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You're beautiful. Kind. Silly. Sweet. Humorous. Trustworthy. Faithful. Respectful. Caring. Loving. Cute, especially when you're embarrassed/nervous ^^ Outgoing. And just all around amazing :)
I've told you all of this before orrr at least most of it, but I'll just put it here just in case you ever want to just take a peek at it ;) haha
*sigh* ...You make me feel...complete. I know you're still very shy and embarrassed, and cautious. It's alright :) One...
Read more (741 words more)You're beautiful. Kind. Silly. Sweet. Humorous. Trustworthy. Faithful. Respectful. Caring. Loving. Cute, especially when you're embarrassed/nervous 
Outgoing. And just all around amazing 
I've told you all of this before orrr at least most of it, but I'll just put it here just in case you ever want to just take a peek at it 
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*sigh* ...You make me feel...complete. I know you're still very shy and embarrassed, and cautious. It's alright One day, we'll make it there...one day you'll be able to stand by my side...just the 2 of us...holding my hand while I hold yours...and I'm going to mention how silly you thought of me when we first started dating, and we're both just going to laugh about it (: Until that day though, I'm willing to and will be taking things slowly with you. I want you to be by my side and I want to be by your side. I can't mess this up, I really can't.
Whatever people say about us, they're just being rude and ignorant. They do not know you. They do not know me. They do not know us. Don't take too much offense by their words. You know that I've accepted you for who you are already, and that's literally all that should matter. If they do ever get to you again, I will be here to comfort you, reassure you that I like you, just the way you are (: They may be a part of our lives, but they are not part of yours and my love life. This will only be something us two will share, so don't let their words get to you. I will keel them 
lol jkjk Just be happy that two of the cutest and kindest people are together Anyone who thinks otherwise is just jealous 
Right?
What you mean to me...You are my determination to do the best that I can. You are my determination to do what I thought I couldn't. You are the reason I feel like I can accomplish the things I thought I once lost. I'm willing to drop everything just for you. But I'm not going to do that. Instead...I'm going to do my best to accomplish the things that will lead us to a better future, where we can enjoy things freely and I won't have to worry about not having enough money or worry if I'm up too late. For the past few months, I lost my motivation to do many things. But after finally talking to you and getting a "yes" after asking you out, I found my motivation again. This time, it's stronger than ever, and it'll continue to stay this way. I know...we've only been dating for 2 1/2 days as I write this, but I also know...that you like me very very much, and I like you very very much So I really do feel like I'm not over thinking things and it is appropriate to say this. You...are my everything < 3
And yes, I'll admit that even all of this sounds kinda sounds cheesy 
ahaha But uhmm I'm just listening to a certain song on repeat as I'm typing this. Mmmm I told you that I've been playing the piano for about 4 years now. I think it's been 4 years ahaa But I also said that I've been lazy with the piano for the past 2 years. You make me suddenly want to start playing the piano again though, and...this song has been reminding me of you whenever I listen to it, so I feel that it will be nice to learn this and hopefully play for you one day. No -shakes head- I WILL play it to you and for you one day Etto...here is....the song
But before that...I want to mention that I won't be going here anymore. I honestly don't feel the need to be on this site anymore. I think I found what...no, WHO I was looking for, and that's you A chapter in my life has ended, and a new one has just begun. I will leave this account open, just for this 1 journal. And I'm sorry to all the friends I've made here, but I'm sure you guys are more than understanding with the decision that I'm making. But yeah, I'll only come on this site now as a guest to update myself with the new music. Other than that though, this is goodbye friends. Goodbye my friends! Take care!
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?NR=1&v=aVmZpcrQBU4&feature=endscreen[/youtube]
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I wanna talk about sooooo many things, but I'll just talk about Kalafina for now
WELL...It's hard to explain while trying to keep it short, but I'll try to. We had seats in the balcony, which were not too great actually ahaha BUT...one of my friends (whose seating was away from the rest of us because he wanted to come too so I bought him a ticket at the ticket booth) came to my friend and I after like 15 minutes of waiting for the concert to begin and flashed us...
