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I noticed that i actually wrote lots about mothers, and never once i wrote anything to about fathers. Since it's Father's Day today, here something simple dedication to my dad and to all dads around the world. :)
Hey dad,
You're the coolest man i ever know,
You keep on smiling, no matter what happen,
You keep on making jokes and makes us laugh,
You're sporting and easy-going,
You know what i want and you will try to fulfill it,
You put me as the priority and always ...
I noticed that i actually wrote lots about mothers, and never once i wrote anything to about fathers. Since it's Father's Day today, here something simple dedication to my dad and to all dads around the world. 
Hey dad,
You're the coolest man i ever know,
You keep on smiling, no matter what happen,
You keep on making jokes and makes us laugh,
You're sporting and easy-going,
You know what i want and you will try to fulfill it,
You put me as the priority and always put your thought on me,
You gave me advice and sometimes pat on the shoulder,
You always gonna be my hero, forever,
And always gonna stay as my model,
You're one of the reason why i keep on trying,
And you're the one that taught me about pursuing dreams,
Your strong will and soft heart makes me miss you all the time.
And dad,
Please stay healthy as i haven't pay you anything yet,
All your hardship to raise us, will always be remembered,
Please keep on smiling like you always do,
I love you, forever.
Happy Father's Day.
Best regards;
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Dear Taku and all the members,
Thanks for the great songs u write and the great music u guys play. I should say, u guys are the best band I ever heard. Listening to u is becoming a habit and obsession. I never feel regret when I first heard u, and till now, u guys still on top of my list. Ur songs becoming most played songs in my playlist even 80% of my playlist is full with ur songs. Really, for me u’re the best and always will be. Thanks to u too for becoming my motivation to move forward. ...
Read more (267 words more)Dear Taku and all the members,
Thanks for the great songs u write and the great music u guys play. I should say, u guys are the best band I ever heard. Listening to u is becoming a habit and obsession. I never feel regret when I first heard u, and till now, u guys still on top of my list. Ur songs becoming most played songs in my playlist even 80% of my playlist is full with ur songs. Really, for me u’re the best and always will be. Thanks to u too for becoming my motivation to move forward. Whenever I feel down or giving up, listening to ur songs makes me strong again. Thanks to Taku too for keep on ‘visiting’ me in my dreams especially when i’m in a bad time; it helps me a lot really and it makes me smiling all day.
I used to get into arguments with my friends whenever I played ur songs in our room. They said ur music is noisy and it really gets on my nerve. How dare they said that, and ofc I told them that the songs they listened are noisy too. Well, I’ll do my best to defend u all 
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If ppl ask me what is ur fav songs from UVERworld, I’ve become numb. Stuck. Not because idk what’s ur songs, but because I have too many of it. If I list, I might list them all because I like all of them. But there’s few songs I can relate to myself, thanks to u it save my time to explain to others about myself. D-Technolife is always my fav – thanks to Bleach that I found out about this songs and u.
Anyhow, I wish u guys will go for World Tour soon. Can’t wait to see u guys performing at my hometown. Wish u all the best, and keep on creating great songs. Ur songs actually being heard all ‘UVER’ the world 
. Take care .
Love,
Dark.
p/s: if only they can read this... 
i really wanna know what's their reaction. lol
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Since ppl keep on treating u like a fool, y not keep on acting like one? That's what i always thought. Y not? They always thought that they're right. Never once in their life they make wrong decisions. Since they 'claimed' they're that 'cool', 'awesome' just follow their so called 'lead'. They end up making u look like a fool, with their words and attitude. So, yeah. Keep on being a fool in front of those 'smart' ppl. They make u s...
Read more (246 words more)Since ppl keep on treating u like a fool, y not keep on acting like one? That's what i always thought. Y not? They always thought that they're right. Never once in their life they make wrong decisions. Since they 'claimed' they're that 'cool', 'awesome' just follow their so called 'lead'. They end up making u look like a fool, with their words and attitude. So, yeah. Keep on being a fool in front of those 'smart' ppl. They make u say sorry non-stop. They can hurt u whenever they want. They can ask u to do this and that, and then they said "y can't u do things without have me told u what to do?". Seriously, if u do things before they told u to, to them it's still wrong, and here again they will ask that sort of question. WTF?
