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2maluv

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2maluv

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    • 07/0172010

      Posted on 7 January, 2011 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 176 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

      It's been so long since I've been on here... but after the day today, or rather, just the past hour I really needed a place to let out all my emotions...

      There has been more controversy surrounding the comebacks of DBSK as HoMin and JYJ, mostly regarding things like song lyrics and even the 'thanks to' section in DBSK's new album.

      Why can't everyone just give it a rest? Why can't we just rejoice in the comeback of five extremely talented men without analyzing...

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      It's been so long since I've been on here... but after the day today, or rather, just the past hour I really needed a place to let out all my emotions...

      There has been more controversy surrounding the comebacks of DBSK as HoMin and JYJ, mostly regarding things like song lyrics and even the 'thanks to' section in DBSK's new album.

      Why can't everyone just give it a rest? Why can't we just rejoice in the comeback of five extremely talented men without analyzing everything and dissecting it and picking it apart bit by bit. Why can't people stop pointing fingers of blame at each other.

      The dispute happened. I know it. The fans know it. Netizens know it. The court knows about it. Probably anyone in the world who is just even a tiniest bit interested in Korean music knows about it. Huh, probably people who aren't interested at all know about it too due to people like me telling them... my poor friends =P

      It's sad. And so wrong to see everyone fighting like this. Why can't we just be happy that they are trying to overcome this and still follow their dreams and still try and make the fans happy. Why.

      Sometimes I regret the fact that they're such big idols. If they weren't then there wouldn't be people constantly picking at them, pushing and shoving all the time. But then if they weren't idols I probably wouldn't know them and to not have known such raw talent that can produce such beautiful haunting melodies or catchy upbeat songs is almost like a sacrilege.

      This is so depressing... I still feel like crying but the pressure on my chest has lifted a bit from this... writing is therapeutic no matter what anyone says.

      ...

      lightbulb moment.

      If I myself find this therapeutic, wouldn't others also feel the same. Like, say, Junsu tweeting about things in an ambiguous manner? Like writing songs, singing lyrics that express some of the emotion. If I had the talent and ability to write music I would be doing the same. But lyrics, no matter how personal, in them is always the opportunity to change things, embellish it so it can sell for artists do have to make a living no matter what anyone says.... shouldn't JYJ's lyrics and DBSK's lyrics be taken with a grain of salt? YES.

      What is the point in everyone getting all hang up about it? All it does is hurt the fans, hurts Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu, Changmin. And I'm sure it does even if I don't know them personally, wouldn't anyone in their position feel the same? Always in the public eye, unable to do anything without others knowing. Always having someone looking over your shoulder and picking apart at what you say, do, think. It's not a life I would ever choose for myself. But they have chosen it because they love music. They want to share it with the world. And so we should respect their courage and determination and keep up the love and support.

      A final thing I want to add: thank you so much to Jaejoong, Yunho, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin for lighting up the world like Cassiopoeia lightens up the night sky. Thank you for lighting up my world through your music like I know you've done for other fans.

      Don't give up, don't try and suppress your thoughts because even as idols, you deserve to express yourself as well. Freedom of speech and all that...
      Do what you love, take care of yourself and those around you. Don't ever sink down to the level of those who try to bring you down.

      I think I speak for all Cassies and even just other decent human beings when I say ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

      We believe in you, so believe in yourself and what you know is right

      [size=9]I finished writing this and watched a performance of Love In The Ice. It was breathtakingly beautiful and I couldn't tear my eyes away even as tears streamed down my face. This is what we love and try and protect. Them. [/size] · close

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      • 17/07/2010

        Posted on 17 July, 2010 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 5 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

        Finally finished my english essay today... its alright i guess... now trying to make some progress on my many assignments... sigh - so depressing... school starts on tuesday thats only lets see, two more days not including today..\n\nrewatched shinhwa 10th anniversary concert this morning... i <3 shinhwa... till death do us part ^^ \n\nSHINHWA FOREVER!!!!!! FIGHTING!!!!!!

