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waaaah after such a long time a new journal *o*
I'm really busy with school so my replys will slow down so please be patient and wait for it I'm truly sorry ToT
Well in my summer break I did a lot of stuff xD
At first my best friend came to visit me so we went drinkin~
And that's how it looked like xDD I look so ugly in it haha~
(Note I'm on the left side)
http://i915.photobucket.com/albums/ac352/RYUriotSTAR/59300970_v1311788132.jpg
Next we did some ...
Read more (162 words more)waaaah after such a long time a new journal *o*
I'm really busy with school so my replys will slow down so please be patient and wait for it I'm truly sorry ToT
Well in my summer break I did a lot of stuff xD
At first my best friend came to visit me so we went drinkin~
And that's how it looked like xDD I look so ugly in it haha~
(Note I'm on the left side)
Next we did some celebrating I sooooooo love ballons they were so cute and I loved my hair back there~
And NOW the best thing me and my friends did when they came to visit me we went to a glam rock concert so we dressed like glam rocker ^.~
I totally love that style I'm the one in the middle with the leo bandana *O*
I wanna be a ROCKSTAR
And then 3 weeks ago I went for the first time after 3 years ice skating it was soooo much fun even though I suck at ice skating it's sooo much fun I want to go there soon again maybe in winter break I go there again~
(Note I'm on the right side)
So that's it for now~
Love u
M ♥ · close
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay~
In the last months I gained so much weight, but I diet sooooooooo hard
and now I'm back at my normal shape nyohohohoooo~
Take a look:
http://i915.photobucket.com/albums/ac352/RYUriotSTAR/t02200293_0480064011320455618.jpg
http://i915.photobucket.com/albums/ac352/RYUriotSTAR/t02200293_0480064011314648407.jpg
it feels so gooooood~
Now I'm really happy
Love mami ♥
Finally my old self is back~
A lot of stuff happened lately and I'm in japan right now for the funeral
so I had to dye my hair back to black ToT
So here is a pic of me with black hair and the little child that I hug is my cousin Satoshi he is sooooo cute I love him so much thanks to him I wasn't crying
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And after those dasy events I colored my hair back to blond ok I wasn't coloring it black before I us...
Read more (109 words more)Finally my old self is back~
A lot of stuff happened lately and I'm in japan right now for the funeral
so I had to dye my hair back to black ToT
So here is a pic of me with black hair and the little child that I hug is my cousin Satoshi he is sooooo cute I love him so much thanks to him I wasn't crying
And after those dasy events I colored my hair back to blond ok I wasn't coloring it black before I used a spray which is making ur hair black this spray exist for almost every color it's really a good thing
And here a pics of me and my friends celebratin a birthday~
Try to find me on the pic xDD
Well that's all for now
Ahh I forgot something xDD that's the me today it's really late today soon 11pm so I'm off to a club that's my outfit ♥
mami ♥ · close
I know lately I haven't been replyin and stuff
But there is too much on my mind I need to fix mylsef first!
This might sound sellfish but I can't sleep well since 11 March there is always my cousins face on my mind I can't forget his painfull face which I see everyday
This is heart breaking....
I don't want to say to him anymore: Don't let those things get to u! There will be so many bright things in the future for u don't let it take u...
I wished I could say: U c...
I know lately I haven't been replyin and stuff
But there is too much on my mind I need to fix mylsef first!
This might sound sellfish but I can't sleep well since 11 March there is always my cousins face on my mind I can't forget his painfull face which I see everyday
This is heart breaking....
I don't want to say to him anymore: Don't let those things get to u! There will be so many bright things in the future for u don't let it take u...
I wished I could say: U can share ur sadness with me u can cry as much as u want on my shoulder I can baer it.... but truth is I can't bear it.... to be honest I'm too afraid of his feelings I'm sorry that I'm too weak...
大切なみんな、許してください
だから、ごめんなさい
ひろき · close
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay おめでとう ガゼット
Me is sooo happi about this ♥
9 wonderful years with The GazettE and next year it's the freakin 10th Anniversary I guess they'll be doin something really big so I'm definitely with them next year~
Also the looks for the hersey tour is soooooo HOT I wished I could be there but nooooooooo~
I can't damn it but trust me next year GAZE rock is still not DEAD
xoxo
Mami
well I know crying rain is an old song by girugamesh but when I was hearing it in the morning I suddenly cried, I think I never really listened to satoshis words!
It's such a moving song people really should listen to those beautiful lyrics~
自分責めれば 気持ちは少しは楽になれる？
ほらねいつも 被害者のフリしてばかり
綺麗事並べ歩いて 笑い合っても
雨が全てを流してく
別れを告げた日 本当は泣いていたよ
嘘の笑...
well I know crying rain is an old song by girugamesh but when I was hearing it in the morning I suddenly cried, I think I never really listened to satoshis words!
It's such a moving song people really should listen to those beautiful lyrics~
自分責めれば 気持ちは少しは楽になれる？
ほらねいつも 被害者のフリしてばかり
綺麗事並べ歩いて 笑い合っても
雨が全てを流してく
別れを告げた日 本当は泣いていたよ
嘘の笑み 溶け
That part is sooooo touching I hope they play it at their concert cuz I want to sing this lines together with girugamesh:
繰り返す日々が 僕等を濡らしていく
あの日描いた場所さえ
どしゃぶりの夜は ずっと鳴りやまない
夜が泣く 鳴く
わかってる that I just copied the lyrics in my journal but in the mom I feel like it ...
