continuation.haha..

But I'm so excited for this coming week..Our college will celebrate it's 3rd year anniversary after separating from college of commerce..haha..I'm so excited for our parade.. My class chose to dress like fairies and elves..hehe..I'm after the price and the fun of course..hehe..

I want to win against my former classmates..(haha..bitter?!)..so what? yes, I'm bitter!(joke! I love them!) It's been a year since my last parade ( we won the best class spirit and the best class!) with them.I'm so sad because I cannot join them this year..I envy them..I want to have fun again with them.. I miss them so much!

well, it's my fault why I'm not with them..I want in 3A1..!! I don't mean that I don't want in 3a12 but it's different..

New semester..New classmates..New Professors.. New classrooms..New Schedule.. It's so hard to adjust again in a new environment..well, that's life..

hmmm.. my first week? I can't say it was fun but neither I can say that it was horrible.
I met new friends(classmates for now..haha), I met new professors (It's so hard to deal with them). My new professors are so strict..They are scary! haha..

my schedule isn't good..It's a waste of time..Imagine having a break for 3 hours?
Well, I already fixed my schedule, but I was able to fixed only one subject..

But I'm so excited for this coming week..

to be continued..

hahaha.. I already ordered NEWS COLOR.. for how many months of waiting, finally I'll have my first NEWS cd..!!!! yey!! But definitely, this will not be my last..haha..

once I bought one, it will continue until I'm sick of it(which will never be happened)..haha..

I also like to buy magazines and concert goods but I think it's to costly.. I still don't have money and because prices are too much..haha..but still I'll save for that!! hehe..

I hate my schedule.. I really don't like it..

Monday 3-7
tuesday- no classes..I wish it's saturday!
wednesday 10-12 ; 12-3 BREAK..too long...; 3-7
Thursday 9-12; 12-2:45 BREAK..again too long..; 2:45-5:45
Friday 3-7
Saturday 9-12; 1-3 ACC4..only one subject for 6 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!

imagine?! hate it!! well, this is only for this sem..hopefully the next sems will be better..

hoooo..My life has already changed..I need to face it.. why? Because I failed in one of my majors, I will be delayed for one year.. instead of 4years and 2 summers it became 5 years and 1 summer.. I'm so disappointed..huhu.. I thought I will only be delayed by 1 sem.. I'm pretty sure that I can managerial accounting this semester but the office said that I cannot take it up.. I wish I can take some of my minors in advance but our univ. doesn't allow that.. Our University has it policy that sectioning will be black..w/c means.. only our colleges have the rights to fix our schedule.. Students do not have any rights to choose the schedule they want.. duh!!

one subject failed, one year delay.. well, that's life..

wahaha..Read this whole journal then you will know why I included Yamapi's name!

wohoo..!! Finally, It's already sembreak!! wahaha.. 3 weeks vacation..

I want to enjoy it..But I can't totally enjoy it because I'm still waiting for the results of my exams.. And my grade for this semester..

I'm so nervous..I wish I passed..well, I'll just wait for the results.. For this sem break, I have plans to do.. haha.. Drama marathon and shopping..KTV's and ice skating.. wehehe..

I'll just rest until Tuesday then I'm going to meet a friend of my cousin on Wednesday.. I want to meet him because I want to know more about YAMAPI etc.. He had the chance to be with Yamapi..Not just for a day..two days..Yamapi brought him and his friend in many places and, take note, He slept in Yamapi's house..haha..

I'm so excited..hehe..He's just 14 years old, so I don't know how will I talk to him.. I'm 4 years older..haha..But my couz will join us (15 years old)..

Finally,!! Our exam in Financial Accounting and financial management was finally done.!! wohoo.. But I still have 2 exams tomorrow..^_^.. I still haven't started because I edited and printed the reviewer that our professor sent to us..hehe..

So many pages.. Our first examination tomorrow (Saturday..1:30pm,UST) is Law 1: Law on obligations and contracts..So many terms and conditions..haha.. It's a long reading.. and I haven't started yet..

After 30mins. tomorrow, we will proceed to our Last but not the least exam for this sem..hehe..Cost Accounting.. Again, hours of reading and computing.. I need to budget my time.. 8 hours for this two subjects..duh!..2 hours sleep?!

For sure, I'll not be able to finish one of these subjects..But I hope I can provide correct answers!!