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        • 15/07/2010

          Posted on 15 July, 2010 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 9 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

          did not do much work yesterday... trying to cut back on the food im eating... gaining weight... very depressing =(
          had pancakes this morning... left out the butter when frying them and made them thinner while still having the same amount as yesterday... i was really tempted to have a mint slice with my coffee but managed to stop myself =P
          i wasnt meant to have lunch but it smelled so good... so i cut back on the rice and ate cucumber...
          should be excercising... its so hard to get motivated.....

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          did not do much work yesterday... trying to cut back on the food im eating... gaining weight... very depressing =(
          had pancakes this morning... left out the butter when frying them and made them thinner while still having the same amount as yesterday... i was really tempted to have a mint slice with my coffee but managed to stop myself =P
          i wasnt meant to have lunch but it smelled so good... so i cut back on the rice and ate cucumber...
          should be excercising... its so hard to get motivated... at least ive kinda of stopped blaming my weight gain on other problems... used to say it was because i went out to eat and stuff... now ive realised its because i dont exercise... when i come back from a hard workout at karate i lose up to 1 kilo... and then yesterday all we did was stand around and talk... it was informative but i wanted to lose weight! =P
          what am i going to do...? i cant tear myself away from the net and when i do i just watch variety shows or dramas or read...

          off to do some of that now... ^^ · close

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          • 13/07/2010

            Posted on 13 July, 2010 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 15 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

            HOLIDAYS YEAH!!!!!!!!!!\r\n\r\n...\r\n...\r\nI have to study =( the thought is so depressing i havent been doing anything but moping around procrastinating... not very productive is it?\r\n\r\nrecently got into a big bang phase... shinhwa is still my number one but big bang is a very close second... bought one of their shirts off yesasia... along with the korean version of shin hye sung\'s keep voice in song. Im so glad my waiting for it paid off... its like half the price of the japan rele...

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            HOLIDAYS YEAH!!!!!!!!!!\r\n\r\n...\r\n...\r\nI have to study =( the thought is so depressing i havent been doing anything but moping around procrastinating... not very productive is it?\r\n\r\nrecently got into a big bang phase... shinhwa is still my number one but big bang is a very close second... bought one of their shirts off yesasia... along with the korean version of shin hye sung\'s keep voice in song. Im so glad my waiting for it paid off... its like half the price of the japan release while having one or two extra songs!! so happy i cant wait! ^^\r\n\r\nmaybe if i write down what i have to do here i\'ll be more motivated?... worth a try isnt it?\r\n\r\nokay. so today...\r\n- study for troung inverse trig exam\r\n- get at least halfway through english essay\r\n- start english speech\r\n- start either eco or history --> need to go to the library for books to research\r\n\r\ni feel so overwhelmed T_T\r\nmeant to have a practice for acapella on thrusday i think... i havent done ANY schoolwork so far\r\n\r\nwent shopping two days ago and bought a new dress... with my own money TT but its pretty and warm ^^ i wanted new jeans as well... they were grey and really nice but i didnt have the money... and my mum didn\'t want to pay for me... said i have too many jeans already but i dont!! ive only got two that i really wear... all the others are flare jeans ive had since i was ten... obviously i dint grow... but as a teenaer i dont really want to wear them in public any more lol\r\n\r\nrecently discovered yamashtia tomohisa... i LOVE his song Loveless... its so nice and he is soooo pretty... such a gorgeous pretty boy ^^\r\n\r\ngoing to search up NEWS now... hopefully they\'re good... since yamashita-san is part of it ^^ \r\n\r\nIm such a huge procrastinator... downloaded more eps of family outing season one... i love that show! and spending my time watching big bang variety shows and chatting and looking up shinhwa stuff too! \r\n\r\ni will do my work today though... i have to otherwise im in deep s##t... i felt more empowered as i wrote that... hopefully i\'ll actually do it today lol =) · close

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            • 16/06/2010

              Posted on 16 June, 2010 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 19 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

              Sigh. Well I'm sick which is the only reason I'm at home and not at school like I'm supposed to be... I've even had to stay home from karate lessons this week too T_T

              I feel so lazy... I slept for 13 hours straight and woke up at midday today... then ate and I haven't done ANY homework at all... I'm so going to regret it later but meh, can't be bothered right now...