They said, u should show how good u are, expressed urself, open ur heart and let others to get to know u better. WTH?! Are they can ever accept who u really are? If they say yes, trust me.. that's all a lie. They can never accept u for being who u are. If they really can accept u, they wont get sulking for a lame joke u make. Or felt hurt for 'harsh' words u said. They actually accept u with open heart. So, y on earth should i open my heart to others when they expect too much for the good sides when i only have the bad sides? I can lie about how i feel, but i can never lie about what i have in mind.
So, yeah. It's better to stay as a fool rather than being a 'smart' one. Sorry to those who actually get hurt when u talk to me; it just a joke if u didn't know it or if u can't differentiate between jokes and seriousness. Whatever ppl~~ 
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Forget what ever i post here... :undecided: :p
My stomach is grumbling,
Singing a song,
A song that i never heard before,
It sounds like disaster,
Like an Earth falling apart,
And my stomach is grumbling,
Rocking and banging,
The rock song, and it's not metal or Jrock that i love,
It made my hand shaking,
And my ears creep with terror,
What happen...?
I feel numb.
And here i am, sitting still.
While my stomach is grumbling.
To you, the one you-know-who (or actually u dun even know who LOL)
You sometimes make me confuse,
Well, i should say i dun know why,
You have so many friends around you,
You laugh and make jokes around them,
You're cool and fun to be around with,
Whenever you walk into the room, all the eyes will be staring,
Jealousy got into me since you're actually smarter than me,
I bet all the girls must be crazy over you,
Anyway, you are the best and always will be.
p/s: i guess... thi...
Read more (14 words more)To you, the one you-know-who (or actually u dun even know who LOL)
You sometimes make me confuse,
Well, i should say i dun know why,
You have so many friends around you,
You laugh and make jokes around them,
You're cool and fun to be around with,
Whenever you walk into the room, all the eyes will be staring,
Jealousy got into me since you're actually smarter than me,
I bet all the girls must be crazy over you,
Anyway, you are the best and always will be.
p/s: i guess... this gonna lead all of you confusion. lol and i'm enjoying this.. muaaahahahaha 
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Actually, i'm on my break from here. Well... i guess most of you know about that already. This gonna be a very short journal, besides my brain urge me to write this. There're too many things happen during i'm on my break actually, but it's not that important and nothing good to share too. LOL. Aight... let me just straight to the point.
Today, my lecturer said that, "if you wanna be a successful person, you have to be positive. Move ahead of everyone else. Be outshine.&...
Read more (319 words more)Actually, i'm on my break from here. Well... i guess most of you know about that already. This gonna be a very short journal, besides my brain urge me to write this. There're too many things happen during i'm on my break actually, but it's not that important and nothing good to share too. LOL. Aight... let me just straight to the point.
Today, my lecturer said that, "if you wanna be a successful person, you have to be positive. Move ahead of everyone else. Be outshine." Ok... what a charismatic speech. ... haha JK. TBH i do agree on this. If you're keep on being pessimist and keep on giving excuses, you wont be successful person. Or you might become a successful person, but it will take lots of time to be one. Well that what she actually said. Ok.. agree again. Then, i might to do a list check on myself. (Well you have to get to know yourself first before using that words for others). I found that, i am positive; and i'm actually extremely positive about everything. Then, number 1 check. Second, move ahead, ofc... idm move ahead from everyone else, and i guess i am moving ahead since the way i view my surrounding never be the same like others view theirs. But the last one, be outshine. Oookayy...~~ this one is pretty hard. Like really hard; especially to someone who like to stay unknown and unnoticed like me. But then, be positive i still have to good points here, hahaha so why bothers? 
And now for second thing i wanna say, wth with not having a boyfriend or girlfriend? You still can pumping the air through your lungs, still can eat and see the beauty of the world. If you wanna some love, you still have your parents and friends. So what's wrong with not having one? Stop complaining about this sort of thing. It doesn't mean your life will end if you dun have a bf or gf. Come on... life is not just about that. Being a single is somewhat fun too, you gonna have less commitment. Free spirit belongs to no one. 
(Actually this one i get the idea from my housemates).
p/s: huh?! 
it's long when i said it supposed to be short? WTH Dark?! anyway... i'm going back to my hiatus · close
I've been thinking about this lately, i really should have my break from here. Well actually, i dun even have to write a journal about this because who cares whether i'm here or not lol. But then, i just feel like writing one.
I just realize how much the time i spend in here, til to the extent where i forgot to study. I keep on doing the 'ninja moves', which i prefer not to do. I stop doing my revisions and it made my results degrading. Well, i guess... i should control m...
