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I haven't done any journals lately and haven't been an active user lately too. Aah, everything is killing me now
But anyway, don't be fooled by "signed up" numbers. I remember I registered here on 4th of April, 2012, so, today is my 1st year on JPA~ But I started using it only in the end of June, 2012, hah
Well, I don't know what to write. I'm glad I found this web-site, I can get information about J-artists I like, also I found a lot of new art...
I haven't done any journals lately and haven't been an active user lately too. Aah, everything is killing me now
But anyway, don't be fooled by "signed up" numbers. I remember I registered here on 4th of April, 2012, so, today is my 1st year on JPA~ But I started using it only in the end of June, 2012, hah
Well, I don't know what to write. I'm glad I found this web-site, I can get information about J-artists I like, also I found a lot of new artists through this site... Eeh... Yeah
Also I talked with a lot of interesting people here. Maybe, this is more important than music and such
Anyway, that's all I wanted to say
One more meaningless journal from me~
Thanks for reading
Happy anniversary, hah~ · close
You know, nobody understands my interest in J-music and Japan and such, even my family
I've been asking for visiting Japan for several years. Like the present'cause of my good (I'd said excellent) marks, or to practice my Japanese (what I started to learn several months ago), or just because I find this country interesting, but there was the only answer - NO. Actually, I didn't pay much attention to it and wasn't angry or such 'cause of it, as I can visit this count...
You know, nobody understands my interest in J-music and Japan and such, even my family
I've been asking for visiting Japan for several years. Like the present'cause of my good (I'd said excellent) marks, or to practice my Japanese (what I started to learn several months ago), or just because I find this country interesting, but there was the only answer - NO. Actually, I didn't pay much attention to it and wasn't angry or such 'cause of it, as I can visit this country later, but I still felt a little sad
But some days ago... I can call it only a miracle
I MAY GO TO JAPAN IN JUNE
It was some days ago, me and mom were talking about where to go in summer. And I accidently said "Maybe, Japan or Korea...". "Why not?" - was the answer. I was about to fall down from the chair /I actually fell down/ . My mom? Agree to go in one of these countries? Both are far away from us, it's too expensive, but she said "There's a lot of time, we can save the money. To Japan". DAMMIT, I WAS REALLY SHOCKED
Actually, I still can't believe in it, there's a lot of doubts, but... There's still a little chance and I believe in it. This is really exciting and incredible! I hope it's true and I really will go there in the summer
WISH ME LUCK! · close
Haha, well, actually it will be a short and a bit meaningless journal
Here's already 14th of January and today's my 14th birthday! Well, it's not so great, 'cause I'm only 14, but... I'm already 14! Haha, strange feelings
And I'm still looking like 12-13, as people say... Let's skip it
All gifts from family I've already recieved in the last year or in the first days of this year. Well, gifts aren't so important
And I still don't feel m...
Haha, well, actually it will be a short and a bit meaningless journal
Here's already 14th of January and today's my 14th birthday! Well, it's not so great, 'cause I'm only 14, but... I'm already 14! Haha, strange feelings
And I'm still looking like 12-13, as people say... Let's skip it
All gifts from family I've already recieved in the last year or in the first days of this year. Well, gifts aren't so important
And I still don't feel myself like 14 and barely will! Let's wait a bit
I can't say I'm really happy, but... This is still a happy day! I hope it will be awesome
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE
Haha XD
As I said, a meaningless journal
Good bye, and thanks for reading~ · close
Well, me and my friend Asia1, or Pineapple and Banana wrote this philosophic thoughts with a little meaningful story
Ме = dark blue
Asia1 = pink
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Have you ever thought who are we in this life and what do we mean? You can compare us with... A grain of sand? Yeah, this is the one of possible ways to compare
Have you ever thought that any thing we do requires efforts ?
Just like sand, we can make great deeds.
Look, a sand alone can't build ...
Well, me and my friend Asia1, or Pineapple and Banana wrote this philosophic thoughts with a little meaningful story
Ме = dark blue
Asia1 = pink
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Have you ever thought who are we in this life and what do we mean? You can compare us with... A grain of sand? Yeah, this is the one of possible ways to compare
Have you ever thought that any thing we do requires efforts ?
Just like sand, we can make great deeds.
Look, a sand alone can't build a sandcastle, but with the help of friendship and water big castles can be made!