              Four months and 2 weeks until Shinhwa's Eric returns from military service on the 30t...

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              Sigh. Well I'm sick which is the only reason I'm at home and not at school like I'm supposed to be... I've even had to stay home from karate lessons this week too T_T

              I feel so lazy... I slept for 13 hours straight and woke up at midday today... then ate and I haven't done ANY homework at all... I'm so going to regret it later but meh, can't be bothered right now...

              Four months and 2 weeks until Shinhwa's Eric returns from military service on the 30th October... that's the day before my birthday! XD yay! Can't wait and I really hope he takes up some projects dramas, CFs etc so that the k-pop world can start talking about how AWESOME Shinhwa is again! I'm so sick of hearing people say "Shinhwa? Haven't they broken up yet?" No, they haven't. They're still together as a group, they still are best friends who turn up at each other's homes uninvited (thanks for that info Hyesung-san, lol) and they are going to make the greatest comeback the world has ever seen when they reunite.

              On a side note... I want to see Hyesung in his solo concert... in Korea, Japan, Thailand, I don't care... I just wish I could go...
              But since I know it's impossible... I can't wait for the DVDs to be released... still waiting on the Keep Leaves DVD... I really really love Hyesung-san...

              I was hoping he'd still be in Japan by the time I go this year at the end of Spetember but according to his tour schedule he'll be in a different country by then... oh well... I want to buy all the merchandise that will (hopefully) still be there... be considerate Japanese fans... I really want it =) · close

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              • 12/06/2010

                Posted on 12 June, 2010 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 24 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

                I want to go shopping... its end of financial year sale but no, i can't since my teachers decided to schedule a tonne of assessments on us at this time... I have a legal assessment in 3 days where we can bring in note and ive only done a single paragraph since im procrastinating right now... so sick of school... sigh

                i love my minwoo white beanie its so warm but since my house is so cold, my hands are always freezing... not very nice...

                this is all rambling... no idea what i should be doi...

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                I want to go shopping... its end of financial year sale but no, i can't since my teachers decided to schedule a tonne of assessments on us at this time... I have a legal assessment in 3 days where we can bring in note and ive only done a single paragraph since im procrastinating right now... so sick of school... sigh

                i love my minwoo white beanie its so warm but since my house is so cold, my hands are always freezing... not very nice...

                this is all rambling... no idea what i should be doing right now...

                side note: hyesung's concert in japan seemed to be a success from what ive read... i want the dvd really badly as well as 'keep leaves' and mostly 'find voice in song' album... i will buy it when i go to japan, hopefully its cheaper there ^^ · close

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                • 29/05/2010

                  Posted on 29 May, 2010 (4 years ago) by 2maluv · 25 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

                  Got back from camp yesterday and was ridiculously tired for some unknown reason... or maybe it was because i slept at 1.30am/2am and woke up at 6am?... =P\n\nlazing around the house... nothing much to do besides wasting my time away\n\ni should really get started on studying for my english assessment in a week and my legal one the week after that... eventually lol\n\nhyesung\'s concert is coming up... i wish i could go T_T\n\nplanning on performing doushite by DBSK with a friend for multicu...

