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Level 1
( )Smoked a cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed a member of the same sex
(x)Drank Alcohol
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(x) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 3
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6
Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To England
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thro...
Level 1
( )Smoked a cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed a member of the same sex
(x)Drank Alcohol
SO FAR: 1
Level 2
(x) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been in a fist fight
SO FAR: 3
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 6
Level 4
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To England
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 8
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook/Myspace/MXit
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 9
Level 6
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Loved/Liked Someone Who You Can't Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 12
Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 17
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x)Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work/School
SO FAR: 22
Level 9
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Held A Snake.
SO FAR: 25
Level 10
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed/Vandalized
(x) Been Cheated On
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 29
Level 11
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car/Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 31
Level 12
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten A Whole Pint Of Ice Cream In One Night
(x) Danced In The Moonlight
SO FAR: 33
Level 13
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been Obsessed With Post It Notes
SO FAR: 36
Level 14
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 39
Level 15
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons/Colored Pencils/Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
( ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 42
Level 16
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 45
Level 17
( ) Written A Letter To "Santa Claus"
(x) Watched The Sun Set and/or Sun Rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or Anywhere
SO FAR: 48
Level 18
( ) Crashed A Party
(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
SO FAR: 51
Level 19
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 52
Level 20
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top
SO FAR: 55
Level 21
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done/Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 4 Hours
(x) Recently Stayed Up For A While Talking To Someone You Care About
SO FAR: 58
Level 22
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been/Are To Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 59
Level 23
(x) Believe In Ghosts
( ) Have/had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Streaking
( ) Visited a Jail
SO FAR: 60
Level 24
( ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
( ) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 61
Level 25
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Movie
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 64
Level 26
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 66
Level 27
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 69
Level 28
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked by A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 73
Level 29
( ) Been Shot At/Or At Gunpoint
( ) Had Sex In The Rain
( ) Flattened Someones Tires
(x) Rode Your Bike/Driven Your Car Until The Fuel Light Came On
( ) Got R20 Or Less Worth Of Fuel
Total: 74
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i just wanna share something about how awesome life is if u have true friend who always stay beside you no matter what. it just happened to me and i'm really grateful having friends like them O:) friends who not only stay beside you when you're happy, when you feel you're at the top of the world, but friends who also stay with you when u feel down, when you feel that you're at the lowest point in your life as if tomorrow gonna be the end of the world...
i just had some big...
Read more (848 words more)i just wanna share something about how awesome life is if u have true friend who always stay beside you no matter what. it just happened to me and i'm really grateful having friends like them 
friends who not only stay beside you when you're happy, when you feel you're at the top of the world, but friends who also stay with you when u feel down, when you feel that you're at the lowest point in your life as if tomorrow gonna be the end of the world...
i just had some big problems which i really dont have the solution, i couldnt have any better solution than crying and blaming my self. i kept it to myself, i didnt share with anyone, coz i dont like giving trouble to others. its a long long story i had to tell, that problems i had, and it included some internal problems which i cant tell it publicly (even on JPA) so i'm sorry i couldnt tell the detail of that problems which need at least some long journals to describe it, but really these 2 weeks was really like HELL for me 
People forced me to do this and that, complained bout this and that, and there was misunderstanding which lead to cold war, and i was the one that need to be responsible for that. i didnt do anything wrong. i'm kind of person who will say sorry if i do some mistake, and this time i was really sure i didnt do anything wrong. i did my duty very well, i didnt hurt anyone's feeling but i dont know why people like blaming others when there is problem, and i was like, why the hell it should be ME?! it was rather complex problem, this problem with that problem, combined together, became BIG problem and everyone pointed their fingers on me...
i was doomed, totally doomed... some people looked down on me, no respect, those eyes looking fiercely at you, can u imagine that? it was rather small problem which could be solved in peace actually, but then someone set the fire and now the problem has become bigger and bigger and complicated.
okay... fiuhhh, enough with the problem i had, otherwise i will start cursing which wont solve the problem and i dont want to be banned here 
i have 3 good friends here in campus, and we get along to each other very well, we often go to many places together, and yeahh sometimes they share their problems with me and i'm a good listener, i listen to all their problems, and i always give them my best opinion.
but like i told u before i dont like telling or sharing my problems with others simply i dont want to be burden for others. i used to kept all the problem to my self, i always thought that i could think of solution to any problem i had. i rarely asked people opinions.
