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I know I probably shouldn't write about it, but in a sense, it's personal since it's my site xD
Anyway, TheGeekTrench.com (my site) is holding a giveaway which is about three days until it ends. It's open to people in US/UK and Canada only.
The prize is two copies of Deadly Premonition: Director's Cut which will be released on April 30th in North America. It's for the PS3.
You can check it out here[...
Read more (34 words more)I know I probably shouldn't write about it, but in a sense, it's personal since it's my site xD
Anyway, TheGeekTrench.com (my site) is holding a giveaway which is about three days until it ends. It's open to people in US/UK and Canada only.
The prize is two copies of Deadly Premonition: Director's Cut which will be released on April 30th in North America. It's for the PS3.
You can check it out here.
[left]I'm just promoting it since I know that some people on JPA might be interested in participating. I would have loved to win it, if I could (lives in Sweden ;__;)[/left] · close
I recently took interest in Kuroshitsuji after basically abandoning the story for years, literally. For some reason, my childish mind couldn't comprehend what I was watching about three to two years ago. Re-watching the anime, musicals, and reading certain parts of the manga; my love for Kuroshitsuji has once again re-submerged.
The anime for instance, I never realized the sheer amount of depth it has. Sure, we have the demon and Ciel. But that's just on the surface. The whole dynami...
Read more (216 words more)I recently took interest in Kuroshitsuji after basically abandoning the story for years, literally. For some reason, my childish mind couldn't comprehend what I was watching about three to two years ago. Re-watching the anime, musicals, and reading certain parts of the manga; my love for Kuroshitsuji has once again re-submerged.
The anime for instance, I never realized the sheer amount of depth it has. Sure, we have the demon and Ciel. But that's just on the surface. The whole dynamic between the two are always interesting.
But that's not really what makes it interesting. No, what makes the show interesting is how you literally see how the people around Ciel reacts to his choices. And not to mention how he and Sebastian changes throughout the story.
Also, I really like Madame Red. She's such a complex character and it's quite believable that she was pushed over the edge. In reality, she's not very different from Ciel. Both have lost things that will never return, no matter what. I would be lying if I said that Ciel came out unscathed from the events in his past.
Not to mention the whole speculation whether or not Sebastian 'cares' for Ciel, more than he lets on, anyway. I really find it interesting. For instance, I don't think it's a coincidence that Sebastian greatly resembles Ciel's father. It could have been public knowledge and I missed out on the memo, but I'm pretty certain that in some subconscious way, Ciel wanted him to look like him.
He can be quoted saying multiple times how Sebastian is the only thing he has, so it makes sense that he would look like the father. Or idk. I'm ranting and I'm tired. Blegh. · close
On February 23rd my friend (who is 18 years old) got married to her longtime boyfriend.
Those that know me know that I really dislike romantic stuff, and marriages are one of them. However, seeing my friend get married... Well, it was sweet.
She looked like she was about to faint when she walked up the aisle, though. Still, she looked so happy once it was over. I know she detest public affection, so when her friends and family were telling them to kiss, she looked really awkward.
Not ...
Read more (100 words more)On February 23rd my friend (who is 18 years old) got married to her longtime boyfriend.
Those that know me know that I really dislike romantic stuff, and marriages are one of them. However, seeing my friend get married... Well, it was sweet.
She looked like she was about to faint when she walked up the aisle, though. Still, she looked so happy once it was over. I know she detest public affection, so when her friends and family were telling them to kiss, she looked really awkward.
Not only that, they've also bought a house together. For me, it's so unthinkable. I have never in my life been in a relationship (even though I'm the same age as her) and here she is, getting married. And buying a house as well!
It's just mind boggling. I am happy for her. I am really, really happy for her, but wow. It feels so weird that she has gotten married.
I told my friends in church that it felt surreal. I just couldn't get that she was getting married. It was just.. it is crazy.
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My teacher has gone of to Brussels to become a political assistant. This spawned a whole bunch of concerns for me.
