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GazeRockNeverDies

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GazeRockNeverDies is a girl who signed up 1 year ago. She owns the pretty amazing amount of 3,983 Jpops and was last seen here about 2 months ago

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  • Blooming of the Cherry Blossom, Becoming Stained

    Posted on 9 November, 2012 (6 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 42 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

    Even if others fail to remember
    I will never forget the dawning twilight of spring
    The crimson-stained earth the weeping rain
    Will those colors fade away
    Even as the flowers bloom
    My body cannot overcome those tears of sadness
    Every night
    Reminiscing the deceased
    The mark that appears after all have forgotten my color
    If my wish could be fulfilled
    Under a cherry blossom tree in spring
    I wish to join the deceased
    Even as I think so
    The existence of sadness in the world remains
    Eve...

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    Even if others fail to remember
    I will never forget the dawning twilight of spring
    The crimson-stained earth the weeping rain
    Will those colors fade away
    Even as the flowers bloom
    My body cannot overcome those tears of sadness
    Every night
    Reminiscing the deceased
    The mark that appears after all have forgotten my color
    If my wish could be fulfilled
    Under a cherry blossom tree in spring
    I wish to join the deceased
    Even as I think so
    The existence of sadness in the world remains
    Even if others do not know of these shattered feelings
    Will they still know of the cherry blossom tree?
    Even as the flowers bloom
    My body cannot overcome the tears of sadness
    Every night
    Remembering the deceased
    The mark that appears after all have forgotten my color
    Countless had left this world during the fighting
    Will I ever meet them again?
    Like the traces of the rainbow,
    The things that disappear are those precious memories
    Even if others do not know of these shattered feelings
    Will they still know of the cherry blossom tree?

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    • Blackboard

      Posted on 29 October, 2012 (7 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 6 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

      The tears I cry for you that day
      are like the tears I cry today
      The pain I feel inside reminds me
      that I'm living every day

      The thoughts of you that fill my head go
      'round and 'round like yesterday
      And all the love I feel for you
      will bring me through another day

      All around there are people telling me who I should be
      I hate to disappoint you but these are the colors that I see
      If there's just a many colors as there are human beings
      maybe I'm just color...

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      The tears I cry for you that day
      are like the tears I cry today
      The pain I feel inside reminds me
      that I'm living every day

      The thoughts of you that fill my head go
      'round and 'round like yesterday
      And all the love I feel for you
      will bring me through another day

      All around there are people telling me who I should be
      I hate to disappoint you but these are the colors that I see
      If there's just a many colors as there are human beings
      maybe I'm just color-blind and missing out on everything

      Without a word I'm watching as my
      life keeps passing by
      Desperately I'm reaching for the
      days I've left behind
      and no matter what I try the
      colors won't collide
      painting on a canvas of the
      scars I tried to hide

      I take the dreams that live inside my heart
      and splash them across the nightmares in my head
      With trembling hands I try to draw
      the person that I wish that I could be

      The feeling of your fingers on my skin
      it lingers even after all these years
      It's the only color that
      remains inside my heart

      Every time I try to look into the shadows of your eyes
      I feel that somewhere deep inside, another light within me dies
      Every time I try to solve the mysteries hidden in your hands
      another hint is washed away and lost inside the hourglass

      With each breath your memory fades to gray
      Losing hold, you try to find the way
      Now alone again as silence falls
      the only sound is my laughter

      I take the dreams that live inside my heart,
      and splash across the nightmares them in my head*
      I close my eyes and try to change
      the person that I know that I've become

      The echo of your words inside my mind
      it lingers even after all these years
      I pray that it will never fade
      inside my broken heart

      With each breath your memory fades to gray
      Losing hold, you try to find the way
      Now alone again as silence falls
      the only sound is my laughter

      I take the dreams that live inside my heart,
      and splash across the nightmares them in my head
      With trembling hands I try to draw
      the person that I wish that I could be

      The feeling of your fingers on my skin
      it lingers even after all these years
      It's the only color that
      will never change inside my heart
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      • Despair

        Posted on 16 October, 2012 (7 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 11 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

        Tears are meaningless, words are hateful
        If it's unreachable, then I should just vanish
        Open your eyes
        That's reality we know that there's no such thing as hope
        I'm certain I heard the sound of you disappearing
        My memories are somewhere in the darkness of my subconscious
        If they're unreachable, then I should just cast them away
        Open your eyes
        That's reality
        I'm certain there's not a single thing left for me
        It all seems to waver, and now I...