Read more (52 words more)I've been thinking about this lately, i really should have my break from here. Well actually, i dun even have to write a journal about this because who cares whether i'm here or not lol. But then, i just feel like writing one.
I just realize how much the time i spend in here, til to the extent where i forgot to study. I keep on doing the 'ninja moves', which i prefer not to do. I stop doing my revisions and it made my results degrading. Well, i guess... i should control my addiction now before it leads me nowhere.
To my 'sweet' Mimi lol, u must be really happy since u'll be having less rivals now . Anyway, peeps.. take care and have a nice days . I'll be off till my finals done - which is in mid May.
See ya around 
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I was looking for some idea actually, but i couldn't think of any. So i took all my notebooks out, gave a look into it but still i couldn't find any good things that i can share from there. All i could see was my notes for my next novels (which i already start it half way). I wish i have more ideas and mood to finish them all, but then like always things got stuck up. I wish something will happen and eventually give me ideas to write and finish what i had started, but then it just a wi...
Read more (115 words more)I was looking for some idea actually, but i couldn't think of any. So i took all my notebooks out, gave a look into it but still i couldn't find any good things that i can share from there. All i could see was my notes for my next novels (which i already start it half way). I wish i have more ideas and mood to finish them all, but then like always things got stuck up. I wish something will happen and eventually give me ideas to write and finish what i had started, but then it just a wished and it won't become a reality if i didn't put on effort into it. What's the meaning of complaining when u can't find the solutions? So... yeah.. i guess i have to find some time, give a deep thought and gather my mood so that i can finish it. Dunno if i ever have the talent in writing or not, but this is what i like to do.
Forgive me for wasting ur time (whoever who read this) for something unimportant like this, plus the chaotic sentences i made here. LOL. Anyway, i wanna say thanks to those who read all my journals before especially random one like this.
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There're too many things that happen recently, overly depressed over somethings since it kept on invade my brain even tho i tried my best to forget about. Being a bit down, yet still try hard to laugh and smile. Still wanna make some stupid jokes even tho it's not funny at all. Keep on blaming on things that i actually know that it happens for some reasons. Keep on making the same face i made every single day. But day by day, i realize that i'm still in LONER side which i think it...
Read more (100 words more)There're too many things that happen recently, overly depressed over somethings since it kept on invade my brain even tho i tried my best to forget about. Being a bit down, yet still try hard to laugh and smile. Still wanna make some stupid jokes even tho it's not funny at all. Keep on blaming on things that i actually know that it happens for some reasons. Keep on making the same face i made every single day. But day by day, i realize that i'm still in LONER side which i think it is my best sanctuary. Being on here every single day, make me look more like a LOSER (well that's what my friends think about me). They keep on urging me to get a life. Well i have life, 2 lives - real and virtual LOL. But then, i guess they are right. I should look up for something now. Get my life.
I guess it's time now.... i think it's the best time for me to...
GO TO BED!!! lol
p/s: lol ur curiosity sometime will led u to nothing · close
Dear mom,
I’m sorry for behaving like this,
I’m sorry for not calling,
I’m sorry for leaving without telling,
I’m sorry for bring disgrace upon you,
I’m sorry for not being honest,
I’m sorry for can’t fulfill your dream,
I’m sorry for being away and not there when you need me,
I’m sorry for making you cry,
I’m sorry for making you wait for me; day and night,
I’m sorry for being such ungrateful child,
I’m sorry for breaking your heart,
I’m sorry for everythi...
Dear mom,
I’m sorry for behaving like this,
I’m sorry for not calling,
I’m sorry for leaving without telling,
I’m sorry for bring disgrace upon you,
I’m sorry for not being honest,
I’m sorry for can’t fulfill your dream,
I’m sorry for being away and not there when you need me,
I’m sorry for making you cry,
I’m sorry for making you wait for me; day and night,
I’m sorry for being such ungrateful child,
I’m sorry for breaking your heart,
I’m sorry for everything that happen,
But Mom,
I never forget you even once,
I never forget the love you showered me,
I never forget the trust you put upon me, or the wealth you gave me,
I never forget you as long as I live, as long as I can breath,
I never forget the hard time that I bring to you,
I never forget your smiling face,
And I can never forget for every word you have said.
And Mom,
Please don’t hate me,
Please forgive me; even it’s hard,
Please understand me; as I do this for reasons,
Please bless me,
Please put your trust on me; as I will come back with better me.
p/s: dedicated to my beautiful moms and all mothers around the world · close