they knew that problem and yesterday they asked me bout that.. at first i didnt want to tell them, i said, everything is okay, everything is under control, i can manage it. but then they said something like, it really touched my heart so deep. they said, "we always shared anything with you, and you always listened to every story we had. and now we know that you are under some big pressure. please always keep in your mind that you're not alone, you have us, you can share anything with us, we'd be glad to have some of your burdens. we will help you to find solution. dont think that friends are just for happy times, we are there for you also in your hardest moment. please share it with us".
after hearing that, i cried. i cried hard and told them the detail of that problem. i told them everything, my sadness, my anger, my disappointment, everything inside my heart.. bout this person, that person, i told them all..
after that, i felt like some weight has been taken out from inside my body, i felt really light inside.. i felt much much better than before.
after hearing my story, they shared their opinion.
one important thing here is, the problem is still there but now i have strength to face it 
i become more optimistic when i see things happened around me.
i dont know what would happen to me if i dont have them 
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and now i'm really grateful to have them as my friends 
i dont need many friends. i just need one who knows me the best, who sees my ugly side, who will stay with me no matter what circumstances i have. and i have 3 of them how happy i am !!
what i wanna say is, true friend is hard to find.. there are many people who will follow you, stay with you when you're on the top of your life. but when you're down, when you're at your limit, when problem start to comes into your life, how many person left there? how many person are there with you at that moment? how many people still care for you that time?
its really such a blessing when someone care for you, when someone wants to have some of your burdens, when you have someone to share anything with. so if you have one, please cherish them always it is one happiness to have true friend beside you · close
hmmm, i don't know why but lately i'm always wondering how does it feel to be left by someone's important in your life, they leave this world, leave us here, but we still have so much words left to say to them, still have many things to do together with them, but without any warning, they just leave..
and many times before i had nightmares, not nightmares that makes u wet ur pants, but nightmares that made me in tears and suddenly woke up realizing that everything is (seems to b...
hmmm, i don't know why but lately i'm always wondering how does it feel to be left by someone's important in your life, they leave this world, leave us here, but we still have so much words left to say to them, still have many things to do together with them, but without any warning, they just leave..
and many times before i had nightmares, not nightmares that makes u wet ur pants, but nightmares that made me in tears and suddenly woke up realizing that everything is (seems to be) okay, nothing to be afraid of, and it always bout losing someone's important, bout their leaving... my friends told me, that whatever u dream during ur sleep, what will happen in real life is the contrary of it, so if u have nightmare, maybe something good will happen to you
i was looking for new songs to download, and i found this song.. Dream Theater - The Best Of Times.. and first time hearing this, i cried coz the lyric is somehow related to what i've been feeling recently, what i've been thinking recently, related to my 'nightmares' i had before... is this some kind of precaution? warning? i don't know, i don't have any idea.. 
This is just some parts from whole lyric, which are also the best part from that song
The fleeting winds of time, flying through each day
All the things I should've done, but time just slipped away
Remember seize the day
Life goes by in the blink of an eye, with so much left to say
These were the best of times, I'll miss these days
Your spirit lit my life each day
Thank you for the inspiration
Thank you for the smiles
All the unconditional love that carried me for miles
It carried me for miles
But most of all, thank you for my life
These were the best of times, I'll miss these days
Your spirit lit my life each day
My heart is bleeding bad, but I'll be okay
Your spirit guides my life each day · close
Got this from KatoRina :), feel bored, so.... this is it
NAME: dotzcute90 :p
AGE: Almost 22
BIRTHDATE: July 30 (Maya LM.C birthday <3)
PRESENT ADDRESS: China
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage- Mineral Water
2. last phone call- Chendy
3. last text message- China mobile operator :footinmouth:
4. last song you listened to- Girugamesh - Kowareteiku Sekai (love this song sooo much)
5. last time you cried- i think last february :undecided:
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice - ...
Got this from KatoRina , feel bored, so.... this is it
NAME: dotzcute90
AGE: Almost 22
BIRTHDATE: July 30 (Maya LM.C birthday 
)
PRESENT ADDRESS: China
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage- Mineral Water
2. last phone call- Chendy
3. last text message- China mobile operator 
4. last song you listened to- Girugamesh - Kowareteiku Sekai (love this song sooo much)
5. last time you cried- i think last february
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice - Nope
7. been cheated on - errrr....................... u guess
8. kissed someone & regretted it- Yup
9. lost someone special- Yeah
10. been depressed - absolutely
11. been drunk and threw up - Nope
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Brown
14. Grey
LAST YEAR (2011), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend - Yup
17. Laughed until you cried - yup
18. Met someone who changed you -yup
19. Found out who your true friends were - no
20. Found out someone was talking about you - owh yeahh, lol
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list - i dont play facebook that much, so nope
GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life - 50%
24. Do you have any pets - Yup, 2 dogs
25. Do you want to change your name - Nope i like my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday - had dinner outside with my family
27. What time did you wake up today - its weekend, so....
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - JPA-ing
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - Internship! Graduation!