The same with people. One person can't do something great, but with the help of others he can do everything
...maybe a simple banana can't make a fruit salad on its own, but if to add some more bananas and apples, we can have a tasty salad made! Other fruits, such as melons, pineapples are needed too! Just mix them together and voila - a tasty salad!
But now closer to our philosophic topic...
The sand and people. Let's talk about sand. As it was said earlier, one sand can't make a sandcastle, it needs water. And with help of it sand can make a big sandcastle or even something bigger. Something what has size of monument...
..like a statue of Hugh Jackman. You like him, right? He is so awesome! Ahem... Yes, together sand can make any sculpture. Friendship and waters of undertanding can make us strong and withstand any strong winds that may try to break our castles...(What is your favoiurite Hugh Jackman movie?)...
If sand and water unite its efforts, they can do everything. The same with fruits. And with the people.
Tasty fruits are grown by people. People put a lot of efforts to grow them and make salads. Ahem... People should work together!
Have you known that somewhere there may be a guy with name that sound like a fruit?(Can you imagine how funny it is? XD)
... and if seriously... ... maybe, the name will be similar to fruit, but will not reflect it at all... like Appol. A guy named Appol. Yeah he could be Appolo... but... he is just Appol. He thinks that he can't do much...
... Maybe he can't do much just because of his name. People can call him Apple too. People can underestimate him and he can't do anything with it.
One day, Appol went to a grocery store. His hands were full and when he was going out of the store, he dropped a packet.
He thought no one would help. Everyone were passing by and minded their own business. Because he used to do all alone, he could think that he has to pick the packet alone, too. But he knew that then, he would drop all others in his hands.
And he dropped everything on the floor, and became so sad about his life... but one girl came to him, and smiled, touching his shoulder. He couldn't believe that someone else is helping him, he is used to do all alone, and of course not always it gave good results because with the help of friends and people we can do much more. Then one granny helped to catch a running apple, looking that the guy needed help.
Then many people from the street started to notice that others help to this guy, and started to help him to gather all the dropped fruit and vegetables, and he couldn't believe this. Everyone helped him, and the guy stood up and smiled.
Maybe there is someone near you, whom you may know, or just an acquaintance. Who just needs your help, your smile to feel at safe, not to feel alone. One smile can change someone's life . And maybe even Appol can become Appolo one day, with the help of undersranding people, and with a bit of support
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Another case
There was a little grain of sand. It wasn't different from others and it thought that it can't do anything. It thought that the whole world against it
When a little boy tried to make a sandcastle, it always jumped out from a paddle and boys' hands. But this boy still built a sandcastle. This little grain of sand sadly looked on grains of sand what were in a sandcastle and felt a little jealous
But then one another grain come to our main hero and said: "Why do you always jusp out from a paddle? Why do you don't contact with water? Why do you don't do anything and just look at us? Come on! Let's do a sandcastle together!" Then water came to this grain and asked to join. Secretly this grain wanted to make a sandcastle on its own. But it can't. It needs help of water and other grains
Our grain decided to make its dream true. She decided to be with others to make asandcastle!
This boy came to this beach again to amke a sandcastle again. Our grain was in a paddle again. But now it didn't jump out. It stayed with others
And in the end, with other sand and water boy made a sandcastle. Our grain was happy, that it with others. And boy was happy to make a sandcastle!
You can't do anything without others. Even if you don't like to work with other, you will be happy to see the great result of working together
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I hope you've read this story and found meaning in it. And I hope you enjoyed reading it · close
So, New Year is close and I want to write this journal
But I'll start with negative. I'm annoyed from congratulations in social networks! Argh, it's really annoying
Okay, that's all from negative
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Okay, let's talk about good things
This year I found JPA and I'm really happy that I found it. I've met interesting people here
Asia1 - It's awesome that you're from the same country as me! I don't feel age difference a...
So, New Year is close and I want to write this journal
But I'll start with negative. I'm annoyed from congratulations in social networks! Argh, it's really annoying
Okay, that's all from negative
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Okay, let's talk about good things
This year I found JPA and I'm really happy that I found it. I've met interesting people here
Asia1 - It's awesome that you're from the same country as me! I don't feel age difference and it's really interesting to talk with you! I hope we'll meet someday. I really hope ~(^_^)~ Happy New Year, Banana!~~
Yumeoibito - I don't feel age difference with you, I'm glad I meet you. I hope you're okay now! Happy New Year, Melon!~~
NicoleCoelho - I'm sad that you're faraway from me, but it's interesting to talk with you! We like almost the same bands, it's cool~
VK94 - I met you only in the end of the year, but it still was interesting to talk with you
I don't feel age difference too~
And other JPA users. I'm really glad to meet you and to talk with you. Thank you
I like JPA and its users 'cause I don't feel any age difference at all. I'm younger than most of people here, but it doesn't matter. It's really cool...