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        Tears are meaningless, words are hateful
        If it's unreachable, then I should just vanish
        Open your eyes
        That's reality we know that there's no such thing as hope
        I'm certain I heard the sound of you disappearing
        My memories are somewhere in the darkness of my subconscious
        If they're unreachable, then I should just cast them away
        Open your eyes
        That's reality
        I'm certain there's not a single thing left for me
        It all seems to waver, and now I can do this
        We know that there's no such thing as hope
        I'm certain I heard the sound of you disappearing
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        • Hope

          Posted on 15 October, 2012 (7 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 5 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

          Myself Where White Black
          I want to see you, but still
          Tears are falling and isn't that enough?
          My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart
          And that unreachable voice still echoes

          Yet our luck always continue
          Is what I used to think
          And I called out your name as the light dissapeared
          And the coming night will be so long..

          You're the best person to have ever lived You're smiling even now
          Your gentle being Has completely filled
          Even the deepest pieces of my heart L...

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          Myself Where White Black
          I want to see you, but still
          Tears are falling and isn't that enough?
          My memories are shut in the very depths of my heart
          And that unreachable voice still echoes

          Yet our luck always continue
          Is what I used to think
          And I called out your name as the light dissapeared
          And the coming night will be so long..

          You're the best person to have ever lived You're smiling even now
          Your gentle being Has completely filled
          Even the deepest pieces of my heart Locked away
          It's very precious, Your smile

          Dissapearing Living
          To be born To die
          I was Found but
          Your light It's already
          Gone away from here

          You're the best person to have ever lived You're smiling even now
          Your gentle being Has completely filled
          Even the deepest pieces of my heart Locked away
          It's very precious, Your smile...
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          • Leia

            Posted on 14 October, 2012 (7 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 7 views · 0 comments · 1 likes

            Every time I dream, I can hear your voice
            reaching out to me as I keep drowning
            In this heart, an empty canvas
            I will blacken it with tears
            again...

            Illusions that seem to never end
            Falling through like an hourglass
            Shrouded by all these mysteries
            Warmth that feels so familiar
            Heartless words that escape my lips
            Laughter threatens to eat my soul
            Fearing taking a step ahead
            What awaits me no is a future of gray
            Praying to see an answer
            Amongst these broken lies
            If my words were to reach you
            what...

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            Every time I dream, I can hear your voice
            reaching out to me as I keep drowning
            In this heart, an empty canvas
            I will blacken it with tears
            again...

            Illusions that seem to never end
            Falling through like an hourglass
            Shrouded by all these mysteries
            Warmth that feels so familiar
            Heartless words that escape my lips
            Laughter threatens to eat my soul
            Fearing taking a step ahead
            What awaits me no is a future of gray
            Praying to see an answer
            Amongst these broken lies
            If my words were to reach you
            what would you say?

            Scattering the light broken in pieces
            Shattering the darkness from within
            I can hear a voice as it grows distant
            pulling me back into life...
            If I were to lose all that surrounds me
            If I were to find only a void
            I would give up all my senses
            Just to fall into your arms
            Leia...

            Illusions that seem to never end
            Hidden under a vacant smile
            Fearing words that were never said
            Echoing in endless layers of gray...
            Failing to find an answer
            I hold my breath again.
            Desperate to break away
            from this insanity...

            If the second hand falls into silence.
            Then this world would stop its turning.
            All these words whispered in prayer.
            Would be lost and then forgotten.
            Let me smile for just one more day.
            Let me hope for one more night.
            And if you should never hear me
            Then I'd rather you just kill me.

            Every time I dream, I can hear your voice
            Reaching out to me as I keep drowning
            In this heart, an empty canvas.
            We will bury it together
            but if in the end you have to leave me
            There is one thing I ask for.
            That you'd burn me with your fire
            And release me from this life
            Leia....
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            • Dear

              Posted on 13 October, 2012 (7 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 11 views · 0 comments · 1 likes

              If I’m with you, I feel like I can go forward
              Someday to the place I dreamt of
              On this rough and grim path
              Certainly… we can continue walking together…
              Are you laughing? Are you laughing?
              With a sincere smile, wipe away the tears…
              There was a time your feelings were hurt
              and you had stumbled…
              It’s what you had said…
              I want to walk supporting you
              There’s a kind of wall that stands in our way.
              But it’s not as high as you think; if we’re a pair…
              I’ll stick out my...