Read more (380 words more)I wanna talk about sooooo many things, but I'll just talk about Kalafina for now
WELL...It's hard to explain while trying to keep it short, but I'll try to. We had seats in the balcony, which were not too great actually ahaha BUT...one of my friends (whose seating was away from the rest of us because he wanted to come too so I bought him a ticket at the ticket booth) came to my friend and I after like 15 minutes of waiting for the concert to begin and flashed us 3 tickets. . To. The. Front. Section 
I know! At first I didn't believe him either haha Apparently, there was a guy going down the balcony sections giving away front row seats for free for no apparent reason. But yeah, the tickets were surprisingly real and our new seats were so close to the stage 
I'd say maybe like 50 feet away from the stage compared to our balcony seats haha That already made my night. The concert though...
...was AMAZIIIING!!! Ahhh how to describe it other than amazing...it was like...mind blowing I still cannot grasp that I got to witness such a talented group perform live in front of my very eyes. When they started to sing "To the Beginning," I looked at my friends, who didn't know what the song was and mouthed the words," OH. MY. GOD." And I mayyyyy have jumped up and fangirl screamed after they sang that...twice Bwuahaha Ahhh Keiko is soooo cute though!! Her English is the worst compared to Wakana and Hikaru, but that's what makes her so funny and cute haha The way they said "hotdog" was so adorable too lol "Ohhh Hotatadog"
But yush, the concert...I have nothing to say besides good things Their live singing literally sounds like what you'd hear in studio recordings. All the songs that they performed were the ones I was hoping they would perform too. And yush :3 Of course haha all 3 of them looked so pretty
AH! Keiko talked to me too!! The autograph session...I went to it :3
I bought their new album to get signed, and when I went up to them, they were talking in Japanese. Oh...How I wish I knew Japanese 
But anywho lol I was cosplaying as anbu Naruto that day, and Keiko recognized my cosplay and said something in Japanese to me and then was like, "Oh you cosplay as Naruto ne? " It was like ahhh LIFE. COMPLETE.
I wish I could say more without sounding like a fangirl bwuahaha but it's okie I'll probably post pictures in my next journal · close
Ahhh the time has finally come!!! :moved: ACEN is tomorrow!! >.<
I'm so excited but nervous at the same time ahaa Compared to my first anime convention, ACEN's literally 10 times bigger :O Ohhh I'm not sure what we're going to actually do there. I'm not much of the type to go to the panels. I like to just roam and see all the unique cosplayers and take photos of/with them :) especially the dealer's hall :crazy: I actually have some money to spend this time,...
Read more (265 words more)Ahhh the time has finally come!!! ACEN is tomorrow!!
I'm so excited but nervous at the same time ahaa Compared to my first anime convention, ACEN's literally 10 times bigger Ohhh I'm not sure what we're going to actually do there. I'm not much of the type to go to the panels. I like to just roam and see all the unique cosplayers and take photos of/with them especially the dealer's hall 
I actually have some money to spend this time, so I'm hoping to buy some aweshum sthuff haha
I do know that my friends and I are going to go see Kalafina's concert tomorrow though We decided to go at the last minute, so our seats aren't in the front section 
We have the balcony. Oh wells haha I just want to see Kalafina perform And mmm I kiiiinda sorta really want their autographs and hopefully a picture of them too ahaa SO...I'm going to try to make it to one of their autograph sessions...most likely their Saturday one, and I'll go super early too. I think I'm the only one from my group that's going to try and get their autographs. But that means...I'll be in my anbu Naruto cosplay if and when I meet them Bwuahaha
OH! Mmmm my cosplay plans are pretty simple
Friday - BMO (human version) from Adventure Time
Saturday + Sunday - Anbu Naruto from. . . .Naruto lol
Ahhh so many cosplays I want to see...my mental list has overloaded ahaa
Mmmm now I just have to finish with some final touches and pack...and make sure that I don't forget ANYTHING...anyyyytinnng. OH! And I still have to come up with some poses when I take pictures I think I can just get away with peace signs for BMO though haha
But yush, I think that's all I have to say for now without making this too long. I should probably start finishing my things. Goodbye · close
Sooooo. . .etto. . .It's...my mmm birthday! :moved: haha
How old am I now...mmm let's see...-counts fingers-. . .17 + 0, carry the 8...I'm 19! ^^
I don't really think I'm gonna do anything special ^_^;; ahaa I was never the type to celebrate my birthday. At the very least, I just hope that I get to relax and not have to worry about anything. That's all I ask for ehehe
Hmmm 19...I wasn't expecting to be where I am now looking ba...