30. Last time you saw your Mother - 2 months ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - I wish i didnt choose to study medicine
32. What are you listening to right now - Girugamesh - EXIT
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom - who is Tom ?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - SH*T, have practical class 2morrow morning
35. Most visited webpage - JPA, dramacrazy, mangareader
37. Nickname/s - Dot, Dotz, Enxi (chinese name), Boss (yeahh, some friends call me that)
38. Relationship Status - I'm single body and soul 
39. Zodiac sign - LEO
41. Elementary - YC Elementary school
42. High School - SMAN1
43. College - GMU
44. Hair color - Dark Brown
45. Long or short - Not Long, not Short
46. Height - 160 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? - Nope
48. What do you like about yourself? - too many.. i just like being myself
49. Piercings - one each ear, used to have one in nostril
50. Tattoos - nope
51. Righty or lefty - righty
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery - well i was the surgeon , i did rabbit, white mice, toad, and next will be human 
53. First piercing - forgot, but nostril one i got around 2008
54. First best friend - cant say
55. First sport you joined - Basketball, in order to get taller
56. First vacation - Singapore
58. First pair of trainers - ??
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating - nope
60. Drinking - nope
61. I'm about to - sleep
62. Listening to - Girugamesh - Crying rain
63. Waiting for - nothing
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? - errr, maybe
65. Get Married? - cant say, maybe no
66. Career? - obstetrics & gynecology doctor.. if i fail, then i will become musician and open music class
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes - eyes
68. Hugs or kisses - hugs
69. Shorter or taller - taller
70. Older or Younger - older
71. Romantic or spontaneous - spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - arms
73. Sensitive or loud - loud
74. Hook-up or relationship - relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - i dont like both, but maybe trouble maker is a bit better
HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger - no
77. Drank hard liquor - no
78. Lost glasses/contacts - countless
79. Sex on first date - no
80. Broke someone's heart - yeahh..
81. Had your own heart broken - Yeahh!
82. Been arrested - Lol, nope
83. Turned someone down - yup
84. Cried when someone died - yes
85. Fallen for a friend - nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - of course
87. Miracles - yup
88. Love at first sight - No
89. Heaven - yup
90. Santa Claus - no
91. Kiss on the first date - No
92. Angels - yup
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time - Lol, nope
94. Did you sing today? - yeahh, i love singing..
95. Ever cheated on somebody?- No
96. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? - March 2008
97. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? Dec 31
98. Are you afraid of falling in love?- yup
99. Posting this as 100 truths? - i choose the title myself
100. Love yourself? of course · close
well, i just finished watching a movie to fill my weekend.. this movie title is "The Help".
its about a white lady, she is a writer, how she fight racism between white and black..
its really amazing movie, really moves me, reminds me about equality between all races and tribes.. maybe u want to check it out.
after watching this, i'm still wondering how world evolved and so many changes happened in this world, well i'm talking about the human.. for us young people, maybe ...
Read more (709 words more)well, i just finished watching a movie to fill my weekend.. this movie title is "The Help".
its about a white lady, she is a writer, how she fight racism between white and black..
its really amazing movie, really moves me, reminds me about equality between all races and tribes.. maybe u want to check it out.
after watching this, i'm still wondering how world evolved and so many changes happened in this world, well i'm talking about the human.. for us young people, maybe its just a history, even sometimes we feel history subject sucks (well i used to ), we dont care about what things were happening in the past before we are present in this world.. but after watching this, i was kinda wondering, what would it feel to be living in that era when racism was still exist and dominating world..
well in this movie, the set is in 70's (well, i'm not sure, but seems so), but its a new movie (2011).. the storyline is about a writer, she wants to publish a book about afro maids who work at white people houses, about what they feel during working there, the sweet and bitter experiences (well mostly are bitter one).. during that time, anything that related with 'fighting racism' is forbidden, u could be caught by government, because they r afraid it might be an encouragement to afro people to rise against them.
