How should I..
To make u fall in love with me..
I had written a million poetries..
Convincing u..
To return my love..

Should I die bcoz of u..
I'm buried in the sadness.. all the time..
Should I gave up my life..
Fo a love that possibly could kill me..
Stop the beat of my heart..
Without u ever knowing how pure is my heart..
To.. make u mine..

Is there any sincererity..
Somewhere in ur heart.. whispering to u..
Teaching u the language of the heart..
So dat ur heart no longer frozen..

Is there is no place in ur heart..
Dat I could possibly be in..
Only as a coolant..
When I am withered..
I'll faithfully waiting for u till the end of time..

I dun care..
When I'm really in love.. death
I dun care..

I'm really like dis..
When I'm really in love.. death
I dun care..
Watever dat u wanted I'm willing to give..

I am not afraid of losing u..
What I'm afriad of is losing ur love..
Possibly at dat time you made a fool of me..
As though you could repay dis love of mine..

U will never understood..
What I'm feeling all dis time.. for sure
U dun care..
Watever dat I wanted u were willing to give..

Possibly dis is indeed the road of my fate..
Admiring but without being loved..
Doesn't matter for me just as long u r happy..
With your life, with your life..

Dis feeling of mine has long been hidden..
Waiting for ur heart to welcome me..
Doesn't matter for me loving u is..
Making me happy, making me happy..

I wanted you to know I am here waiting for u..
Although it would take the rest of my life..
And hoping dat dis feeling will be eternal forevermore..
And plz allow me to embrace u just for once dis time..
So dat I could say goodbye forevermore..
And let this feeling of happiness even just for a moment..

U r making me, all messed up..
U r making me, restless..
U r making me, helpless..
U rejected me, U heeded me..

How, is it possible..
To crush, ur solid heart..
I realized dat, I'm not perfect..
I'm not like, what u expect..

U destroyed me with ur attitude..
Dun u realized dat u r hurting me..
I'm tired of convincing u..
DIS LOVE IS KILLING ME..

On 1st of August, she's turning 19 (but 20, in Korean age )

Last year, her group members gave her very pretty underwears (in her fave color ) Err.. Why does she's making cutey mad face there?? Err.. hehe

Being here for a year (though not actively on the first couple of month ) Its really great being here, getting to know new friends and also seeing/witnessing the rapid-improvement of this site

Was planning to make some surprises but plan back-fired and I was the one surprised now I'm in an unnecessary dilemma haha To continue supporting a not-so-talented singer (but hot ) due to her new single coming soon or a cute-really-talented singer/group

Anyway.. Loving it being here and working towards 100k Jpops next JpopAsia and rock-on ppl!!!

Opened 16th October and officially opened on the 31st October

Special thanks to all the 'Eat Healthy, Eat Fresh' customers

Wishing you in great health n doing well
Success always in whatever you do n be happy always
Grats on your 1st album!!
May many more will come in the future
L.O.V.E U Again and Again hehe

Thank you JpopAsia for unofficially put my nick up there too

Now I'll be waiting for Leah-chans' legal adviser to come n sue me hehe

With natural water slides and great hilarious fun.. and also waterfalls..

Spent almost 4 hours there.. great fun

Janda Baik roughly translated to English as Nice Widow.. Cool place with cool water.. Yours truly is on the bombing run hehe..

Bagan Lalang actually hehe.. dubbed as 'Gold Coast' of Malaysia..

Been to the real Gold Coast once (even for 15 minutes hehe) way better than Bagan Lalang.. If u guys really like jellyfish then Bagan Lalang is the place to be hehe..

Thank U so much.. I was browsing through the forums when I suddenly realize a yellow thingy on my avatar..

LOL!!! WOAH!!! SHIBARASHI!!!

Thank U JPopAsia.. Glad 2 B Appreciated.. I'm forever ur humble servant

She finally update her blog.. http://ameblo.jp/leahdizon/

She's been working very hard (way opposite of me I guess.. currently have been good for nothing hehe)

Anyway.. Ganbate Tsukareta Dizon!!!