Lyric added by: silverliningCrying in the crowd, you just want to become a transparent color
You will never again dream, or hurt, or be moved
You already decided, you already decided
You quietly endure, tightly holding yesterday in your fist
And the sweeter the memory, the more it hurts,
The more it crisscrosses your palm with cuts both shallow and deep
You aren't truly happy; your smile is just the camouflage you wear
You've decided not to hate, and also not to love
Locking your soul forever in an empty shell
This world laughs...and you laugh with the crowd
As if existence is determined by rules, not your choice
So you hold back tears, drifting and stumbling as you walk
You're not really happy; your smile is just the camouflage you wear
You've decided not to hate, and also not to love
Locking your soul forever in an empty shell
You're not truly happy; your wounds were never willing to fully heal
I stand at your left, but it seems we are a galaxy apart
Are you really going to repent until you're old, and then regret?
You deserve to be truly happy; you should take off your camouflage
Why do you have to be punished even though you've suffered loss?
Can you let your pain end and start living anew?
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I really enjoyed this song.
this is a great song