so this writer lady, she was raised by one afro maid for 29 years and the bond between her and that maid was really deep as if that maid was a real mother to her until the day when that maid got fired because of something that ridiculous by the writer's mother.. after that she felt that she should stop this racism, and she felt she could stop this by writing a book. so then she tried to encourage afro maids, one by one, to share their experiences during their work in white people houses. well at first, many rejected her, because they dont have enough courage to do that, they are afraid they will be caught because that is something that against the law.. but after so many efforts, one by one this maid, they are willing to tell their stories to this writer (the focus of the movie is in the experiences and stories of the maids).. and finally after so many efforts and sacrifices, the book finally is published and many people read it and their mind changed about racism and equality. i was in tears at the ending of the movie 
(just to tell u this movie got so many awards, u can search it on wikipedia)
well guys, if u see this movie, u will see one by one their experiences are described in details, how they were treated, its really.... how to say this... it really opens my mind, and changes my perspective of what is called equality and all.. I study abroad in China but i attend international college here, so there are many people from other countries too.. and still sometimes i can see, well not many, but some people still being racist to others.. they just dont want to be friends, just because of their skin color, or because of the particular body odor (well thats true, i heard someone here said that), or because the langs coz it sounded weird as if hearing an alien talking.. its happening here, though only for some people..
dont u think these people that are racist are just being unreasonable and narrow-minded ?? their 'cannot-accept-equality' attitude and all ?? one race is better than another ?? i dont understand what kind of mind pattern they are having..
does skin color determine whether u will success or not ?? will skin color assure u that u will have a good living ahead ?? well, this movie gave me so much inspiration.. and i hope i can find other movies as good as this one (maybe u can recommend me if u know some ).
my opinion is, i think world will be much better if the people can accept that humans are equal, no matter what skin color u have, no matter what race/tribe u are, people accept each other's uniqueness. i think that would be super awesome, beautiful, and hmmmm i dont know what word can describe if that really happen.. and i believe there will be one point, one time, when all of these happen in real world. and now this world need people who can be inspiration for others in a good way, who can change another's perspective into a positive one. and i hope this also inspire u though better u watch that movie by urself · close
Let it out, let it out
Feel the empty Space
So insecure find the words and let it out
Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place turn the water into wine
But I feel I'm getting nowhere
And I'll never see the end
So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in and everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me
Turn it on
Turn it on
Let the feelings flow
Close your eyes
See the ones you used to know
Open up open up
Don't...
Let it out, let it out
Feel the empty Space
So insecure find the words and let it out
Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place turn the water into wine
But I feel I'm getting nowhere
And I'll never see the end
So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in and everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me
Turn it on
Turn it on
Let the feelings flow
Close your eyes
See the ones you used to know
Open up open up
Don't struggle to relate
Lure it out
Help the memory escape
Still this barrenness consumes me
And I feel like giving up
So I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me
I wither
And give myself away
Like reflections on the page
The worlds what you create
I drown in hesitation
My words come crashing down
And all my best creations
Burning to the ground
The thought of starting over
Leaves me paralysed
Tear it out again
Another one that got away
I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I wither
And render myself helpless
I give in
And everything is clear
I breakdown
And let the story guide me
I wither
And give myself away
Like reflections on the page
The worlds what you create
The worlds what you create
Let it out let it out · close
hmmmm.. i've been wondering these times, deep down in my heart, my self, what is it that actually i should have been doing ?? i've been listening to asian and some western music, and i can proudly say, i'm really into music, not as a listener or fan of someone, but as musician itself.. once i listen to song that i really like, and i feel like i can do that, i will try to cover that song while improving my ability..
well, i can play piano, guitar, bass, ukulele, and now i'm...
