

after sooo much intense!!!


and after so long!!!


SUJU won the award!!!


I'm just really happy that my hard work is being paid off!!!



Really happy!!!


i miss jpopasia!!!


but i can now surf again and jpop ofcourse!!!

my exam is already over well except for two subjects

but wow@!!!!

i mean this is great!!!


at last



jpop here i come!!!

jpoping yosh!!!

Wow!!!

I really mis Jpopasia....

For these past few days I've been thinking of Jpopasia avery minute..

"When will i be able to log in again"

"When will I be able to go to forums and have fun with other members!!!"

Well some questions that runs into my mind

It's really hard...

I mean this life is some kinda hard...

I can only log to jpopasia oncce in a while or just sneek up when no one is looking or else they will scold me...

Study... study ... study....

That is the only thing that I can do (as they say)

Well I can't blmae them

Well other than that,....

Please add me as your friend please!!!!

well got nothing to say... just saying hi to all of you...

hope i can catch up with all of you soon.!!!

But I'm afraid i can't... (aw!!!)

Just passing by...

Yosh!!! I can do this !!!!

. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

Oh my god!!!

its really hard!!!!

how long I've been absent in jpopasia?

a week? 4 days?

but it seems like a year!!!

Oh my God!!!

College life is really different!!!

Okay... so first... June 16, 2008 I've finally became aCollege student...

and you know what? it's definitely different!!!

I swear especially the schedule!!!

The teachers (professors) are really different and so as the classmates...

Ofcourse I know everyone (in our class) but its kinda hard learning their names...

The subjects are pretty good but definitely hard...

Requirement are abundant... especially during first day... what do you expect...

no time for TV, computer, especially jpoping....

I really miss Jpopasia

Its my life... my life could be definitely boring without Jpoping especially in jpopasia.... awwwww

Luckly my mom is not around bec. she will scold me when she see's me logging in to jpopasia... she always said that I should always concentrate to my studies... I will but can i just have 30 mins in jpopasia...

Good things in college?

uhmmm not so sure... I don't know... I really miss my high school days definitely!!!

oh my god!!! can I stand being a college student? maybe!!! please help me!!!!

oh now i know what is the first thing that is good in College life.... uhmmmm We have Nihongo class so that is DEFINITELY GREAT!!!!

Wait i need to end this soon, because I need to finish all of my works and my mom will be back soon....

Argh i hate this life...

Good Luck for me!!!!

>Gambate Kao-chan!!! Fighting!!!!<

(i have no time checking the spelling or grammar so please bear with me)
. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

Here i am again... posting anew journal...

Wow...

My vacation days are already numbered...

I'm excited (or nervous) about entering college...

Wish it will be fun!!! just like high school

Ja ne!!!

what a disaster!!!

Well it's been how many days (or even weeks?) long since I logged up in jpopasia... gomen...

Ouch... I've been really busy these past few days... My vacation days are almpst over...

Count down now begins.... (nooooooooo!!!!!!!!1 )

I feel that I'm still in High school... well high school is really fun... really fun... I will definitely miss those days with my best friends... but unfortuantely... I will not meet some of them for a very long time... some of them will migrate to other country... ouch....

But still hoping and looking forward to meet them someday!!! i hope!!!

Well I'm back... but I will left soon... argh I hate it when I'm forced to do things that i really don't like... kinda hate it... really...

It will be long before I will resume jpoping here in Jpopasia starting next week.... well college life is really coming to my life really fast!!!...

I do'nt know waht will happen....

hmmm... hope to have more friends...

Well that's all I'll start using all my time to jpop!!!


YOSH!!!!

Gambate!!!!

FIGHTING!!!!

. . . k a 0 r u 7 . . .

What the Hell (sorry for the words!!!) But now I'm really angry!!! definitely!!!!

How could I calm down if my very own sister is definitely evil!!!!

You know what?... whenever your parents said that you should do your responsibility, do it!!!

Don't pass the responsiblity assigned to you to other people....

I hate it when she's here...

She is somekind of jealous to me... somekind... i can feel it... whenever I will do somtehing or practice something she won't allow me.. she will disturb me no matter what!!!!

And the most irritating of them all is!!!

She is passing all the responsibilities assigned to her to ME!!!!