After all this.. It's already sembreak..weeee... but After a week, we will have our clearance.. It's scary!! We will know that day if we fail or if we pass.. huhu..

I hope I'll not fail.. GOD's Will!! ^_^.. Any results are planned by God..Failed or passed..HE has plans for each one of us..

huhu.. I'm tired from studying.. I'm studying since yesterday.. I have breaks but 3 hrs break for, let us say 20 hrs of study?? haha..exage.. that's what you think right?! but It's true..

I need to study.. As what I posted in my latest journal..I will be busy for the whole
week..This week is so stressful.. Exams everyday..Studying almost bunch of pages just for a subject? nah..Tiring.. But I need to survive!! haha.. Sembreak is coming.. After this week, our sembreak will start..but I'm sure that I can't rest because of thinking if I passed or I failed.. I wish I would not fail.. Failing is a great pain in one's heart.. It's not evitable but it is the truth..It's painful..haha..

Am I writing a novel?! Yes?! haha..joke.. I just want to write what's on my mind and what I feel..

Monday..

Math - Finals
Law - Departmental Exam-
Cost Accounting - Departmental Exam-

Tuesday..

Financial accounting - Comprehensive Quiz/exam.. cover to cover..theories..
Financial Management- Quiz

Wednesday..

Organizational Behavior- Finals

Thursday..

24hrs. of studying..?! haha..

Friday..

Finals in Financial Accounting and Financial management

Saturday..

Finals in Cost Accounting and Law..

A song from NEWS' Happy birthday single album..^_^.. I like it.. haha.. It's different from their past songs..haha..I find it so good..I'm addicted to the song..hehe..

Does anyone heard it already? of course, many of us heard it, especially those who have their original cds..Right?

What do you think?! hmmm.. I hope I'm not the only only who wants it..

There is another song it was called "Push on!"..It's good too..^_^..

here comes again the exams...Monday...Cost accounting..Tuesday...Financial Accounting..Wednesday...Cost accounting...tentative(Law)...Thursday..Financial management(Tentative)..Friday..yey!!free!!

Saturday..we will go malling..4 malls & 1 KTV...weeeee... excited...

hooo..I never thought that it takes time to apply for a U.S visa..For th fact that it is only for a transit visa.. It really takes time..from paying, then applying online then filling up the forms, preparing all documents..stressful!! haha.. but we still haven't calling for scheduling of appointment..I wish they will grant us visa..

Why do we need it? haha..long story, but I'll tell you..My mom and I will go to Saipan, to visit my dad..Original plan was, we will go there by NWA..I was really happy because we will have our stop over in Japan for about 9 hours.. I thought of "My dream!!haha..It will finally come true" but due to some circumstances..they changed plan..instead of NWA and Japan we will get a flight in Continental that will stop in Guam for about 2-8 hours..At first, I cried...but now I'm okay..

They promised me that for our next visit we will get the flight of NWA..Japan stop over!! weee...Hope it will come soon!!yey!!

wee..It was already released!! I've already watched it..and I'm the 85th I think to watch it (here in Jpop asia!) since it was released here..haha.. Finally!! I'm really so excited, And I've waited their new video..and Finally, it was here..hehe.. Good Song and Good Vid..^_^..

Happy Birthday!!..another great song from NewS..wohooo..I want buy cd!!

wee..haha..We don't have classes today..Dooshite? 'cause AMV faculty (our college's faculty) will have their 2 day seminar.. So, it's today and tomorrow..but since we don't have classes every saturday..this is only the day I consider as an additon in my weekends..hehe.. And yeah I'm here in our house.. It's really nice to be home..

But I think this weekend is not for fun..It's for studies..boring! because we have our exams (long tests?!)and reports next week..

Monday-- cost accounting
Tuesday--- Financial Accounting
--- Report Organizational Behavior
wednesday---(tentative) Law 1
--- cost accouting..again!
Thursday--- (tentative) Financial management
--- Report Organizational Behavior (new topic)
Friday--- hopefully we don't have any exams..

Busy?! Gambatte!! That's all what I can say to myself.. haha..Thanks to my inspirationS.. God, NewS,my Dreams and Goals..Family..Friends..