Read more (588 words more)hmmmm.. i've been wondering these times, deep down in my heart, my self, what is it that actually i should have been doing ?? i've been listening to asian and some western music, and i can proudly say, i'm really into music, not as a listener or fan of someone, but as musician itself.. once i listen to song that i really like, and i feel like i can do that, i will try to cover that song while improving my ability..
well, i can play piano, guitar, bass, ukulele, and now i'm working on drum, though i'm still suck at it.. i'm not blabbering or bluffing whatsoever, because i really love music to the extent i want to dedicate my life to it.. but the problem is :
first, is my school, college things. well now i'm a medical student, so to say if i can graduate smoothly, and be accepted by some hospital, i will become a doctor.. and yeahh, that was also one of my dream, and my parents dream.. so i thought thats great, i have my parents support till the end, so nothing to worry as long as i can do my best till i achieve my goal.. but on the other hand, i have great hobby at music.. i feel proud of myself when i can finish one of my favorite song, like there is a happiness i achieve there..
like when i saw one of Miyavi's pv here.. i was like," gosh, i want to play guitar like that too", or when i saw Kai's the GazettE drumming, i feel like i want to do that also.. and also many other artist, which is gonna be a long list to explain and describe..
and now the condition has become worsened and worsened..
second, i found JPA, big source for my thirst of music.. well, i'm not saying JPA to be blamed for making me more addicted to music, but it's growing in me, the feeling, i want to just go back to Indonesia, resign from college, and continue studying music, even go overseas if i have to.. seeing so many talented artist/band makes me feel, i want to be like them too.. but yeahh, i cant just call my mom and dad, saying, just let me out from this school coz i want to learn music.. well maybe i can do that if i'm selfish enough.. but i also has their expectation on me, and i dont want to let them down.. i love them, like i love my life..
third is, many of my friends said that i have great sense at music, i dont need to listen so many times just to get the chords of one song, and i'm good at finding rhythm.. even one friend said to me, if i fail to graduate, i still have another alternative to become success which through music.. well, for me it's sound like encouragement for me, bout what i should be doing..
fourth, i find studying medicine is becoming more and more stressful for me,, well as expected from medical student, i can't take my self away from word called "STRESS".. before i entered college, from primary school to high school, i was always enjoying studying music, singing, following some music competition, jamming with my fellow band member (junior high school i had one band) when culture and art school event.. even when i found difficulty at reading music scores, i always did my best till i could overcome that, and i felt happiness..
sigh*....
should i become selfish to pursuit what i enjoy the most in my life ??
what do u think ??
PS :btw, for those who like rock music, my friend introduced me to band called Dream Theater, though they are western, not asian.. gosh, they are truly skillful, oh no, even i think they are born to be true musicians, and to tell the truth, i'm listening to their songs while posting this journal.. · close
goshhhh, i just saw one video of L'Arc~en~CieL concert opening and Ibara no Namida... SH*T, it was damn soooo good !!!! arrrrgggghhhh although it was only a video-cam, i saw Hyde was really hot there with braided hair like in Chase...
and then he sang Ibara no Namida, no need to mention how awesome Hyde's voice is.. and the light effect, the stage, everything....arrrghhh i wish i could share it, but here only allow youtube's link... coz i saw that video on Youku...
huahuahuahua...
goshhhh, i just saw one video of L'Arc~en~CieL concert opening and Ibara no Namida... SH*T, it was damn soooo good !!!! arrrrgggghhhh although it was only a video-cam, i saw Hyde was really hot there with braided hair like in Chase...
and then he sang Ibara no Namida, no need to mention how awesome Hyde's voice is.. and the light effect, the stage, everything....arrrghhh i wish i could share it, but here only allow youtube's link... coz i saw that video on Youku...
huahuahuahuahuahua....!!!!
i feel so miserable here... They must make the dvd version of it... · close
the moment i started to type this journal, maybe L'Arc~en~CieL world tour concert in Hong Kong is already finished.. and still i'm stuck at my dormitory enjoying my miserable weekend... :( :( well.... i can make it up by listening to their awesome music, though its still cant satisfy my great desire to see Hyde (my love), Tetsu, Ken, and Yukihiro..
Hitomi No Jyuunin【瞳の住人】was first song for me when i realized i completely have fallen in love with them.. Before, i listened t...
the moment i started to type this journal, maybe L'Arc~en~CieL world tour concert in Hong Kong is already finished.. and still i'm stuck at my dormitory enjoying my miserable weekend... well.... i can make it up by listening to their awesome music, though its still cant satisfy my great desire to see Hyde (my love), Tetsu, Ken, and Yukihiro..
Hitomi No Jyuunin【瞳の住人】was first song for me when i realized i completely have fallen in love with them.. Before, i listened to their songs and for me it was okay, and that was all. But thanks to this song, i have come to realize how wonderful Hyde's voice is, adorable Tetsu, cool Ken, and energetic Yuki.. and since then, i searched all their old songs, old vids, my love for them grew bigger and bigger..