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              If I’m with you, I feel like I can go forward
              Someday to the place I dreamt of
              On this rough and grim path
              Certainly… we can continue walking together…
              Are you laughing? Are you laughing?
              With a sincere smile, wipe away the tears…
              There was a time your feelings were hurt
              and you had stumbled…
              It’s what you had said…
              I want to walk supporting you
              There’s a kind of wall that stands in our way.
              But it’s not as high as you think; if we’re a pair…
              I’ll stick out my chest
              We’ve met too many times for me to count
              Visiting days when we have to part too…
              We had met by chance, it was unexpected feeling…
              Tomorrow we’ll go out…
              And come together with slight thing like a laugh…
              I think everything will be happy
              If we are a pair
              I’m usually never strong at all but
              because you’re here, I’ve become strong
              And so I began to think living was not bad
              I’m meeting you…
              I want to walk supporting you
              There’s a kind of wall that stands in our way…
              But it’s not as high as you think; if we’re a pair…
              I’ll stick out my chest
              Hey, all along…
              Yes, all along…
              It feels like staying by your side made my feeling grow
              There was a time your feelings were hurt
              and you had stumbled…
              It’s what you had said…
              I’m usually never strong at all but
              because you’re here, I’ve become strong
              And so I began to think living was not bad
              I’m meeting you…
              I want to walk supporting you
              There’s a kind of wall that stands in our way.
              But it’s not as high as you think; if we’re a pair…
              I’ll stick out my chest
              Someday
              If the time to go to that place comes
              will we share joy?
              As a pair, I’ll take your hand…
              I want to walk with you forever
              Because we’ll certainly find the place
              we won’t lose our way if we walk straight
              I want to walk with you forever
              we’ll flap these embarrassing wings
              We won’t lose our way if we walk straight
              it’s good to go forward
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              • matryoshka

                Posted on 23 September, 2012 (8 months ago) by GazeRockNeverDies · 31 views · 0 comments · 1 likes

                One, two, three, four!

                A message I've thought much too much about,
                Maybe it'll reach somebody, who can say?
                Certainly, I've always been this way,
                A patched up, crazy matryoshka

                A package sung by a headache
                Time may pass, but the hands are at 4
                Don't tell anyone;
                The world will turn upside down

                Ah, I feel broken apart
                Throw out all your memories, too
                Ah, how I want to know,
                To the deep down...

                Um, well...
                If you please, dance more and more
                Kalinka? Malin...

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                One, two, three, four!

                A message I've thought much too much about,
                Maybe it'll reach somebody, who can say?
                Certainly, I've always been this way,
                A patched up, crazy matryoshka

                A package sung by a headache
                Time may pass, but the hands are at 4
                Don't tell anyone;
                The world will turn upside down

                Ah, I feel broken apart
                Throw out all your memories, too
                Ah, how I want to know,
                To the deep down...

                Um, well...
                If you please, dance more and more
                Kalinka? Malinka?
                Just play the chord
                What should I do about such feelings?
                Can't you tell me? Just a little?

                Loud and clear, 524
                Freud? Keloid?
                Just hit the key
                Everything, all's to be laughed at
                Hurry, dance, with all your foolishness

                Clap your hands, not entirely childish,
                And watch, to this purposefully-crazed tune
                Certainly, I don't care either way
                The warmth of the world is melting away

                You and me, rendezvous? Rendezvous? Rendezvous?
                Oh, or out on a hopping adventure?
                With a crooked gait, one-two, one-two

                Ah, I'm ready to burst out;
                Catch every part of me
                Ah, with both your hands,
                Catch me for me

                Um, well...
                Listen a little - it's something important
                Kalinka? Malinka?
                Just pinch my cheek
                It's just that I can't control myself
                Should we do more fantastic things?

                Pain, hurt, but no, don't cry
                Parade? Marade?
                Just clap some more
                Wait, you say, wait, wait
                Before we drop to just one...

                You and me, rendezvous?
                Rendezvous? Rendezvous?
                Oh, or out on a hopping adventure?
                With a crooked gait, one-two, one-two

                Down with a sickness?
                Show me your song!
                See how today...
                I'm still a patched up, crazy matryoshka!

                If you please, dance more and more
                Kalinka? Malinka?
                Just play the chord
                What should I do about such feelings?
                Can't you tell me? Just a little?

                Loud and clear, 524
                Freud? Keloid?
                Just hit the key
                Everything, all's to be laughed at
                Hurry, and dance no longer!

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