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I haven't any big action this year, except I've et my old friend. He has changed and we didn't talk much, but I'm still happy that we met
And I've finally met my friends from my 1st school. And we're still talking in the net. And it was suddenly when I found out that some of 'em like K-pop and J-rock, yaaay!~ It makes me happy
Class Disbandment... The worst thing in this year, I start to hate my classmates more and I started to be hated or ignored. Well, it hasn't meaning. I prefer to forget about it
And in this year I found a lot of new bands and got more into J-rock and a bit in K-pop. I think it's awesome, 'cause it made my year better!
Well, that's all interesting things in this year
I hope the next, 2013 will be better
Best Wishes! Happy New Year!!~ · close
Well, everybody has dreams, what you see while sleeping?
I often see dreams about infinity. Just black void in front of my eyes. And a white point in front too
Through this white point I see the new world. Motivating and awesome music is playing. I look forward, I'm afraid, but I just can't stay on one place longer, my legs want to run
And I run ahead to this point. Melody becomes faster. I'm tired, but I'm still running. And when there's just a little to this world...
Well, everybody has dreams, what you see while sleeping?
I often see dreams about infinity. Just black void in front of my eyes. And a white point in front too
Through this white point I see the new world. Motivating and awesome music is playing. I look forward, I'm afraid, but I just can't stay on one place longer, my legs want to run
And I run ahead to this point. Melody becomes faster. I'm tired, but I'm still running. And when there's just a little to this world, just within arm's reach, it disappears
There's a void again, and this point has drifted away from me. I can't run anymore, I haven't any strength. Music becomes quieter
Does it mean, that I'm always close to my dreams, but I haven't something for reaching it? Or the fact, that they're unattainable for me?
I have strength to run forward again. I start to run, but sleep breaks. And it's often. Is this good or bad - I don't know. It's just a dream
But something significant dream. I'm sure
Sometimes, instead of the world or of a point there can be a person. And it's harder to reach the person
Void. Dark. Nothing there. No one there
I see this dream often. Very often · close
Just some things from my life
This month was a bit crazy, 'cause the end of the 1st term in October
I started to use Twitter a lot
And this month passed so fast, yeah?
Again and again. Such a boring life
Let's start from the school, or rather to say, from a place of tears and pain. For me. In period when I get terms' marks. I try to get the best every term and year, 'cause I'm one of the best pupils in the school. So... I've already got 4 in one of subjects, so no...
Read more (246 words more)Just some things from my life
This month was a bit crazy, 'cause the end of the 1st term in October
I started to use Twitter a lot
And this month passed so fast, yeah?
Again and again. Such a boring life
Let's start from the school, or rather to say, from a place of tears and pain. For me. In period when I get terms' marks. I try to get the best every term and year, 'cause I'm one of the best pupils in the school. So... I've already got 4 in one of subjects, so now I'll try to get 5 on other with what I have problems too, I need to do my best!!
The next is Twitter. I created an account in April, but started really use it in October. And now I started to spend even more time in the net... Is it bad? I don't think 'cause I don't feel myself lonely. But my family dislikes it. They just don't know
I started to contact with my previous classmates! 'Cause they're the best! But only in the net. I hope, we'll soon meet in reality
I hadn't drawn everything for years!!
So, I started to draw worse. I'll draw more on autumn holidays!!
And I haven't seen my little brother for months. I really want to see him, but I haven't time... I'm sure he changed, 'cause little children change with every day~
Oh, and I almost forgot about my translations! I've translated only 2 songs...
Yesterday there was the first snow. I don't know how to react... On the one hand, the winter is coming, so, New Year and my B-day too. But on the other, the cold and ice. Our winters are very cold, I don't like 'em, so, I don't want
I guess, that's all. Just some news from my life, which can be not so boring as I thought
Thanks for reading, if you've already read this~ · close
As the title says, can 6 months be called "an anniversary"?..
I think, yes, 'cause I've never stayed on other sites too long. Except Social Networks
Hmm, and what? Now I just want to say that I love JPA! <3
Soon after I registered I forgot about this account, but thanks to Google who gave me a link with this site in the end of June~
I've found interesting lyrics to translate, including my favorite songs
I've met good friendly people with whom I can talk...