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                  Got back from camp yesterday and was ridiculously tired for some unknown reason... or maybe it was because i slept at 1.30am/2am and woke up at 6am?... =P\n\nlazing around the house... nothing much to do besides wasting my time away\n\ni should really get started on studying for my english assessment in a week and my legal one the week after that... eventually lol\n\nhyesung\'s concert is coming up... i wish i could go T_T\n\nplanning on performing doushite by DBSK with a friend for multicultural day at school - hopefully we can manage it =)\n\nam i too obsessed with shinhwa? i dont really care much about other kpop celebrities... so its very boring when my friends start to talk about them and i have no idea what they\'re going on about... on the other hand i could talk about shinhwa for days and days on end without being bored, lol.\n\nOoo... just remembered! All my shinhwa stuff that i got a friend to buy me over the net has been delivered! YAY! now i have to figure out a time to go pick it up... hopefully tomorrow... i want it NOW though... -sigh-\n\nnow off to watch iris/romantic princess depends on my mood which one im going to watch! \n\n^^ · close

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                  • 22/05/2010

                    Posted on 22 May, 2010 (5 years ago) by 2maluv · 29 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

                    Hey everyone! Just heard Big Bang\'s new song and I\'m totally hooked. After Shinhwa, BB is my favourite artist... they make such good music =P\n\nSchool camp is on next week and I\'m wondering whether I should go to the Athletics Carnival the day before on the Tuesday... On one hand I\'m too lazy, seriously not bothered but on the other hand it might turn out to be fun... what should I do?\n\nA friend was being a bit of a bi*ch yesterday... I was annoyed for a while but I\&#...

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                    Hey everyone! Just heard Big Bang\'s new song and I\'m totally hooked. After Shinhwa, BB is my favourite artist... they make such good music =P\n\nSchool camp is on next week and I\'m wondering whether I should go to the Athletics Carnival the day before on the Tuesday... On one hand I\'m too lazy, seriously not bothered but on the other hand it might turn out to be fun... what should I do?\n\nA friend was being a bit of a bi*ch yesterday... I was annoyed for a while but I\'m over it... I think. Nothing much I can do... she just has this annoying habit of being a bit selfish at times and disregards everyone else for her own advantages...\n\nMy dad bought my sister a guinea pig... its the most adorablest thing I\'ve ever seen. Male with this light white brown fur, he just sits there when happy or when you\'re holding him, he almost looks like a toy at times... so cute =)\n\nI want more shinhwa stuff... some of its sooooo expensive and a lot of things are out of stock... I wish I\'d gotten to know them sooner and was born earlier so I could have enjoyed them when they were active even more... \n\nEric and Dongwan will be returning from military service by the end of this year... I can\'t wait... and I hope that I\'ll get a chance to see Hyesung when I\'m in Japan in October... he\'s doing really well with his Japanese album I think... it got onto the oricon charts which is dominated by actual Japanese artists and there are all these articles where the Japanese fans just gush on and on about how wonderful \'Hyesung-san\' is... I wish him all the best... he tries so hard at everything he does... he definitely deserves it!\n\nI should go now... need to get started on finding a related text for english on leadership and auhority... why does it have to be a visual... bleh. english is definitely my least favourite subject right now =P\n\nSee you!\n · close

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                    • 15/05/2010

                      Posted on 15 May, 2010 (5 years ago) by 2maluv · 32 views · 0 comments · 0 likes

                      Hey guys! well, i started my jpop account and sadly, did not have time to start my journal last week. Although i find it fun to write, I think I will be using this journal here as a chance to brush up on my english skills, lol. I had half yearly exams for year 11 about two weeks ago at my school, and for once, the creative writing section was not a narrative short story but journal entries. Needless to say, nearly half the grade failed that and my comment was there was no personal 'voice�...

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                      Hey guys! well, i started my jpop account and sadly, did not have time to start my journal last week. Although i find it fun to write, I think I will be using this journal here as a chance to brush up on my english skills, lol. I had half yearly exams for year 11 about two weeks ago at my school, and for once, the creative writing section was not a narrative short story but journal entries. Needless to say, nearly half the grade failed that and my comment was there was no personal 'voice' in my entries. So, I'm trying to fix that by writing more personal "I" stuff. =) · close

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