laziness...

i was ssoooo lazy today that i ddn't listen to any lesson hahahahhaha...
tpoics boring so that's okay, i'm like reserving my energy for the topics next week ahahaha...

ohhh today we had a new teacher for nihongo... and she's cute... hahahahhaha

but my crush is the native japanese, she's like the representative , i'll talk about the later..

anyway the class was fun, everyone is required to introduce itself in japanese well, that's easy for me since its basic, and i like this class more because the teacher is more lively and active...

it rain heavily right before we were dismissed damn!

ja-ne minna san

hot limit again!

okay... not enough time, not enough chance, not enough energy....

these are the reason i why i couldn't post! hehehehe, anyway today is suppose to be tuesday, today is the 1st day of my nihongo class, well it turned out to me boing...
hehehe the prof just gave us this hand outs and made us memorize and practice hiragana.... not much actual application or verbal

in the IT class things started to be back to normal, prof is again another boring person, id rather read on my own that to listen to him, no offense ,he's a really smart guy, but he's just not fit to teach(for me), well i'll call it a bad day

ja-minnasan!

Hot limit! - hamc(music of the day)

okay i this is suppose to be poster yesterday, but i ain't got time to write, or eeven to log in here, hahahahaha!!
i've been jpopping at skull, but only for the forums and quick posting, i was really busy back then, sooo no time for posting or reply to some messages

weee 399 days to go! well no nohongo cclass for today, the time for that was alloted for the opening remarks, sooo tomorrow is the first day

the class assignment was made by the professor, and i'm soo disappointed why? i ended up beeing in the class of the strongest! damn, it may be a good thing but i can't help myself from being intimidated by classmates, it felt like i was the weakest! during the introduce yourself, majority of them has work in an IT related field, and some are already skilled, while me a mere fresh graduate who used to be brainless lazy stupid dumb person, hahahhahahahaha... i ask my self why the hell are these people here? since the are all ready knowledgeable... inside the class room i remembered watching bleach! you can feel their reliatsu/aura flowing around the room! and the ground is shaking!!!

i want out! that's what i feel, i want to transfer to the other 2 section, coz people there are in the same level as i am... and i feel more comfortable with them..

the lesson/discussion was easy yet i got really tired and stressed out! thanks to the intimidation

well gotogo!

i'll be jpopping later! ja-ne minna san! thanks for wasting time reading my sensless journal!

happy jpopping everyone! JPA

okay/YOSH!
idaro!

tomorrow June 10 is the start of my 1 year training! (i feel like naruto leaving konoha for his 2 1/2 years training ) training to get stronger!

hehehe well i'm counting down 400 days, of course my training is good for approximately 360 days so the rest would be for my preperations, so hopefully i'll be stepping stepping foot on the land of the rising sun within 400 days

this ain't collage no more, passing is not the only goal anymore its passing and learn! the question is am I ready? hontoni? not sure but my dreams and pride are on the line, i'm determine and focus, i'm all fired up! if i need to open all the gates the so be it! hahahaha i'm sooo excited!

well i already have the WILL and i'l be gaining my STRENGTH by my training!

ja-minna! coundown starts tomorrow! i'll be here even after the 400 days, hope everyone tooo!

damn!!!
i got 65/100!
wtf???
i was sure about my answers, but arrrrr
the exam isn't really graded but it will be the basis of the section assignment and, will be part of some evaluation! what the hell happened??

classes ends today, well actually now, i'm at the room and we just finished the exam for the bridge program, next week is the start of the regular class, include japanese yay!!!!

hehehe got to go, everyone's out!

hhehehe later guys!

ja-ne!

thank god it's friday....
well tomorrow at least !hehehehe
i got home early today and skul isn't that tiring compared to the rest of the week, hehehe somehow i have enough powers to jpop here right now, but i think i have about 1-2 hours before i run out of energy and go to sleep... i feel like the whole weeks stress is accumulated everyday! hhahahahaha, i rarely manage to sneak to JPA this week, well my seat at skul has a bad connection, i always get disconnected, so i can't jpop properly!