Read more (112 words more)Sooooo. . .etto. . .It's...my mmm birthday! haha
How old am I now...mmm let's see...-counts fingers-. . .17 + 0, carry the 8...I'm 19!
I don't really think I'm gonna do anything special ^_^;; ahaa I was never the type to celebrate my birthday. At the very least, I just hope that I get to relax and not have to worry about anything. That's all I ask for ehehe
Hmmm 19...I wasn't expecting to be where I am now looking back a year ago. It's not necessarily a good or bad thing, but it's just the way it is I just wonder what next year will be like...hmmm -thinks-...
I already got some birthday wishes though and it's only been 2 hours into the day, which is really nice
Mmmm I already made my wish...just now I did. It's silly haha but it's fun (: Hmmm it's not something money can necessarily buy. I'm not sure if I can tell you what my wish is either, soooooo gomenasai! ahaa
Buuuuuut it's 2:30am here, so I'm gonna get some sleep. Oyasuminasai · close
So, my little brother's birthday just passed and my other little brother's birthday is coming up in a month
TOTALLY irrelevant, buuuuut. . .Jimmy's birthday is in 2 days (May 12th) :moved:
But yeah, I really did not know what to get him, so I didn't. Orrrr did I? ;) Mwuahahaha
I couldn't use the cash I have left cuz all of it is going towards ACEN sooooo instead, I ordered my little brother something as a late birthday present and...
Read more (144 words more)So, my little brother's birthday just passed and my other little brother's birthday is coming up in a month
TOTALLY irrelevant, buuuuut. . .Jimmy's birthday is in 2 days (May 12th)
But yeah, I really did not know what to get him, so I didn't. Orrrr did I? Mwuahahaha
I couldn't use the cash I have left cuz all of it is going towards ACEN sooooo instead, I ordered my little brother something as a late birthday present and my other little brother something as an early birthday present. Why did I choose to get them something so expensive ahaha It's okie though
I ordered them a 3DS XL to share along with a copy of Pokemon Black 2 and Pokemon White 2. They'll each get their own copy Ahhh I wanna play Pokemon too!! -jealous- Piiika pika!
They don't know about it though hehe Their faces when I tell them it's theirs are gonna be like And then I'm just gonna be like, "Yup, no biggie"
Ahhh I'm so tempted to get myself a copy of Pokemon White 2 too now
Jimmy's favorite Pokemon
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I don't know whether I'm gonna be grateful later for telling her, or if I'm gonna regret it....that I do like her best friend. Either way though, it REALLY seems like she's up to something -_- hmmmm -thinks-
Yesterday...I didn't notice it until today but yesterday, our friend somehow managed to text me with my crush's number. The message said, "Hey baby, let's go out for dinner. I treat ;D " I didn't notice it until today when she showed...
Read more (487 words more)I don't know whether I'm gonna be grateful later for telling her, or if I'm gonna regret it....that I do like her best friend. Either way though, it REALLY seems like she's up to something -_- hmmmm -thinks-
Yesterday...I didn't notice it until today but yesterday, our friend somehow managed to text me with my crush's number. The message said, "Hey baby, let's go out for dinner. I treat ;D " I didn't notice it until today when she showed showed me.
And so TODAY...when I saw it, I kinda thought to myself if she really was trying to show me a hint now. I didn't freak out or anything. Instead, I kinda...wanted to play along to see what would happen haha I typed, "Okie What time?" but I didn't press the send button yet. I showed it to my crush's best friend to see if it would be funny annnnnnd she was looking at it...and looking at it...and then...she quickly pressed the send button! ahaa My face was literally just like
It turns out that my crush's phone number is broken so she didn't see anything, We didn't know at the time though, BUT...that's not the end of it. It's actually just the beginning...