I can't take this anymore... i hope she's back to work...

The hell with her!!!!


Again sorry for the words!!!

I'm just really mad!!!!!!!!!

"If you forgive others for their sins, your Father in heaven will also forgive you for your sins" --- Matthew 6:14

This was the message that I've picked in the box (of course for free!!! ) in front of the store that my mom and i passed by...

At first I was really excited ReaLLY!!!! Just kinda thinking 'what will be the message?'

When I finally read the message... I was kinda 'what? uuhhh? ' Well I really didn't expect it...first of all, I really don't have enemies (as far as i am concerned according to my own interpretation )

But the end... I've realized what is the hidden message about this??? I'm kinda confused really!!! and I'm thinking really really deep...

Well according to my own interpretation (again )

It's somewhat a reminder, not only to me but also to all of us, even though your not a Catholic, you have different principle or religion, or you are an atheist...

It's a simple yet storng reminder to all of us... that we should understand and forgive others if they commited a sin against you... i mean... they are only human(like us), they are not perfect they will and will always commit sin even if it is against you or not...

I know that sometimes it is really not easy to forgive and 'forget' the sins that others commited upon us but slowly and surely we will understand and forgive them at the right time...

I'm not saying that we should forgive because God will also forgive us... but i'm saying this because of our personal happiness or satisfaction (hope you wll get what I mean )

For me if you slowly and with all your heart try to understand and forgive someone you will have self happiness and you will have the so called feeling of 'worry free'

As for me i really tried this, although I admit, hard at first but I'm starting to cope up with it

I don't know if you feel the same way that I feel... It's a burden, for me, when keep the anger for my self.... its really kinda heavy feeling...

Hope you feel the same way as i do...




Ja ne!!!

Yosh!!! Finally... I've got the chance to log in jpopasia... just kinda busy these days... actually vacation days are almost over... some more days and school days is back... kinda sad...

Well i've actually read some article in the newspaper last thursday (I think,...welll it doesn't matter ) its all about blogging... well it says that 'what is the essence of having a blog or posting a journal entry to one of the sites that you are a member with?'

Is it just because you like to share some great stuff about your life? or something?

The writer's opinion is that you should post important informations on your blogs or on your journal entries... (ouch ) you shouldn't just post about your everyday lives on the your blog or journal...

Well after reading it I'm kinda worried (so whatever you called that )

Actually for me... blogging and also posting a journal is a private thing... I mean it is your own personal choice about it... you have your freedom to put whatever things that you like on your blog... and its up to people whether they will like it or not...(think so... )

well she's kinda have some point... Ahhhh well... kinda agree with her... I agree with her in some point...

Well this is only my very own point of view... hope you will understand... and share some infos too (add some comment if you like )

Ja ne!!!

Well another day...

Just received an email from my relative in other country....

The internet is acting weird again... (hope this will not happen AGAIN!!! )

Well at least the long wait is over... I'm here again to jpop!!!

Jpoping!!! Yosh!!!

Argh...

there is something wrong in our internet.... sometimes it won't open jpopasia... grrr... and its really annoying... argh...

well... i can't do anyhting about it... i'll just pray and hope that this will not happen again...

I'm actually alone (in our home!!!) kinda scared *lol* just joking...

well sometimes its nice to be alone... i mean no one will nag about me having the computer all the time... I'm kinda selfish and really evil when it comes to computers...

that's why I want to have a laptop... but argh my mom won't allow me... well there's only one hope... my dad!!! hooraay!!!

Well still Ican't get my laptop... There are so many conditions she wants before i can have it...

Well its alright by now...

Ja ne!!! Till then!!!

I've been trying to log on in jpopasia last these past two days... but there's something wrong with the internet yesterday and yesterday's yesterday (hope you'll understand ) is when the Jpop team is updating on something (Am i right)... well the long wait is now over!!!

At last... My day is not complete if I'm not able to log on to jpopasia (sentence check?, I have no time for that)...

My headaches yesterday... I don't know why... may be just too tired (of what??? uuuhhh dunno )

Okay.. got nothing to say... i'll just add some later...

Ohh by the way, before i forgot, I just want to say thanks ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!! HONTONI URESHIIIII!!!!
to the people out there who sent me friend invitation, and for those who accepted my friend invitation... thank you so much!!!! (For those who are interested... please just add me up... )

Ja ne!!!