when i get home i'm always tired and the body pain feels like i got my ass kicked by some goons, i guess that's just normal, because i've been lying here at home for 3 months doing nothing hahahahaha

during those free times i slowly attach my self to this site and i didn't notice how much i like this site, not until now, now that i don't have enough free time to jpop, i mean just a few mins, or just seeing my friends greetings here brings chills to my heart! yeah i know it's really weird, but i feel happy when im here in JPA!

thanks everyone, i'll be dropping names later, hehehe, !

ja-ne minna-san!, thanks for reading!

i just woke up, it's 2am here, and i' jpopping, because i was not able o jpop earlier
i got home by 6 pm, and slept immediately

school is so tiring! but fun at the same time, i never like/love studying not until now, maybe i was too driven to go to japan that i do anything just to make it possible! well that beeing my goal and dream hehehe, everythings change! i'm truly great full that discovered this site, hhehehe, feel like home, people share same interest and passion, thanks to all jpoppers spcially my close friends here! you guys know who you are hehehe! well enough of my love for jpoppers, there's a lot of thing i want to say, but information overload, don't know what to say first

btw i'm now listening world world world album by AKG while writing this and shit it smells like coffin around here, i think my aunt is paying me a visit right about now she pasted away 3 months ago, and we were really close, i was like her son, she never had a child so i'm probably her favorite now that's boogie!

i'd better go to sleep, i have classes tom morning oh i mean later!

ja-ne minna-san! oyasomi nasai!

thanks for reading

start of the week yay!!!!

i'm at the classroom right now hahahha, the class hasn't started yet so i'm jpopping....

okay, last week was tiring and awesome, my life...
saturday night was my sister's 18th bday, so i was really busy, i can even use computer, nothing much to say about it, it isn't my debut after all ahahaha, ummm in JPA
i got addicted to High and Mighty Color's new PV, Hot Limit, i knew a lot of HaMC fans are kinda disappointed on how they move to pop, but for me it's okay, coz their proving that there not just good at jrock but so as in jpop, besides they still make jrock music so that's cool with me! the pv was really cute, well the TMR version was ummm expressive

ja-ne minna-san! got to go! class is starting!

woow! my first week in the bridge program was ummm satisfactory

i was absent for a 1 day and late for 2 days ahahahahaha

well i'm pretty confident! because i'm not required to attend after all, but good thing i attended because i was like one of the weakest in the class ahahahaha, that's what the week evaluation says, hahaha i only hit 82% mark, but i know why!

i haven't take any of the exercises "very" seriously, the max is ummm 85% effort i think hehehehe but compared to my collage life i only give less than 50% effort, always!!!! ahahahaha now is completely different, i listen to the lecture from time to time although i'm still browsing the internet from time to time too! well in collage i never listen to the lecture, and just ask my seatmate how it happend

today there are 2 exercises that are pretty difficult and i believe if i didn't give 85% of my effort (umm i kinda focus on it using 85% of my power/chakra/reliatsu/aura/mana/nen what ever ) i won't be able to understand it at all, by the way i did that when it's almost dismissal and the checking is over so useless when it comes to points but what matters to me is i knew i can take it!

when the evaluation was posted i was really shocked, i'm just 82% while most are 85^ and some got 95% and one of us got 100%! hahahaha i'm not disappointed not at all!!!!!!!!!!! because now i know a lot of my classmates are strong! hehehe i'm sooo fired up now, i finally have a target! that guy who just got 100% hehehehe, my goal next week is to beat the crap out of him! ( i mean beat his scores ) and i'll try to use 90-95% of my ya know ^(it's up there) and see if i can actually compete with those strong people! if not then i'll use 100% if still not then i'll break my limits!!!!!!!!!!!!