After her best friend sent the message, she wouldn't give me my phone cuz she knew I was gonna send another message saying that it was her best friend that actually sent the message. So...I don't know how it got to this, but she started asking me if I like my crush or not. It wasn't just that either ahaa I wouldn't answer, so she started asking me how come I don't like my crush. This went on for about...the next hour or so. Yeah ahaa She was THAT curious My crush would walk in and out of the room every so minutes, and her best friend would just give me the death glare like, "You better tell meh -_- " ahaha Twas funny
But uhmm yeah...it's weird. Like, I literally show no signs whatsoever of me liking my crush to anyone, so her best friend should have never known. This wasn't a joke either, where she was just trying to pull my leg. It was super funny, but I could tell that she wasn't joking around. She genuinely wanted to know. And...I'm seriously the only person that she's doing this to too. Earlier in the week, whenever my crush was around, she kept referring to me as my crush's boyfriend. The only 2 reasons that I can come up with as to why she's become so curious is either because she wants to set us both up, or...my crush likes me and now she's acting as the "middleman" to find out how I think of my crush.
If and when I tell my crush's friend the truth tomorrow...all hell's gonna break loose ahaha Not sure if that's in a good way or bad way though...-scared for future Jimmy-
Good luck future Jimmy. Don't die future Jimmy. Prepare for an escape route future Jimmy. Okie...goodbye future Jimmy
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Okie okie, I've made 2 changes with my plans for ACEN...the anime convention that I'm going to
Mmmm the first one...I'm going with the anime club now instead of with my friend and his friends. Nothing bad or personal happened haha It's just...my friend and his friends aren't even discussing any plans yet and pretty much almost all the hotels around the convention are booked. They haven't even ordered their badges yet -_- And uhmm I only met my friend's friends...
Read more (278 words more)Okie okie, I've made 2 changes with my plans for ACEN...the anime convention that I'm going to
Mmmm the first one...I'm going with the anime club now instead of with my friend and his friends. Nothing bad or personal happened haha It's just...my friend and his friends aren't even discussing any plans yet and pretty much almost all the hotels around the convention are booked. They haven't even ordered their badges yet -_- And uhmm I only met my friend's friends once and...it's going to be extremely awkward for me if I go with them. It takes me time to get comfortable with people in person...LOTS of time. As much as I want my friend to have fun, I also want myself to have fun as well. But I'm not going to have fun if I'm spending my weekend keeping to myself...
Plus...I just want to spend more time with the anime club because I've made so many close friends in there now. They were what made my previous convention experience so amazing, and it's only going to get better now that I've gotten closer to more of them I feel like I can be my true self and not be embarrassed or self conscious.
Mmmm the second one...I'm not cosplaying as anbu Kakashi anymore. MmMm -shakes head- Nnnnope. Instead, I'm cosplaying as...anbu Naruto!! Bwuahaha
I just...look funny as Kakashi ahaa Well, the mask I bought isn't too great, which is one of Kakashi's key features. I can probably somewhat manage the wig, but the mask...just ruins everything I'll still play with Kakashi's wig and see what happens though.
But uhmm anbu Naruto...my anbu outfit came in the other day (FINALLY) and I tried it on along with my wig for Naruto out of curiosity and uhmm I just have to say this ahaha I look soooo badass as anbu Naruto!! Not. Even. Kidding. I'll take wayyyy more pictures and even have some poses planned out this time around ^_^
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AH! Why you so confusing friend?! >.<
*sigh* Hmmm...my friend keeps mentioning my crush to me again. She doesn't know that I have a crush on our friend though. Actually, nobody does ahaa
After thinking about it carefully...it could very well go both ways...like how my friend keeps mentioning my crush to me. It could all possibly be coincidental, and my friend really did think that I need help with my speech class. ORRR she might be using my need of help in speech class [size=...
Read more (109 words more)AH! Why you so confusing friend?!
*sigh* Hmmm...my friend keeps mentioning my crush to me again. She doesn't know that I have a crush on our friend though. Actually, nobody does ahaa
After thinking about it carefully...it could very well go both ways...like how my friend keeps mentioning my crush to me. It could all possibly be coincidental, and my friend really did think that I need help with my speech class. ORRR she might be using my need of help in speech class (which doesn't actually exist ) to set me up to talk to my crush because. . .maybe. . .my. . .crush...likes me...too? 
