waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....again...its happen again i posted it 3 times....

.....arghh
made it again...mistake!!!!

sorry!!!!!

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Let me start how can i found this site....actually a year ago i want to find some lyrics for Tamaki Nami's song if i'm not mistaken ....i just browsing at yahoo.com...then i found this site ....but at that time i don't think to joined JPA...i just go here and find the lyrics...but after i found that's lyrics...i lost the link of this website...after a couple of month i search other lyrics then i go back to this website back....on that time i decide to make an account...yay!!!

A year ago, no paid account and that time JPA not like this...i think i like new JPA...but before this, video chat is open to all ...but at that time...at chat not crowded like now...makes me remember the first video i replace is "Aitai Kimochi" from Glay....but my video deleted by moderator....when i checked it back the video still my video but my jpops already deducted... ....i'm kinda mad at that time....its happen to me twice...and now its doesn't matter...and the first lyrics i posted is "Chiisana Tenohira" by Aqua Timez...

I'm not too active at JPA before this....and its kinda long time i didn't turn on my JPA's account...then when i'm back JPA under maintenance... ....i'm not give up ...after a week i'm going back to JPA...and JPA has new looks...i still remember the theme song for that time is Namie Amuro's song, New Look....when i remember back...the song is suitable for JPA on that time...actually i'm kinda lost when first time saw new look of JPA website ...i hate this new look at first time...and makes me angry because no more chatroom.... ...

That made me go to the forums...and i know a lot of ppls at the forums like rashiyu, blidus, kireichan and others ...we like beating each other....and i never thought that i can beat dilachan in the posting...and we always beating each other to get leader for today, a week, a month and leader for all time...and 5 month ago the forums "last post win" make me crazy...and that forum make me addicted to this site...and that time i know xin and ess...we always fight each other especially me and xin... hahaha...that's so funny...i miss that time....one more the crazy person i meet is Gomu...hahaha...he posted around 400 posts a day not a day but at one time...he didn't sleep cuz want to posting at JPA...crazy....in 1 week he got 1000 posts if i'm not mistaken...

Me and xin not only fight at forums but in chat room too...gah...the craziest thing i do...fight with him and make me likes him...but now?? not anymore....when talked about this stuff too much sad thing happen in a year i'm at JPA...some of the JPA's member makes me cries...until now!!! who's that person??? i won't tell it...i want keep it as my secret ....what i know everytime i like someone... someone will like someone else....gah idk why its always happen to me...

And now....JPA already changed...too much new members at JPA right now...not like before this i can see just 5 persons or less at JPA chat...but now....its can reaches until 17 persons at one time ...Gah i'm addicted so much this website after i joined "last post win forum"....and make me buy the creme account...i used my best friend's paypal account to bought this paid account....the craziest thing i did in my life.....hahaha

and whatever

^-^ OMEDETOU!!! HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!! ^-^

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Yay....18th of november... ....yesterday is my first anniversary at JPA...happy!!! ....actually i don't know what to write.... ...but i want to write something on my journal...hah...maybe some story about me before i'm joined JPA...until now!!! ...

i will write all in next journal...!!!

KOREA!!! wahahahaha....i'm so happy when talking about KOREA!!! i can't believe that i can go to KOREA soon....waaaahhhhh ..... i hope i can go to JAPAN...but its okay...KOREA is not bad too.... ... even too much sad thing happen to me...sad...want to cry...but at the same times too much happy thing happen to me too...HYD and KOREA!!!!!

KOREA....KOREA...KOREA!!!! actually my dad called me on yesterday morning...i thought he want to asked me about my exam or anything about me....but i'm wrong....this is my conversation between me and my dad...

me : hello...

dad : where are you right now?? are you in the class??
(dad....no more class for right now.....exam weeks)

me : no...i'm at home..why??

dad : do you want to go to KOREA???
(WHAT???? i'm surprised...)

me : want...i want go to KOREA....but when?

dad : next month...do you makes your international passport?

me : not yet...i don't have anytime to make it...ahh...i have paper today...

dad : okay..okay....whatever go to make your passport first...

me : okay!!! i'll go to make it after my exam finish....bye!!


waaaaaahhh...i can't believe it...my dad just called me to ask me about want go to KOREA or not...i'm really...really surprised....dadddddddd.....love you dad.....i'll make the international passport...i want go to KOREA!!!! i'm in holiday on next month.....

DAD....LOVE YOU!!!! KOREA WAIT FOR ME!!!!


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ARGH!!!! LIAR!!!! I HATE LIAR!!!!

DARN!! I POSTED IT TWICE....


