takeshikaneshi
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HYD in Malaysia!!
my phobia came back!!
Posted 24 October, 2008 (4 weeks ago) | Views: 89 | View comments (7) | Add comment |
No Good?!
i was so scared to get out of the house right now
yesterday were a very emotional, shocking and tiring day for me
i'll tell you why
when i'm going to the supermarket last night, i was so shocked to see a dog near me
(it's bcoz i was once chased by a dog..
now i'm too scared be near to the dog.
i'm getting this phobia of dogs for years now
i don't hate dogs but i just can't be near to it bcoz of the incident )
let me continue the story
then, the dog who saw me in shocked also shocked
maybe it thinks i wanna do something bad to it but NO! I DON'T!
i'm just so startled!!
suddenly the dog gets up and started barking
and IT CHASED ME!!!
there's nobody around, only parked cars..
when it chased me, i was so scared and PANICKED TOO!!
i just run with all my might
i screamed, fell down, get up back, hit the parked car countless time
i just bare in my mind that i want to run away from the dog
while running i saw lights that came from a restaurant
i was so relieved and i ran towards the place
i just want to get there as quickly as possible and i screamed for help
i hope somebody will help to stop the dog
but they just watched me screaming and running away from the dog
luckily the dog just stop there maybe bcoz of the crowd
somebody tried to calm me down and i saw the dog stop chasing me
i'm still in shocked
then i went into the supermarket to buy some stuff
only then i felt pain on my right leg
i just remembered that i fell down many times when the dog chased me
i felt so relieved and i started crying
i don't care if someone saw me crying
I'M JUST SO RELIEVED!!
i forgot to bring my handphone and i wonder how am i gonna go back
so i decided to take another route to my house
i'm being cautious all the time
afraid if the dog might come out of nowhere again
when i'm only 10 meters away from my house
i was so shocked when i saw the dog is in the ally beside my house
suddenly it gets up and started chasing me again
i felt so scared and i ran towards the shop under my house
the dog can't chased me anymore and it just barked there
i went up to my house and i cried all the way.
my housemates rarely saw me crying and they just give me time to calm
i'm so speechless!
they asked me if i were the one screaming just now when the dog is barking
after i calmed down myself then only i told them what has happened
they were shocked as they knew i was afraid of the dog..
maybe if i wanna go out from my house, they need to accompany me
P/S: this is the 2nd time i've being chased by a dog
but the most worst is being chased twice in one night
hopefully there'll be no 3rd time
~huhuhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh~
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tired.. fatigue.. penat.. T_T
yay!! ang pow!!
me feeling sad :(
Posted 12 September, 2008 (2 months ago) | Views: 161 | View comments (2) | Add comment |
SAD! SAD! SAD!
this is what happened to me recently
few days ago, i had japanese language test
i'm so excited bout it
even my friends told me that i'm putting more effort for that test
and when it comes to other subjects, me is just so so
(not forgetting other subjects is important too )
i'm very determined to get 100% for japanese test
but now i think i can't
i can do the listening test
but not for writing test
the section for translation part is hard
i kept confusing myself with the sentences
really hate it!!
yesterday, i got another test
probability and statistics paper
we're allowed to bring in a piece of paper
that contains all formula that we wrote before
coz there's so much formula to remember
but still, i didn't do well again in the test
just like the japanese test
i just can't bare with frustration anymore!!
i've reached my limit
after the prob & stat paper, i felt so down
and so weak, not in a good mood at all
i walked home in a frustrating mood
i want to scream badly!!
so that i don't feel tensed anymore
i can't scream coz people will look at me
and will think i'm weird or abnormal or just crazy
bcoz of that, i just played my mp3
until then i feel like i just wanna cry
i shuffled the playlist in my mp3
so i didn't know what song will be played
the first song played is Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru
i remembered my ryo-chan died in LAST FRIENDS drama and that song as the theme!!
when i listened to it, my eyes start to fill with tears
but the tears didn't want to fall!! Arghhhhh!!!!
so i waited for the next song
i'm so surprised!! Proud by Tohoshinki!!
why another sad song is played when i'm feeling down?!
but now all the tears go all the way down like waterfall
yay! perhaps?!
maybe i felt so emotional when i recalled the part where JUNSU and Micky cried
why should i remember all the sad stuffs?!
next song played is FIND by SS501
i love that song!! yet, still a sad song!!
i can't bare to hear all the sad song so i just off the mp3
but then i feel much better
feels like i have gave it all out
no more tears will fall anymore next time!
P/S : i'll do my best and the hardest for next time!!
i'll repay back what i have regret! yosh!
~lalalalallalalalalalallalala~ | |
Ouch!! itte!
Fun! Fun! Fun!
HOLIDAY AGAIN!! EXAM AGAIN!!
Posted 13 August, 2008 (3 months ago) | Views: 242 | View comments (0) | Add comment |
i'm gonna have fun next week!! yay!!
it's the mid-term break! finally can rest a bit! yup!
but it's only for a week.. huhu....
i'm goin to Singapore!! waaaaaa......
to celebrate my cousin's wedding. hehehe....
maybe i'll be busy too for the wedding preparation. who might knows?! hehehe...
me going to be busy with study too..
after the wonderful holiday, there are 2 exams! huhuhu...
and the papers are really tough. wuuuuuu......
so i need to study and helping at the same time.. hmmmm...
but for now, i need to get rest and rilex. heheh...
tomorrow night i have an exam on mechanical fluid. arghhhhh....
i just can't imagine how the engines works and there are soooooo many types...
my mind will explode with soooo many things to read... huhuhu....
i haven't start study anything yet for tomorrow. LOL
don't have mood to study in the afternoon. hehehe...
P/S: this friday morning i have a quiz and in the afternoon goin to watch movie!
then, i'm goin home the next day and start enjoying my holiday! yay!
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lalallalala....
Posted 09 August, 2008 (3 months ago) | Views: 265 | View comments (1) | Add comment |
today i'm so happy! yeah!! VERY HAPPY!! yay!
i dunno why.. hehehhehe...
it's just that i'm feeling great right now... heeee....
every time i listen to "A Song Calling For You" by SS501,
it'll make me happy even when i'm down! huuuuu...
lately i feel so depressed with all the problems that i faced. arghhhhh...
i really hate it, makes my life so miserable. huhuhu...
so to reduce my tense, i'll listen to A Song Calling For You!!
it's proven that i'll be cheerful in a sec!! hahhahaha...
and one of the things that'll take me into the dreamland is
HYUN JOONG OPPA of course!! waaaaaaa.....
i hope that all my probs will be gone forever.
but life meant nothing without problems, rite! hmmmm.....
so, wut do i care! i'll just carry on with my life
as long as i'm happy and everyone around me is happy too! LOL
P/S: i'll brighten up my day with forgetting all the probs for a while! yup!!!
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me is random?? hmmm...
arghhhhhh.....
Akanishi's tanjoubi!!
Noooooooo!!!!
me feel bored... and happy at the same time : )
tanoshi + happy = SUPER FUN !!!
so quick?!
gomenasai!!
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