My "friend" was so kind to point out that, or at least in her mind, that my good grades are based upon my now former teacher's feelings towards me. So, let me get this straight? Just becau...
Read more (212 words more)My teacher has gone of to Brussels to become a political assistant. This spawned a whole bunch of concerns for me.
My "friend" was so kind to point out that, or at least in her mind, that my good grades are based upon my now former teacher's feelings towards me. So, let me get this straight? Just because my so-called friend is an unambitious little child, my achievements are worth nothing?
My teacher, who happens to be my History teacher, English teacher etc, based all of the good grades based upon her feelings towards me as a person?
So, based upon this assumption. My history grade would have been an A. It's not. I'm not bad at history per say, I just didn't know all of those nitpicky things that my teacher wanted us to know. So, for the sake of it, let's say I got a D or C in History. It's not far off as I flunked on a whole bunch of exams.
It was only after I defended myself in my thoughts that I realized how idiotic my concerns actually were. My grades were never based upon her so-called emotional attachment towards me. These attachments are apparently based upon the fact I'm actually mature enough to treat the teachers as adults and mentors, not as my enemies, as my friend does.
I earned those grades fair and square. And I will continue to do so.
When I'm sitting at a high paying job, and she's wiping the bottoms of 3-year old children I will, like always, be laughing last. · close
I must say, my motivation is like a sinking ship.
Right before it sinks back into the depths, it decides to pop back up. It's probably waving, and shouting: "Use me. Use me god damn it woman". Unfortunately, it's only for a short moments before it once again slips back into the cold and unwavering depths.
And one day it will return. Just like nothing happened. Like nothing decided to beat it to death with a hammer. The person who decided to kill, namely me, is then too...
Read more (34 words more)I must say, my motivation is like a sinking ship.
Right before it sinks back into the depths, it decides to pop back up. It's probably waving, and shouting: "Use me. Use me god damn it woman". Unfortunately, it's only for a short moments before it once again slips back into the cold and unwavering depths.
And one day it will return. Just like nothing happened. Like nothing decided to beat it to death with a hammer. The person who decided to kill, namely me, is then too tired to even care my motivation is back again. Disappointed it returns to the dark hole it came from.
Point being. I am a lazy ass, and I can never get my shit together. · close
For about six months I've supported this friend, both with physical items and emotional support. Despite this, she thinks that she has the right to demand that I should be there EVERY waking minute and day for her.
Just because I didn't open the door when I was talking to my other friend, she became really pissed off at me. For me though, the other friend IS more important than her. Mainly because we've seen each other less than seven times this summer (The one I was talking to...
Read more (420 words more)For about six months I've supported this friend, both with physical items and emotional support. Despite this, she thinks that she has the right to demand that I should be there EVERY waking minute and day for her.
Just because I didn't open the door when I was talking to my other friend, she became really pissed off at me. For me though, the other friend IS more important than her. Mainly because we've seen each other less than seven times this summer (The one I was talking to).
She then sent me a text a couple of hours later, saying things that she's the only one who gives and gives and gets nothing back. I don't wish to be the person who counts everything I've done, but come on. She also went on to say it was bad manner not to open the door, when she has in fact, done much worse. She has left me hanging on multiple occasions, both when we went out to a night club, when we were going to the gym together, and the same day.
It was supposedly to celebrate my birthday (turning 18 and all that jazz), however, she didn't seem to care once she tasted alcohol. Instead, once we got into the night club, she took off and started smooching guys. She didn't care about me, at all. Then in relation to me not opening the door, I said I didn't have the money to go out. Because of her behavior last time, I don't trust her regarding anything alcohol related.
Prior to that, I wanted her to accompany me to the gym. She then said she had no money, that's fine. But, the she then texted she could borrow money from her sister. She also texted when and where we're going to meet. I suspected that she might stand me up, so I texted if we were still on, and she said she didn't have any money.
She of course decided that this matter wasn't important enough to send away a text and tell me she didn't have the money.