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ARGH!!!! LIAR!!!! I HATE LIAR!!!!

why peoples i really trust lies to me??? why?? I HATE LIAR!! what am i doing until the person wont tell me the truth??? WHY???? i really don't know why we need to lie...

i hate liar....i hate it so much....i'll try to not to hate the person...i can't believe the person can lie so much things....i'm so sad..so sad about it....the person makes me so disappointed...

i wanna cry right now...cuz too much things happen to me recently....i want forgive you but i can't forgive you for right now....argh!!! i hate you....i hate you so much....even i try not to hate you...WHY YOU LIE TO ME???? WHY???? ...its too much to me....you really make me upset...

you make me more hurt than before this....i already sad cuz of someone...and now you adds more hurting to me...i don't know why i'm speechless when i meet you...and i won't talked to you....i won't meet you....DAMN!!!

why this happen to me?? WHY!!!!ARGH!!!!!! I HATE IT....i don't like to hate peoples but you make me hate you even i won't do that...you killed my trust to you....i won't believe you anymore...everything you say is not true...you lie....YOU LIE IT!!! YOU LIE!!! LIAR!!!


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waa....tegochan's birthday coming soon...his birthday on November 11....waaa...another 7 days....but i have paper on that day...so i can't online....on that day...


Tegoshi...otanjoubi omedetou....may your wish come true....and i hope i can meet you one day....waaaaaaaaa....


tegochan....otanjoubi omedetou!!! Happy birthday....love you soooo much!!!! daisuki dayo!!!!


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HANA YORI DANGO FINAL!!!!!! finally....i can watched this movie....waaaaaaaaaa..... i can't believe this movie now showing at our place....

i can't waiting nextweek ....me and take-chan will watched this movie nextweek!!! waaaaaaaaa......HYD!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee......i'm so happy.....

makino and domyouji wait for me....i'll visited you guys soon!!!!!!



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My final exam will coming this Wednesday...i'm kinda nervous actually....and also scared about my first paper...the first paper makes me so worried about it...SOLID WASTE MANAGEMENT!!!! T_T.....

I can't online like usual...I'll not online for 2 or 3 days....and i hope you guys don't miss me a lot....hahahahaha .... ...but you guys can miss a little....hahahaha

okay guys cya another 3 days....wish me good luck....!!!!




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PLEASE STOP IT!!! PLEASE!!! ONEGAI!!!

Please don't compared me with someone...please!!! i hate peoples comparing me with someone....I REALLY HATE IT!!! even its true...please....i begging you guys please don't makes any comparison me with someone....ONEGAISHIMASU!!

Guys i hope you noticed it...because when you makes comparison me with someone...you also made i lost my self confidence...that's why i hate to be comparing with someone...i don't know why i hate it so much and i don't know why it can made i lost my self confidence ...and this one of the bad thing about me....i really hope you guys can stop about it....sorry....then.. PLEASE...GUYS PLEASE.....DON'T COMPARED ME WITH SOMEONE....PLEASE....!!!...i'm sorry...so sorry....

MINNA SAN, GOMENNASAI!!! DON'T MAKES ANY COMPARISON AGAIN!!! ONEGAISHIMASU!!!




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i'm so sleepy... but i can't sleep...i don't why i can't sleep...i already try to sleep but still can't...gah i didn't get enough sleep for a few days...

this morning i've math tests... but yesterday i didn't do any revision about my test...cuz i was sleeping for the whole night...i'm wake up every 1 hour but i continue back my sleep...until 5:30am...then i woke up and didn't sleep until now....
after my test i'd try to sleep but still can't....gahh....I NEED SLEEP NOW!!! BUT CAN'T....

and now i wanna hangout with takechan....want to buy toner for my laser jet printer...and i hope i can sleep after i'm back from the malls....

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Tired...sleepy...waaaaaaaaaaaaa......i wonder why i'm so busy recently??? my works...i've got too much works...my research proposal need to submit this thursday...my solid waste assignment also need to submit at the same day... tomorrow i have replacement class at 4-6pm....waaa....so tired....

i'm sooo sleepy now...but i can't sleep cuz my research proposal didn't finish yet...but i'm really...really sleepy and tired...my body hurt...

next two weeks, my final exam will be started....again....my first paper on 29th October...and my first paper is Solid Waste subject...gah i can't understand for this subject since first class...and makes me worried about this paper...kyaaaaaaaa....i need to score this final exam to improve my CGPA....

WAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....TIREDDDDDDDDDD!!!! SLEEPYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!