Me and my cousins are planning to go out this Saturday..We have our plan to go ice skates (we got a free entrance ticket, but we still have to pay some amount of money) then we'll go to a KTV..(there are lots of Korean and Japanese songs..weeeeee.., This is what I've looking for, I thought it will never exists here in Manila)..then we'll go to a Johnny Entertainment's fans' gathering.. but I think it will not take place..lot of reasons..

First, because my cousins' father we'll go under operation.second, due to the weather..the weather is not good..third, it seems that one of my cousins doesn't have enough money to go to 3 places in a day..

so sad but I'll make sure that it will take place, not on Saturday (oh! It's tomorrow!), but on the other days..hehe.. excited!!

It was so fun!! When that day came, I'm really so excited..haha

Yani,Merl, and I (who was transferred in other section) were so excited..cause, we asked permission to join in the bus of our former classmates..when they permitted us, we were so happy..and we didn't tell that we'll be joining their bus.. but before we entered the bus, something popped out in our mind..."What if, ma-Out of place kami?!" because what I have said earlier, we our joining our former classmates (but they are only half of the class, others are new)..but fortunately..

It was really fun..I really missed them..huhu.. When they had their class pic (which was taken by me), I'm going to cry at that time.. I envy their new classmates..huhu..

well, It was not so fun in the plants..but I really enjoyed in the bus..haha.. but I really like in the plant of tanduay (beer brand).. We went to their "Ageing area".. Where the alcohols were under fermentation..It was such a big place with so many barrels of fermenting alcohols..I don't like the smell, smells alcohol..

I'll never forget that day..^_^..

I already heard the full song..haha..Finally! it was released!! after many days of waiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeee....rnrnHow's the song?! As what expected from NEWS..weee..haha..I'm so happy!!

I want to see the video!! I don't know if it the video is already available..^_^.. I already have the song in my ipod!! haha..

Thank God.. a Stress reliever..We will have our Plant Visit (we consider it as a field trip)..We are so excited..after 3 years since our last field trip when we were still 4th year in high school, we will have our college field trip..It is related in our cost accounting subject.. We will go to 3 big factories..Coca-cola (my last trip there was during my 4th year HS field trip)..Gardenia (we went also there during my 4th year HS field trip) and Tanduay (haha..maybe the most favorite amongst the 3..)..nande? 'cause it's a factory of an alcoholic drink ("Tanduay")..

I'm so excited..wohoooo...I really missed our field trip days, and now..Oh! yes!..

Yeah,Obviously.. I'm stressed/depressed..these past few weeks were so depressing.. why? Ok, I'll start..

First, 2 weeks ago we had our preliminary exam week.. A week of sleepless nights (but I don't think I have experienced it..haha..) It was just, I felt my head was going to explode..numbers, letters, formulas were mixed up in my head.. So stressful!! I'm glad it was already over..

Second, a week of..what I should call it? uhmm.. crying week and sleeping week..hehe..
Why? crying week, because results were already out.. The aura in our school was like.. hmm.. just imagine..I can't explain.. Results were not good.I know that feeling (I'm one of them).. After spending all of your time just for studying then the results were.. WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. huhu.. It was so sad.. As what a song says "I did my best, But I guess my best wasn't good enough"..

Third, Our Travel visit to Japan that supposed to be on December were canceled (as what I have written in my previous journal)!! I was so very excited..Imagine, I bought already travel books, dictionaries then suddenly it was canceled? I'm really so sad..I cried..It's my dream to travel to Japan.. I thought, "Yeah, FINALLY!!! wohoo..!!..maybe it's not yet time, but when is the right time? ayt?

Fourth, Some shocking news came!! I don't want to write it because there's a possibility that you will call me "Crazy!!".. It hurts.. My heart is going to crash!! I don't know what I should feel.. I'm so stressed when "that" news came.. Because of that, my stress level went up!!

I'm sad 'cause our trip to Japan was canceled..huhu.. I'm so excited in the extent that I already bought travel guides, and dictionaries..and because it supposed to be on December, I almost bought jackets and sweaters.. huhu..

I really want to go in Japan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what the?!?! I'm so stressed, depressed, so sad!!!!!!!! I hate this!!

Dooshite? Nande? I want to cry!! I'm such a... It's not good to say this words but..

I really hate myself, my situation.. I need some advice..

SOrry!! I don't really want to hate myself but what can I do?

I'm thankful to God for giving me strength to hold on and to my fave jpop artists especially NEWS for giving me inspiration..