Apparently everything I did was for nothing. I sat up with her to 2 am, comforting her when her boyfriend was a douche. He got her knocked up, and of course, he wasn't there because he objected to the fact she was going through an abortion. I was there during the actual abortion. I had no reason to do this. No reason at all. I've been sitting up at night time after her son went to bed, talking to her, giving her advice.
So please, do tell me how much she has done for me. And how little I've done for her. I don't mean this to sound like I count every little thing, but when she makes accusations against me, I get pissed off. I don't want to deal with drama queens, and trust me, she is one if there ever existed any.
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Yesterday I went to see Kent perform in a small city on the coast in Sweden. It was awesomee~
I think I've listened to Kent since at least 2007/08, and I pretty much love all of their songs. However, since they sing in Swedish, many people will never know the full extent of their poetic songs. Slightly pretentious, but it's close to the truth.
For instance, "Utan Dina Andetag", what an amazing song that is. The sheer amount of emotions in the song just makes me wa...
Read more (232 words more)Yesterday I went to see Kent perform in a small city on the coast in Sweden. It was awesomee~
I think I've listened to Kent since at least 2007/08, and I pretty much love all of their songs. However, since they sing in Swedish, many people will never know the full extent of their poetic songs. Slightly pretentious, but it's close to the truth.
For instance, "Utan Dina Andetag", what an amazing song that is. The sheer amount of emotions in the song just makes me want to weep. "I can't even walk, without your air in my lungs". It sounds to retarded in English, but from what I've gathered, it's about loving someone so much that you can't live without them. Now, that's something we hear a lot nowadays, but.. in my opinion, the song is more poetic than that. It's not "I can't live without you babe", but more like "I know you're sleeping, feeling the heat from your skin. The scent alone makes me weak, but I can't wake you now. I would give you everything you point at, but only when you don't hear, do I dare to say things like".
The concert was amazing, and fun to watch. It was a lot of people, although it was still enough space so you didn't feel like you were getting totally squashed. I swear though, I got the worst bitch eye from a black haired girl. I was like "wtf is your problem??!?"
I'm too lazy to search for a link for photos. The concert was out doors though, and towards the end they shot out confetti and turned on big ass lights ._. I got confetti EVERYWHERE.. like in my bra for instance -__- · close
Recently my friend got reported to social services through our teachers. However, since they're not allowed to say who it was, they gave a hint. Apparently it was two of her friends, but not just friends, but people who had been spending a lot of time with her.
That rules out me and my other friend, because at this time I was pissed off at the friend who got reported. Why? Because she completely ditched me and my other friend for these "new" pals. I felt incredibly betrayed an...
Read more (264 words more)Recently my friend got reported to social services through our teachers. However, since they're not allowed to say who it was, they gave a hint. Apparently it was two of her friends, but not just friends, but people who had been spending a lot of time with her.
That rules out me and my other friend, because at this time I was pissed off at the friend who got reported. Why? Because she completely ditched me and my other friend for these "new" pals. I felt incredibly betrayed and when one of these girls who usually spent a good amount of time with her, started gossiping about her, I was pulled with it. As much as I regret it, I have apologized to my friend and ´she's fine with it, it's not like she didn't know my feeling before. We're all good now. However, the three other girls who used my friend, well..
Last night through Facebook, one of these people became really upset with me. She said stuff like "If you keep betraying the trust of people you will never get more friends", "I never expected this from you", and more. Now, don't get me wrong, I had more fun that night than I have had in a long time. It got me all giddy.
I personally don't think I did anything wrong. Because, we suspect that these three girls who spent a lot of time with her, were the ones who told our teachers and got her reported. Well, after yesterday we're 100% sure it's these two girls who did it.
Am I really that wrong for telling my friend? Also, this girl who talked behind her back, also told this to another person, who told it to my other friend (not the one who got reported). Wouldn't I have been a much bigger douche for not telling my friend when she got reported? Like pretending I didn't know anything about it.
As I said, I don't think I'm wrong, but let's hear your opinions. · close
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