I really love girugamesh I don't care what the oversea fans (I don't even think that some of them can be called fans >.>) say that the 'new' girugamesh sucks and that they r just doin ballads.... so what? Aren't these lyrics wonderful?
Sure I miss the screaming voice of Satoshi but I don't think that this music is bad
Also don't u dare just listen to girugamesh b'cuz they turned into ikemen... this is the worst I really hate those facile 'fans'
Aaaaaaah me is piiiiiiiiiiiiiissed... · close
Somehow it feels like I lost something really annoying but it's not something material really weird...
There's a deep pain in my heart. What is this? I'm not in love nor I had a quarrel with my friends... am I getting EMO ToT
Maybe it's b'coz I don't like the situation I'm in right now
And why am I writing this here? maybe b'coz I want ppl to pity me?
I'm horrible....
Give me back my heaaaaaaaaart~
That's what I'd like to scream out to ...
Somehow it feels like I lost something really annoying but it's not something material really weird...
There's a deep pain in my heart. What is this? I'm not in love nor I had a quarrel with my friends... am I getting EMO ToT
Maybe it's b'coz I don't like the situation I'm in right now
And why am I writing this here? maybe b'coz I want ppl to pity me?
I'm horrible....
Give me back my heaaaaaaaaart~
That's what I'd like to scream out to the world right now but I can't it's like I'm lost I hate it~
Sorry for the lame entry but I really wanted to write it and let it read ppl
Excuse my selfishness
~Don't want to forget myself I want to be myself~
Thanks for those beautiful lyrics Ruki · close
yay The GazettE's first time at Tokyo Dome was too good to believe it!
everything had been perfect! The set list was too good to be played xD thanks to The GazettE for such a wonderful performance
They strarted their concert with RED I think there isn't a better song to start with ♥ it really was a good show ^^ PLEDGE is live also really good a lot of fans were crying through this song ToT
And at the end I think almost everyone had been crying including The GazettE and me for ...
yay The GazettE's first time at Tokyo Dome was too good to believe it!
everything had been perfect! The set list was too good to be played xD thanks to The GazettE for such a wonderful performance
They strarted their concert with RED I think there isn't a better song to start with ♥ it really was a good show 
PLEDGE is live also really good a lot of fans were crying through this song ToT
And at the end I think almost everyone had been crying including The GazettE and me for sure xD
it was really good to be there I think I would have never forgive my parents when they hadn't let me go there so thanks mom ( daddy I can't say thanks to u since ur the on who didn't let me go even at the airport u were against it >.>)
Hmm what else the Tokyo Dome DVD will be released on the 23rd March and thir first best of album will be released on th 23rd too~ and their new single wil be released in spring ♥ can't wait for it
Ahh and tokyo is sooo much fun I went back to my favorite host club xD I really missed Takeru ♥ but tomorrow me and oneechan will be goin to another host club I guess xD sorry Take-chan but I be sure to come to see u again ♥
But before that we'll be goin with oniichan and his friends to karaoke yay this time visual kei karaoke yay~
Love M ♥ · close
Yay finaly I'm back in Tokyo ♥o♥
I'm sooooo happy ><
But before I go to karaoke I just wanted to tell thhat the first thing I did in Japan was buying Ayumi Hamasakis new album xD it's soooooo beautiful!
And I bought a new cellhone too xD I rally needed a new one...
Also I met up with all my friends and went to Shibuya, Harajuku, Ikebukuro and then went home to Shinjuku ^^
Today was sooo much fun but can´t wait for Sunday ><//
The GazettE Tokyo Dome will be ...
Yay finaly I'm back in Tokyo ♥o♥
I'm sooooo happy ><
But before I go to karaoke I just wanted to tell thhat the first thing I did in Japan was buying Ayumi Hamasakis new album xD it's soooooo beautiful!
And I bought a new cellhone too xD I rally needed a new one...
Also I met up with all my friends and went to Shibuya, Harajuku, Ikebukuro and then went home to Shinjuku
Today was sooo much fun but can´t wait for Sunday ><//
The GazettE Tokyo Dome will be soooooo awesome I stil can't believe it
So now I'm goin to sing some Kat-Tun songs I haven't done that for sooo long
Once again me is supa happy
I wish everyone a merry x'mas coz I guess tomorrow I won't be able to use the internet ^o^
Love Mami ♥ · close
OMFG! Ayu announced on her twitter account that she got married to Manuel Schwarz and guess what? He's the guy from the virgin road PV I really can't believe it! He's from Austria and half American or something like this.. annyway I'm not too sure about him but all I know is that Ayu really married there's no doubt about it!
So let's wish her all the best ♥
Oh and can u guys imagine Ayu called Schwarz Ayumi xD well I can't by the way Schwarz means black x...
Read more (3 words more)OMFG! Ayu announced on her twitter account that she got married to Manuel Schwarz and guess what? He's the guy from the virgin road PV I really can't believe it! He's from Austria and half American or something like this.. annyway I'm not too sure about him but all I know is that Ayu really married there's no doubt about it!
So let's wish her all the best ♥
Oh and can u guys imagine Ayu called Schwarz Ayumi xD well I can't by the way Schwarz means black xDD Kuroi Ayumi xDD · close