man i'm sooo loving studying! really! hontoni!
i can't wait till monday!!!!

wow i got carried away! hehehe!

i'll continue later, i wish i could write it more detailed, hehehe may be later!

thanks for reading my crazy journal
i'm starting to like making journals

ja-ne minna-san!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's been long enough! a life with out jpopasia is definetely boaring, good thing it's now back

good thing is i'm a little bit busy when jpa was transfering servers, hehehe so i din't missed much i guess

well my class started already (may 26-june 6), but it's just a bridge program so no japanese class yet regular and j-class starts on jun 10! i can't wait any longer!!!!!!!!!

man i can't believe i'm actually studying, i mean, at the end of the day i realize the difference of the effort i excert now compare to when i was a collage student, i really hope i keep my pace and make it to the end! although, i really starting to get scared since it's really hard to study especially if you know that hardwork isn't enough

well i got about 1 and a half week to rest and enjoy, but it seems that this bridge program gives me some stress too

well that's it! i just glad jpa is back on track!

ja-ne minna san!(thanks for wasting time reading my senseless journal ahahahahaha)

happy jpopping everyone seeya

my... my.... one of our baby bird died yesterday

we have dozens of lovebirds in our backyard and their were 5 new baby birds 6 months ago but they died one by one, one of the last 2 survivor died yesterday! man that one was already big, but not as big as an adult, maybe it died because it's cold or because of the sound of thunder, there was a storm here last week, even i was awaken by the thunders... hope the last baby bird lives on and be an adult soon

oh i actually buried baby bird #2 in a vacant lot beside our house
the other i just put in a bottle and into the trashcan, because there too young, didn't even have hairs/feathers

well there are a lot of new eggs, hope they hatch soon

ja-ne!

boogie..... i just love adding this to my posts
makes me feel happy

okay last wed which is may 21, i attended my orientation
there are about 115 people in our batch (btw were t, hehehehe most of them are really adults it's safe to say that i'm the youngest of them all

hehehehe there was this student who just graduate there this summer, she was there to get her transcripts and other records then she was suddenly invited to give a speech for us since it's an orientation and we are taking the path she took a year ago, well most likely well be like her if we survive, when she got the mic she greeted us with"konichiwa mina-san" hehehehe then i suddenly get excited she informed us that she have few week left before she go to japan, she's now fixing her papers and visa, she told us that that one year is definitely very super ultimately hard but its worth the she ends the speech with "gambatte kudasi minna-san"

after the orientation i got pump up! and really excited
we took thew diagnostic exam, after that i was disappointed because only those who failed the exam will be able to take the 2 week bridge program

anyway i really can't wait for june 10!!!!!!!!!!!! mon-fri 8-10am it's japanese class! but the rest of the subjects are all troublesome demo i'm also excited because this time i'll do my best! and i know that if i manage to survive that one year my dreams will all come true

i can't help it i'm sooo excited, but i should really enjoy my life now because i might not be able to relax once it begins , i just hope my jpopping won't be affected that much

oh btw, thanks rashiyu-chan and ami-chan and everyone here in jpopasia
lets all be friends and keep on living the j-world and jpopping
i was listening to Asian Kung-fu Generation - world world world -the entire album -
while writing this

ja-ne! minna-san
oh boogie baby! boogie

yayy!!!!!


got nothin to do this past few days but sleep eat, drink, play!

hahahaha what a low life

i read the remaining episode of SlamDunk, the one's that were not animate... yay!!!!

after watching it long long time ago, i suddenly have the interest of reading it!
man the inter high was really fun!!! i hope the make an OVA out of it!

i dig up my sis ex-hard-drive and watch samurai champloo, claymore and devil may cry!!


hehehe just got nothing to do at all!

ja-ne!

wheeewwwww!!!!!