As the title says, can 6 months be called "an anniversary"?..
I think, yes, 'cause I've never stayed on other sites too long. Except Social Networks
Hmm, and what? Now I just want to say that I love JPA!
Soon after I registered I forgot about this account, but thanks to Google who gave me a link with this site in the end of June~
I've found interesting lyrics to translate, including my favorite songs
I've met good friendly people with whom I can talk~ And ones who told with me more than one week, lol x) What have never happened on other sites
Because of this site, I started to spend more time in the net, yeah, but... I lost this awful feeling of loneliness 'cause of talking with people, no matter, that we've never met and will probably meet in reality!
And I can show all my love to ONE OK ROCK here, of course x3 And there're people who share this love~
And, of course, new artists! I've found many good bands here, like The Sketchbook, RADWIMPS, OCEANLANE, flumpool and etc, about what I could never hear in real life~
So, thank you, JPA and members with whom I can talk and share interests~
Now, I can say "Thank you" on languages I know/study, lol, I really want it xD
Спасибо! Thank you! Danke! Gracias! ありがとう!~
lol, acting like this site is something precious xD · close
As I told, our class was disbanded
I was really upset when I found it
I thought all will be worse, but...
These 2 weeks passed so fast, yeah?
To start with, I was really scared to go in this class. I made very bad relationships with them and reputation in this class. They know me as selfish upstart, which thinks only about the marks. Hmm, they're right in some points, I'm really a bit selfish and I always worry about the marks. And I became an enemy to them. It was in the previo...
Read more (303 words more)As I told, our class was disbanded
I was really upset when I found it
I thought all will be worse, but...
These 2 weeks passed so fast, yeah?
To start with, I was really scared to go in this class. I made very bad relationships with them and reputation in this class. They know me as selfish upstart, which thinks only about the marks. Hmm, they're right in some points, I'm really a bit selfish and I always worry about the marks. And I became an enemy to them. It was in the previous year
When I came here, everybody... Ignored me! Wow, it's better than I expected. I thought, all will start with insults and disputes. But I was happy that they just ignored me. So, I just lost in a very big amount of people and when we were in class, quietly came to the place I wanted
It would be not so good, if they would ignore me all the time, but better than to talk with them, do things with them, help them... I'm really tired from it in my disbanded class, so, I felt a bit happy. But still... I can't. I don't know why. Because I'm silly
...
2 weeks passed. Someone became more friendly with me, like nothing happened. School routine started. I don't think about things like "to talk with somebody on the break", "I need to help them even I don't want"... Maybe, I became a bit smarter?
School takes almost all my time and mind
And the one of best things started... Tennis! It takes the rest of my powers and time. But only here I feel myself better. I really like it and... I can talk about it endlessly xD
And my racket... I like it!!
So, conclusion:
I feel myself better. And I like this feeling. I like to feel myself like this
But I don't like the amount of work at school... It's too hard. They think that children haven't other things besides school? Agrh, the only bad thing
Today is the end of 2nd week. These weeks were like an adoptation
I want to study here longer. The best thing - I can quietly listen to music on breaks and no one will burden and interfere me
I'm happy! Yay!
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Now there's one more reason to dislike the school
And now this is one more journal where I complain about my life
Try to understand, please... JPA is the only place where I can tell about it. And where the good people are
If you're going to school or graduated it, I think, you'll understand. You have/had a class, where the people with whom you learn or just spend time. And there're people whom you hate or with whom you are friends, or just people who haven't meaning...
Read more (154 words more)Now there's one more reason to dislike the school
And now this is one more journal where I complain about my life
Try to understand, please... JPA is the only place where I can tell about it. And where the good people are
If you're going to school or graduated it, I think, you'll understand. You have/had a class, where the people with whom you learn or just spend time. And there're people whom you hate or with whom you are friends, or just people who haven't meaning for you. I have it too, although I don't talk with many of them much. But today, there came news... We'll disband! And it when only less than 2 days left! Is it normal? Now a part of class goes to one, and other - to second. It's...
Even I don't talk with them much, I'm love 'em all! I don't want! There's a mistake! Even there're only 17 pupils in a class, why we can't learn together further?! We're friends and a company, we shouldn't be divide! But this is the law. That's why I hate it.
So... Time to start new life? Maybe, it is. But I don't want, but I need to do it
I raise my head toward the sun and make a step forward. So my new school story begins! Although I don't want it · close