Like...she gave me my crush's phone number today
After ten minutes of silence today, my friend asked me for my phone number randomly. Nothing's weird about that at all. But after I gave my friend my number, she said that she'll give me my crush's number annnnnd -le POOF- text message with my crush's number O:
. . . .Should I...pretend...to need help with my speech class so that I can uhmm ahaa ...talk to her?
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Only a bit more than a month left! >.<
My BMO cosplay from Adventure Time is almost complete :moved: The only things I need to do now are buy a greenish/blueish long sleeve shirt and finish cutting my wig. My...ability to...decipher color is...embarrassing >.< ahaha Other than that though, I have everything I need for BMO :) I tried wearing what I have so far and uhmm I don't know haha I think it's adorable! ^^
My anbu Kakashi cosplay from Naruto...*sigh* Hmmm...It...
Read more (290 words more)Only a bit more than a month left!
My BMO cosplay from Adventure Time is almost complete The only things I need to do now are buy a greenish/blueish long sleeve shirt and finish cutting my wig. My...ability to...decipher color is...embarrassing ahaha Other than that though, I have everything I need for BMO I tried wearing what I have so far and uhmm I don't know haha I think it's adorable!
My anbu Kakashi cosplay from Naruto...*sigh* Hmmm...It's been 3 weeks -_- Everything should have been completed in 7-10 working days because that's what they said, but it still says that it's "processing." I sent them a message yesterday morning, and they said that they'll be shipping out my order today. Hopefully they actually ARE done with my order and will actually send it.
Back to BMO! haha Mmm I think I'm a little bit more excited for my BMO "cosplay" more than I am with my anbu Kakashi cosplay. Part of it is because. BMO. Is. UH-MAZIIING!! And another part is probably because I get to act all cute and silly, which is what I've always wanted to do but never really had the...open personality to do it publicly ahaa But uhmm if people recognize do me as BMO, I'm so gonna be like ". . . .YUSS!!! -HUGS-" ahahaha
OH! OH! I'm gonna make a mental list of some cosplays that I will be keeping my eyes peeled out for...I shall not fail this mission hehe
- Yuno (Mirai Nikki)
- Princess Bubblegum (Adventure Time)
- Marceline (Adventure Time)
- Lucy (Fairy Tail)
- Erza (Fairy Tail)
- Tsuna (Katekyo Hitman Reborn)
- Asuna (Sword Art Online)
- Allen Walker (D Gray Man) - hopefully in his crown clown form
- Dead Master (Black Rock Shooter)
- Misa (Death Note)
Mmm I'll just stop there for now cuz this list will never end ahaa · close
I MAY...have a crush...on my friend. Well...we're friends, but we hardly ever talk to each other. We hardly see one another too cuz I'm guessing that our schedules are complete opposites of each other ahaa We have so many mutual friends that we're both so close to, so we just have that unspoken friendship...if you get what I'm trying to say ahaa
Confusing stuff...One of our mutual friends seems to keep trying to set us up or something. I don't know if I'm just misr...
Read more (203 words more)I MAY...have a crush...on my friend. Well...we're friends, but we hardly ever talk to each other. We hardly see one another too cuz I'm guessing that our schedules are complete opposites of each other ahaa We have so many mutual friends that we're both so close to, so we just have that unspoken friendship...if you get what I'm trying to say ahaa
Confusing stuff...One of our mutual friends seems to keep trying to set us up or something. I don't know if I'm just misreading things and if our mutual friend's just joking around, or if she's actually trying to give me hints or what. But uhmm whenever this mutual friend of ours suggests that she and I do something together, my crush kinda...gets embarrassed? I don't know which kind of embarrassed, but yeah ahaa -confuzzled-
My friends were going to go eat out today, and I wasn't sure if I was going to go or not cuz I've...been...so tired lately ahaa But anywho, our mutual friend kept asking me if I was going to go eat out too, and I said that I might. And then every time, right after I reply, she'd tell my crush that she should go too. And during one time, our mutual friend even suggested that my crush and I go together o.O I didn't end up going though. I was too tired, and my crush wasn't going, so I went home.
Mmmm it's probably nothing though haha Unless I see a clear hint that she does in fact like me, I'm not going to do anything...just wanted to let out my thoughts...
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