(JOBLESS dai Issyo)
shit happens ya know!
after a month of interviews i didn't get the trainee position i applied for instead
i was "recommended" (that's what the HR said or is that a new way to say "unfortunately u did nt meet our standards so i'll offer you this.. " to a immediate hiring position and requested me for another technical interview, it was a more so i came even though i knew i wasn't gonna make it, so there i got my self a can of whoooop assss ehehehehe
well guess i was not prepared yet... that's my "FATE"
(this was really a good thing !)

it's been long enough

journal! journal! journal! (i get this feeling that this is a "gurl thing")
well guess not, it should have been restricted for boys it it was

alright!

(Back to SKUUUU)
today there's no turning back!!!!! oh yeah! i just enrolled my slelf to a one year training course!!!! yeah! after graduating from a 4 year course bsit, i'll be studying again! after a year I'll be stronger!!! and the best part! japanese language is embeded to the course! oh hell yeah!!!!!!! i can't wait for the first day!
this seems to be my "DESTINY"

ja-ne!

oh yeah... journal! journal! journal!

I woke up early today, and went on with the job interview! and i only slept for 4 hours hahahaha, although this isn't my 1st time, i always get nervous...
funny but I never felt nervous, maybe because 2 of my friends were with me and will be taking the same interview, ahahaahaha i didn't take it seriously ahahahahaha, as if i was just chatting with her , but that was effective, i didn't felt nervous until the end... hehehe that's the 2nd interview, 2 down 2 to go! yeah!

i just got home and i'm very tired! the office was too far from home!
now i'm jpoping! here hehehe, heaven after hell

ja-ne!

yaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!

I just got home few hours ago....

oh it's monday already! hehehe!

soooo tired!, I came from a baptism ceremony today... hehehe it wasn't my first time to be a godfather but it was my first time to attend such long ceremony ahahahaa...
btw the child is my friends daughter... sooo ya, baptism isn't cool! (it wasn't my child and I ain't got a child YET!!!!!)

but seeing my friends faces, I can tell, they're totally WAAAAW!! as if they're at jpopasia, ya know it's like heaven
so I kinda felt happy for them

well guess that makes my day a GOOODAY!

ja-ne!

thanks rashiyu!!!!!!!!!!!
your right, I got jpopasia to relax myself! hahahahaha (we all do! i hope )
ohhh yeah!
finally, got some calls!
I'll be having an interview on 28! ahahahaha
i gotta prepare my self! hope there ain't no exams yet!

one thing that bothers me though... my hair! i don't want to cut it!
but it seems i don't have much of a choice

tomorrow i'll be deciding if i'm cutting it or not

man this is troublesome....

apr 24, 2008!
ummm Journals eh??
what the hell am i doing??
I sooo not used to this things!

two months had past yet, i'm still lying around doing nothing!
I graduated this february BSIT and I never looked for a job, hehehe oh yeah!
all i did for the past one and half month is, go to the beach, relax, and party...
When I was at the beach, it's like JPOPASIA!!!
yeah it's like heaven no problems and worries, no past no future... just the sun, sand, water, music, party and girls

it's only this April that i started applying for a job, and i'd say it's a little bit hard! I dunno, i guess i'll just to review or study again... I think i'm running out of luck... well right now i'm just burning my time and waiting for calls

anyway, i'm suppose to continue my video gaming life but i didn't, i think i'll just do that once I get a job...

so this is a journal eh? not bad...
ja-ne!

yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

i just bought a house and become a fan and my jpops are really drained, arrrrr
i want more jpops!!!!
what a boring life this is, jobless and useless, i wrote a journal because i want more jpops, hahahahahaha, uaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh, i'm getting sleepy i think i'll sleep for now,
ja-ne!

wooooowwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!! after two days it's finally working! now i can be friends and be a fan etc..... i wonder why what happened back there.... well it's now working so i guess it doesn't matter ahahahaha

anyway i just woke up and now eating my breakfast, although it's already afternoon hahaha

yaaaay! thanks everyone! for accepting my invites, hehehehe i love this site!