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Kinda tired today... just got home actually...

KONBANWA mina san!!! yosh!!!

I just accompany my mother at the mall... Do the grocery and just walk around look on some stuff... Oh My God this is really a tiring day...

Well.. something special happened to me? Kinda...

Aside from getting a new dress for an occassion (really happy for that )...
because of this I just kinda learned new stuff... got updated on some stuff...

Okay... i actually realized that i'm kinda out dated... (on what? ANIME...)

Need to browse on some stuff... really!!!

Well anyone who will read this... please give me some latest informations on anime!!! Onegaishimasu... please!!!

(hope someone will comment... )

nice day!!!


Oh my god i'm really stupid... argh... what a fool, sorry for the words... well I'm really into what I am typing... a while ago really serious... but suddenly when I finished typing and saving what I have for my journal today... I just realized that I've put it in the wrong place... I mean i post it on the wrong place (is that waht you called it?) argh!!! really mad!!!

Well just forget it... I mean be optimistic okay I'll be optimistic see just smile... (just what I've said)...

It's wrong for me to get mad for just a small (small?! wth!!! I've been stupid) thing... okay...

I just need a minute (inhale exhale... relax)...

Ready...

Alright I'm back to my old self... after that meditation (?) I realized that sometimes you do really make mistakes especially if you're excited to post a new journal entry

Well.. a while ago... I was typing about (of course) what happened to me this day... I know its still early for me to tell you what happened... but I just want to share...

My family went to church every Sunday... of course to pray... its like inner eating...

Well then my dad and I jogged for hours... then rest for a while... family bonding then... rest again... then do the laundry then rest (a really short one really) the clean the house... at at last finally take a bath then eat!!! (Itadakimasu!!!) yummm!!!

And finally... LOGIN to Jpopasia!!! yay!!! at last...
for me this is my real rest... I just love to browse and share ideas then talk to other members then... many more (you know what I'm talking about)...

Every Sunday is a special day for me... yeah!!! Bonding with my family... And everyday is special to me... (acting weird again gomen )

Eto... this is it... I'll just add some later...

Ja ne!!!

YO!!! MINA SAN!!! I'M BACK!!!

Having a great time browsing here!!!

Actually I'm on my second day being a member here in jpopasia and I REALLY LOVE IT!!! Hontoni DAISUKE!!!!

Yesterday I started reading some informations here posting some answers or replies to forums... i really love it... I'm addicted to it!!!

I already have a friend here, she's so kind giving me a warm welcome here

Everyone here is really kind and really fun to chat with... but still I need to cope with them (well i'm still a newbie!!!)

I started learning new stuff here by asking or by discovering it by myself...
hope the other newbies here feel the same way as I do 'coz I'm really happy!!! yay!!!

Okay enough for that i'm acting too weird again!!! Gomenasai!!!

How do you start with your day?... just asking... i mean everyone had their own special or unique way greeting the new day...

i actually have a friend who starts with her day by talking to the plants in their garden (Okay I know that was wierd) She told me its a way of greeting nature...(Being friends with them I guess...)

Okay okay enough for that... as for me I start my day with a smile... (But greeting the plants is not a bad idea...hmmm I gues)

A smile is really important for me... Well no matter what happened in the past few days (good or bad)... I just smile..

as for me its another way of saying "thank you God I'm alive and kicking, living and having a fun time with my family..."

I just smile even though i didn't sleep that well last night...

Maybe your starting to raise your eyebrows and thinking... "What the hell is goin on with this girl? why is she saying those things?"

Well i know this is too weird but just want to say...

Whatever happens just smile, close your eyes and relax. Always be optimistic about things around you. Whatever happens just pray and believe in yourself. Stay happy with your family. Don't let those problems stress and beat the hell out of you (sorry for the words...)

Lots of people around the world are really sad, some of them are actually taking their lives...

If you have a friend like this hug her/him and just let him/her feel that you're there for her/him...

Well...that's all!!!

hope you leave some comments...

(sorry again for some words that I wrote and the grammar Gomen!!!)

Just being emotional again remembering the past hurts me a lot... scorching me deep within myself...

. . . ka0ru . .