And when i heard they gonna make concert in Indonesia, i was like "SH*T, that date i'm still stuck here in China !! theres no way i can go back that time coz i'm still having class.. ohh gosh, i really want to see them sooo badly, but the circumstances make me not to go
Well, 20 years is not a short of period.. i've seen their old videos when Hyde was soooo pretty like a girl even i could be mistaken if i didnt know that was Hyde.. well, despite that, he has golden voice that can touch souls, he sings not only with his voice, but also with his heart. Hyde is a real hottie, he is damn hot for me, despite his body height, but he has looks and charisma that can make all fans wet their pants. And eventhough now he is already in his 40, i dont care, he's hot, he's awesome and i love him..
when i heard he is married to a japanese model Megumi Oishi, i was broken-hearted, since all my imagination of marrying him and having a happy life marriage would never come true (yeahh, any fans would do that, the fantasizing things ).. but his songs, their songs never fail to amaze me.. even after 20 years since their debut in 1991 (Dune), i'm sure they will continue to produce high quality music, songs for all fans who love them, so i believe i will still see them rocking the stage in 10 years from now, maybe 20 years.. yeahh L'Arc~en~CieL is Legend of J-rock.
well, i still have many things i wanna tell bout how L'Arc~en~CieL changed me.. but yeahh, for now i will stop here..
to be continued~ · close
RULES: answer the questions and then tag 5 ppl to do it too!!!
- Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people (don't tell us who it is)
01. Thanks to u guys, i can enter this 'world' filled with awesomeness :)
02. i've loved you, and will always love you, though its impossible for us
03. sometimes i rebel, but trust me, i have strong reason for that
04. i hope the clash between us doesnt make a distance between us, ...
RULES: answer the questions and then tag 5 ppl to do it too!!! [im gonna tag more ppl to get it going]
- Ten things you wish you could say to 10 different people (don't tell us who it is)
01. Thanks to u guys, i can enter this 'world' filled with awesomeness
02. i've loved you, and will always love you, though its impossible for us
03. sometimes i rebel, but trust me, i have strong reason for that
04. i hope the clash between us doesnt make a distance between us, but make our friendship grow stronger and stronger
05. i've told u before, but u didnt listen to me
06. dont worry, i will work hard to make u proud
07. i always consider u important, do u feel the same ?
08. please dont talk behind me
09. i miss u sooo much
10. i wanna go to see u soooo badly 
- Nine things about yourself
1. Drama freak,, i dont know how many dramas i've watched
2. Coffeeholic, though i know thats not good for my health, trying to reduce it
3. JROCK LOVER, though i listen to all kinds of music
4. I play piano (i'm trying to cover PLEDGE now ), guitar, and ukulele
5. i study abroad in Panda's country
6. I really adore Kai the GazettE, though i feel sad whenever i hear people always put him as last fave member, even dont count him 
7. Japan is country must-visit before i die
8. I'm pure Indonesian, but my face dont say the same (many people say tht)
9. i love spicy food
- Eight ways to win your heart
1. Honesty
2. Responsibility
3. Humor
4. Same taste of music
5. Friendliness
6. Drummer (i really like drummer, and i want to learn tht so bad >,<)
7. Sincerity
8. Enjoy crazy things as i do 
- Seven things that cross your mind a lot
1. My family in Indonesia
2. seeing the GazettE LIVE (Kai,, Kai,, Kai )
3. seeing L'Arc~en~CieL LIVE (i wish i dont have exams this march )
4. seeing ONE OK ROCK LIVE
5. How to lose some weight effectively ??
6. Study,,study.. this semester's subject are quite hard
7. new songs, new bands
- Six little stupid things you want to happen to you before you die
1. all my fave bands come to Indonesia to do LIVE
2. Kai as my drum teacher
3. visit all asian countries before 50 years old (esp.JAPAN)
4. visit US and Europe countries
5. travel over China with my backpack
6. learn 5 different langs
- Five turn ons
1. the GazettE
2. L'Arc~en~CieL
3. ONE OK ROCK
4. Asian Drama
5. Music
- Four turn offs
1. Liars
2. two-timers
3. Bluffers
4. Arrogant
- Three smileys that describe your life
1.
2.
3.
- Two things you wish you never did
1. i wish i never met that "person"
2. crying for "u", it was really not worth it, it was a BIG waste
- One confession
i used to think it would be better if i was born as boy.. but now i thank God, i was born as girl
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humichan
Miica
hatsukoi
himitsu05
poohbear03 · close