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• Jerry Yan as Dong Fang Xiang
  Show Lou as Yuan Da Ying *where i thought that's Jay Chou at first time i watch this series*
  Zhou cai Shi as Zhan Jie Er / Qiu Kui
  Coco Jiang as Li Ying
  Wu Chun as Wu Ji Zun
  George Hu as Wu Ji Wei
  Gu Bao Ming as Li Zi Ping
  Michael Zhang as Can
  

TVXQ copied Sarah Connor?? Gah...the music and the lyric kinda same... but the differents is TVXQ sang in korean and Sarah Conner sang in english....and woman version...but its really similar...ARGHH ...who's false?? that's not TVXQ fault.... Darn.... ...why same.... but TVXQ version is more energatic then Sarah Connor version...and i like TVXQ version than Sarah Connor version......

you guys can click this link to checked the song....and comment it...i wanna know how do you feels when listen to sarah Connor version...

yay...finally...i've got reach 10 000 posts....yay for me....kyaaaaaaaaa....i'm so happy now....happyyyyyyyyyyyy....and happppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....hahahaha....
but maybe my happiness is temporary only...who's know....but what i know....tonight i'm so happy....yay...







....10 000 POSTS.....YAY....



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Now i'm at home...yeah...my 6 new born kitties already growing... ...and so kawaii...and like usual when i came back home i will find oyen and grey first and also fatty appa...LOL...they seem like missed me... they followed me especially appa...he follows me into my room... grey sleeps on my bed... ^-^...lalala... but my MYOJO MAGAZINE got wet because of heavy rain ...the rain enter from the window...and my table behind the window...that's why my MYOJO MAGAZINE got wet....

This part i wanna write in 'bahasa' and i'm using short form ... i'm sorry if you guys who read this journal can't understand it...if you asked me what is the meaning...maybe i'll tell you and maybe not...but i'm so sorry...cuz its the only the way can makes my feelings feels better than before this...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....menyampahnya....benci !! knp sume ni kna kt aku??? knp?? aku bosan la mcm ni...bosan sgt2... smkn hari smkn mnyamph aku kt certain org2 yg ade kt cni...x gna aku lpk cni lme2 tp xdpt pape pn...aku tau la aku ni x sbrp...arghhhh x ske la prsaan ni...aku x ske... aku mmg slalu kna mcm ni...skli pn dgn kluarga aku...klu aku tu sume org wat xtau... klu adk2 aku yg lain tu...nk kna call la...nk kna jmput la....fed up la mcm ni...mgkin gk aku jns brdikari ibu dgn ayh aku x risau sgt...klu kluarga mgkin xpe lg tp klu dgn kwn2 aku agk trase..lg yg agk rpt dgn aku...spai kdg tu aku trtny2 knp org sllu lpekn aku...aku ni sllu mkn hati...aku smpn sndiri...klu dh xthn sgt aku akn mnangis...tu je yg aku mmpu...mcm tu gk la prasaan aku kt cni...kdg aku rse diabaikan...dilpekan....spai aku rse prasaan mnympah dgn org2 yg brknaan.. aku xske sgt2 prsaan ni...ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

end for 'bahasa' season...now back to english...i just wanna say...now you guys can beat me...especially xin... go ahead if you wanna beat me, xin...i don't care anymore about it... and i won't care everything what you guys wanna do...duh...maybe you guys can't see again old 'akichan' who like denial everything... maybe i'm different start from now...

WHAT EVER GUYS I'M SORRY IF I'M HURTING PEOPLES FEELINGS...I'M SOOO SORRY...

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Yes finally...i'm gonna back to my parents house today after a month i did't back....kya...i can't wait it...i miss my parents....i really miss my kitties....kyaaaaaaaaa......i wanna see my new born kitties...Lalalala...my house...i'm back....tadaima....!!

hurm....yay...another 2 month....my anniversary with JPA...yay... ... and i keep wondering about something...gah why i must wondering about this?? hurm...i'm so upset...but it's okay..i'm gonna change back to normal soon...^-^....i hope so
i know i can be happy like before this soon....its too much problems...too much...but i'll try to be happy...even i'm unhappy...

whatever...i can go back to my parents house...i can meet my lil bro...i miss that boy...my kitties...kyaaaa...i can baked a chocolate cake..lalala...chocolate cake...yummy....

i don't know why recently i'm so lazy... i like sleeping more than do my homework... and i like to do last minutes work.... .... tomorrow i have a test....gah...i'm so lazy to study...waaaa....i didn't finish yet my personal proposal... my supervisor will be angry... ....

wanna say about yesterday again... yesterday on the everning i was chatting and on JPA illegally...mwahahahaha.... and on that morning...i was on my YM too but through mu phone....my 'solid waste' class soooo boring....everytime i came to that class...i'm felt so sleepy...but i can't sleep cuz i sit in front of my lecturer... that's why i'm on my YM and chatting with Xinny...LOL....and i'm texting with take-chan on the same time...

back to the topic....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....help me....LAZY!!! go away from me... i want study and i need to do my revision....nah....i must go now....MY PROPOSALLLLL....i need to do it now....so bored....and sleepy.....

AHH....NO!!! DON'T BE LAZY!!!!....AKICHAN

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